Don't despise my Shortcomings
Zoya's Request

One week after Fifah's wedding has passed, and Niko sleeps at Fifah's house every night. Niko has not said frankly with the following who has two wives. Every night Niko sprinkled her seeds in the womb of Fifah. Now even Fifa has transformed into a wife who is very good at providing services in bed.

This morning as usual Niko left early at five he had started to wake up, and let Fifah stay asleep, it was Niko did because he had to visit Zoya first. First wife.

Zoya will earn an inner living in the morning and evening. So before leaving for work Niko will visit Zoya to give her battery life, and after returning home from work Niko will also come to Zoya again.

Niko has arrived at Zoya's house and enters. "Bi, Zoya isn't awake yet?" niko asked one of the housekeepers at her old wife's house. In fact, usually Zoya will welcome the arrival of her husband and busy with her cuisine. Because Niko really likes the food processed by Zoya. Unlike the fifah who can not cook. Zoya is a woman who is good at processing all kinds of food.

Niko slowly opens Zoya's room door, and rushes straight into the room, looking Zoya still curled up under her blanket.

"Dear you why? Are you sick? Why at this hour are you still sleeping, don't you want to welcome your husband?" Niko approaches Zoya and holds her temple, not hot!

Zoya is not sleeping, just pretending to be asleep. In fact, he is not as strong as the wives who are combined. At first he was sure he would be able to tell her, but the more days his pain grew stronger pretending to be strong and sincere turned out to be extremely painful. Every night she could only make her husband make love to another wife. Especially when the morning comes, and Niko gives her duty. Zoya's heart aches when she sees many signs of her husband's lovemaking with his young wife.

Although Niko has never compared herself and Fifah, Zoya is so year old that Niko enjoys her union with her young wife.

Moreover, until now Niko still kept their marriage a secret. Though Zoya thinks when Niko bluntly as soon as possible. At least Fifah will be willing to split his night ration. Niko's week at Fifah's house and another week at Zoya's house. Not come every morning to water his fields after he goes to work, and will go home only a few hours, then go again to his young wife's house. It seems that Zoya is not getting justice.

Niko knows Zoya is just pretending to be asleep. He also took Zoya in his arms.

"What makes you so moody? We promised to tell each other why you kept everything. You know you're not okay, talk!" Niko gently fished for Zoya to tell her a story.

Zoya began to sob, it felt like she was very missed warm embrace like this from her husband.

"When will Mas tell our setatus to Mas' new wife?" Zoya could no longer hold everything back. Niko must know that she wants to sleep in her arms again.

"Why did you suddenly ask that?" Niko initially thinks that Zoya doesn't mind being kept hidden.

"Zoya also wants to sleep at night in Mas's arms. It's not just Mas coming when giving an inner living and breakfast. After that go again." As she sobbed, Zoya finally could tell the turmoil that was holding her heart. "Try me to be honest with Fifah, and I can treat us fairly. So that we can feel the same taste without feeling privileged and abandoned." Zoya continued her heart.

"Have you been unfair all this time?" ask Niko. Because he felt he had done as fair as possible.

"Zoya feels that way. Mas should have been able to grind us, without being one-sided. Suppose Mas a week at the house of Fifah, and a week later at this house. Zoya thinks it's fair. Because Zoya also wants to sleep in Mas's arms. Not just an inner living fulfilled every morning." Finally Zoya's disintegration was channeled as well. It felt relieved after successfully vaporizing all the tightness in his chest.

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Since last night, Alzam's mind has been filled with fear. Fear when their life is not long. Who will take care of Tantri. He was too small to live alone. Although Alzam left enough savings for his sister, Tantri was terrified to live this life, without a single family. Life is so painful.

Alzam recalled the words of the doctor, a few months ago that chemotherapy treatment can only inhibit not eliminate, meaning there is a possibility that the cancer cells will spread and expand into other tissues. Doctors suggest other alternatives that are likely to heal larger especially the level of sarcoma cancer that Alzam suffered is still at number one. Where the smeared stem cells spread. So to cut off the spreaders doctors suggested amputation.

The Sarcoma that Alzam suffered on his left leg and was located in dry bone. Alzam weighed in on the doctor's advice. Moreover, the doctor said that, Sarcoma cancer is a type of cancer that spread quickly. So before the cancer cells expand, doctors recommend cutting the damaged tissue.

This morning Alzam doing his usual activities will deliver Tantri to school after going to work.

"You learn the pinter well, don't be naughty, and always be a good boy!" Alzam always gave advice to his brother.

"Good Bang. Be careful on the road, too. Do not eat carelessly and do not be too cape, keep your health and mind!" Tantri did not want to lose to give advice to his brother, even he was more beautiful, and always advised his brother about his health.

"Yes, Princess." Alzam died to leave for the office and Tantri also immediately entered his class.

Well, since now Alzam has decided that he will follow the advice of the doctor. He would agree that his leg was amputated. That's the greatest chance of recovery. Although it is not 100% healing, the article is not impossible there will be cancer cells growing elsewhere. But at least doctors say 60% he can recover by amputation. As long as it remains a regular treatment and keeps its health, the chances of growing are also small.

Alzam will do whatever it takes to heal and keep Tantri at bay. At least if the disease comes again Tantri age is getting bigger and can protect himself.

"Wey's daydreaming ajah loe." Qari suddenly startled Alzam who was daydreaming.

"Ah no, again think of ajah's work. I'm taking a leave of absence, but Miss Qari can't replace my job. Miss Qari learned that seriuz well, so that I can take some time off in the near future." Alzam promised that if Qari could be released with an office report he would take time off and run the operation. The sooner the better.

"What do you want to do, cupu? All leave all, rich people want to marry," ledek Qari.

"Not why Miss, there's only family business and I was asked to attend." Alzam tried to find an excuse, well even if the reason was very unreasonable.

Alzam has decided with confidence. Take this path, though Tantri disagrees. He had already strengthened his mentality, when many stared at him strangely walking on one leg and using aids, that was not why the origin. The most important thing is that he can still be a protector to his sister, rather than letting his sister live alone, it hurts him more. Questioning him Sajah Alzam will be tight chest. Especially until it happens how the life of Tantri will be.