Don't despise my Shortcomings
The Emotional Depletion of Naqi

Qari's car door closed very hard, the girl did not care anymore, if the effects of her behavior made the people in her house wake up. The car returned to the streets of the capital that began to deserted. Where's meet? I don't know, even Qari just wanted to go calm her mind. His heart was too sick, so he was reluctant to meet with Luson let alone Rania, the girl who was compared by her papih.

Is it worth it for parents to compare their children? Not at all, parents should set a good example. Not going to compare their flesh and blood, they must be aware that each child has their own character if parents only compare them, how outsiders. That is what is in the mind of Qari, especially with a slap, it feels unacceptable by his mind, even though he tried to accept it remains a defect in his brain, can not be tolerated.

How do you feel when you know your child, compared to other girls? Even to the point of being slapped by a man who she still bears the status of a husband. Must have been Mamih Qanita also hurt her heart, when she saw it all. Fortunately Naqi sped up to take Mamih to the room. Qari stopped the speed of his iron chariot while in a deserted park. He sat down and drowned his face on the steering wheel of the car. His tears were shed again, he hated Luson and Rania, but he could not leave the house, there were three people he loved. Although Naqi was fierce and reckless, he was affectionate with Qari. Naqi had always protected Qari, even without Qari noticing, but Qari knew her brother was very affectionate with her. Silent in a quiet place was Qari's choice, to reveal her grunts, and try to calm herself down.

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Naqi, who had seen her mother sleeping, moved outside her mother's room. "Dream of my tough lady" whispered Naqi and gave a kiss on her forehead long enough.

Naqi was like hearing a car come out, but he thought it was Luson who left. There was no thought at all that his sister was the one who left. Naqi came down the stairs with a little calm feeling because at least the problems in the family had subsided, and Qari had also realized her mistake. Without Naqi knowing that this is the beginning of all the problems that come and more runyam again.

Naqi was shocked when she reached the last rung of the stairs to see Luson falling asleep in the sova. Then the sound of the car that just came out meant his sister was leaving again. What really happened to Qari when she stayed in her mother's room.

"Luson, wakeup! Where's Qari?" asked Naqi in a heavy voice. Naqi knew that Luson was not actually sleeping. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"don't know. A child like him cannot be advised as to what you are looking for" replied Luson. His body was still asleep on the sova. His eyes were also still half-perfectly closed.

Luson's answer certainly provoked Naqi's anger. His burly hands he used to attract the middle-aged man who was still pubescent. His weak body jolted and instantly lifted as Naqi's burly body pulled him forcefully. This was Naqi's most terrifying anger. It was as if he had forgotten that the man he treated was his papih, but he treated him like a sack of rice.

Luson, who was standing still, was forced to pull Naqi, trying to compensate for her body and standing on both feet. "Papih only advises the child to follow the example of Rania, who can hear the words of her parents. Basically, the boy was spoiled and stubborn, even ran away from home again," replied Luson lightly his words he made so that Naqi he could be advocated and blame Qari.

Naqi pulled her hair violently using her two hands, even her body to the point of holding back her emotions that were already at the tip of her head. Facing the stupidity of Luson's brain seems to be a stupid follow-up. His younger brother was stubborn as well because of the disposition derivative from him, but the foolish man was not aware of his nature.

"I don't know how you think of Luson, I wonder why Mr Latif could have a stupid son like you." Naqi was very upset with the middle-aged man he was facing. He was desperate as to where else he should explain and advise Luson, at least not to interfere with his family. Let the mother educate her children in her own way. Luson did not interfere anyway all this time also mamih take care of him and his sister was well. After coming Luson even his family so much trouble, especially since Rania came to this house Qari always sensi and rarely join them.

"Why do you blame such a papyrus. Your brother's base is stubborn, dissident so counseled angry parents. What is a. (the voice is cut off).

Bruckkk... Bruckkk... Naqi punched Luson's cheek with all her might even lips until it instantly broke. Luson was staggered and would fall to the floor fortunately there was a sova grip so that he could use to support his weak body, so that the middle-aged man could still compensate for his body and not fall.

Naqi moved her feet closer towards Luson, her emotions still controlling her half of her soul. He pulled the collar of his shirt so inevitably Luson let his body be forcibly pulled by his son. A sin? Naqi had forgotten sin, even if he had to kill to protect his sister and mother he would have done.

"Listen well Luson!!! If you can't take care of Qari and educate Qari. At least you keep your words from hurting his feelings. Because when you do it that hurts not just my sister. Mamih will also feel pain, because with his hands he raised us, educated and cared for us. From him we learned everything, but you lightly compared my sister to your other children. It is not only Qari who is sad that I am sad. Because my mother never differentiated the affection of her biological child and stepson. But you are mentally extending my sister. B*j*you're Luson." Naqi spoke very close to Luson's face. It was as if they were kissing. Naqi's monstrous tone rang out from every word he deliberately emphasized for Luson to hear and know that she had already awakened the sleeping lion. Next Naqi pushed Luson's weak body to completely suckle on the floor.

Naqi was about to go to look for her sister. He worried his sister why-why, but Naqi came back again. There were still words he wanted to say to Luson. "One more Luson, if you dare to hurt the woman I love, this hand (Naqi raises the right hand and throws the fingers tightly until the knuckles harden and clearly show the muscles) this hand that will send you to the last destination. I am not afraid to go to prison or go to hell, if you dare to gangu mamih and my sister. Your life will be a sacrifice for me." The killing gaze of Naqi. There will be no mercy for Naqi if the woman he loves is disturbed, then life is too much. Naqi left the man with blood pouring from the lips and nose, as a result of Naqi's two unkempt fists.