Don't despise my Shortcomings
Bereft

Naqi kicked the table, angry at why his grandfather could make a unilateral decision. He has not decided whether to divorce or not, but even his grandfather has made his own decision.

His red face and sharp eyes indicate that Naqi was very angry with Mr. Latif's decision that Naqi values always meddling in the affairs of his children and even his grandchildren.

"Then what do you want? Cyra remained silent in this house awaiting your return? What is clear is that it is impossible. (the Grandfather's pronunciation was cut Naqi).

"But it's not impossible, baby, I'm home and even I'm gone for a month, why do you want to separate me from Cyra." Naqi continued to defend himself.

"Yes, yes, you came back, but came back after knowing that your lover was your stepbrother, where Rania still has a strong blood relationship with you. That's why you came home and found Cyra. If Rania wasn't your step-kaka, would you have come back here so soon and looked for Cyra to start a new household? No Naqi! You're not going back to this house. So don't be selfish, you don't hold back the happiness of others to stay with you." Grandfather also who disagreed with Naqi gave a speech, but did not think of Cyra's happiness.

"It was Grandpa who asked me to marry Cyra, and asked me to stay with Cyra, but Grandpa now separates me from my wife. The grandfather of the most selfish person, never want to know how his son and grandson feel," Naqi said he had sat down on a chair limply this time.

"That was before you chose Rania, and left your wife with a slump. You don't even know what Cyra's been through without you? Where you are her husband you should be when your wife falls even bleeding and living without direction. You know what about Cyra. You don't know anything Naqi. So don't feel the most have Cyra. He better part with you, because Cyra's future is still long. Please seek your own happiness. So did Cyra seek her happiness." Grandfather tried to advise Naqi very subtly so that he could understand grandfather's intention of doing this all.

Grandfather had grown tired of fighting and quarreling with Naqi's matter had it not been Naqi ya Luson. Grandpa just wanted to calmly enjoy his old age without any problems like this.

"No!!! Naqi will not let go of Cyra. Naqi has already loved Cyra. Naqi must find Cyra. Grandfather said Cyra was there where let Naqi follow Kek," Naqi ragged giving a longing look.

The grandfather who heard Naqi raised his hand, and tried to get up from his seat and leave the dining table. Grandfather walked carefully to his room.

"Grandfather, Cyra where is Cake? There was no way he would dare to leave Naqi. He has no one, kek... Cyra where's grandpa?" pekik Naqi deliberately spoke in a louder voice to let grandfather know that Naqi was destroyed without Cyra beside him.

Naqi who saw Mr. Latif did not respond to his words also increased apoplexy. He vented his anger on the thing on the dining table. Naqi pulled the tabletop mat so that almost everything on the table fell on the floor and made a very noisy sound. Even the housekeeper who had been eavesdropping in the kitchen, was surprised by the sound that banged on his eardrum.

Praaaannngggg. Luson who saw Naqi's anger began to panic.

Rania who was in the guest room, and happened to be the guest room is near from the dining room, of course recording every speech that had been spoken by her new family members.

Rania is notya rest is precisely thought of with every incident that occurred in the family home papahnya. He sobbed when he heard what was going on outside his room, and Rania was also shocked when Naqi dared to throw away the items on the table. Well, it must be the glasses and other items that are on the dining table, because of the sound is very clear.

"Lord, this is a punishment for ruining my sister's own household" Rania's inner self, holding onto her overcrowded chest, heard every quarrel in her papal family, most of which came from her.

Not only Rania who was crying in her room, because she heard the quarrel of Naqi and her grandfather. Mamih was in her room was sobbing crying with the treatment of her son. Mamih so minded also want to go after her favorite daughter-in-law. Mamah in this house also no longer find happiness. It was as if every breath he breathed was an extremely painful distress in his heart. Mamih was afraid of him lingering in this house that there were sickly him later.

"Naqi, why have you never made Mamih able to live a quiet life. Why your nature now always makes Mamih feel like she failed to educate you, and has been guiding you wrongly. Though Mamih has always advised you the best but as if now you are a person far from goodness," Mamih's mind with a sob and hands that hold her chest, holding tight.

While Naqi he walked with slow steps up one by one the stairs to his room. Her room and Cyra's.

Naqi still hoped that what her grandfather had said was a lie. Naqi was still very hopeful that Cyra was still in this house.

Naqi opened her room, where on top of her bed was still very neat and also indeed it seemed like this room had been left empty for a long time. He closed the door and sat in his bed, where Cyra's habit was sleeping and Naqi's memory was still very clear Cyra's smile was always loose. And it was Cyra's ignorance that made Naqi laugh with her.

Cyra is not a romantic woman and good at seducing, but she can show love, and care for her with a kahas feature that seems to joke but she is giving attention that others can not get.

"Cyra where are you now? Pulah yah!" lirih Naqi while wiping the place where Cyra used to rest. His tiny hand could still Naqi feel when he held it.

Naqi stood up and tried to open Cyra's wardrobe. Where there almost all Cyra's clothes are still untuh. "Cyra didn't bring her clothes, meaning she wouldn't be long," Well, Naqi tried to comfort herself. Naqi noticed that there was a dark-colored card that Naqi had once given to Cyra, for everyday shopping. But Cyra's magic card stayed and didn't bring it. The belongings of Naqi and the dowry and Cyra's wedding ring did not carry it.

Naqi felt very, very lost, but he was sure that Cyra would return, because her clothes and all her valuables did not carry Cyra.