Don't despise my Shortcomings
Everything's Changed

Every night Cyra always sleeps alone for two nights Naqi does not come home, his phone is still inactive and again the men of grandfather's errand no one has found Naqi where he is.

Tonight Cyra woke up again, but not because of the wind coming in from the window that had not been closed or her body that was cold because it was not wearing a blanket. He closed the window and put on his blanket. But he woke up because he was dreaming with Naqi.

Cyra's awake. He saw where Naqi used to sleep still empty.

"God, why do I dream like that. I dream Mas Naqi left me. Is that a sign indeed I will part with Mas Naqi." Cyra rubbed the pillow Naqi used to use.

"I don't know Mas with this feeling, which I know, I'm angry, disappointed, hate, but I love you too. What can I do without you? You are the first person, who gives the meaning of freedom, the meaning of happiness, the meaning of affection. You taught me to be independent, to work until I succeeded. Now I've made it and you're leaving. But it feels so heavy. Tell me if you're there thinking of me too. You are also there praying for our relationship. But I can't stand being next to you, and your heart is for another woman. I can't." Cyra did not know he could not when he heard Naqi's decision, where Naqi would choose Rania over him.

From two o'clock Cyra could not close his eyes again, until morning greeted. Now he is very quiet even if he has returned home from work he did not take dinner, with the reason he had eaten. At breakfast Cyra was more silent. Even from last night he had thought that if Naqi did not return home he would move to Meta's house, then he would buy his own residence. It is not nice to have to continue hitchhiking in the luxurious residence of Mr. Latif while the bottom hangs with Naqi.

"Darling have you not heard from Naqi?" mamih asked Cyra who had just come down from her room.

"Not yet," Cyra replied briefly and there was no more chatter. Well breakfast this time there is only silence and again they are busy with their respective thoughts.

Qari too, he became quiet, he felt very dizzy with the office business, not when the people home on the cold and no more laughter that can treat the stres. He was very happy with this routine. I think he just wants to get married. Even if Al wants him to elope, the article Qari has repeatedly asked his brother to propose to Alzam but grandfather always reasoned this and the others.

While lately Al is close to Mirna it makes Qari hotter. The driver felt invited Mirna to a duel in the boxing ring.

"Mih, Cake, Cyra's leaving first yeah." Cyra was alone with the others first. Even though the food is still intact, maybe only he stirred.

Grandfather and Mamih just nodded. While Qari who saw Cyra almost out of his house was only aware that he would talk something with his bocil kaka.

"Cyra wait!! pekik Qari who he immediately ran away without saying goodbye to grandfather because he thought the same grandfather mamihnya already gone. That was because at the dinner table was very quiet, so he did not realize that his elders were still enjoying breakfast that tasted very bland.

Cyra immediately stopped her footsteps and turned to Qari.

Qari approached and asked Cyra to leave with him. Cyra just resigned, anyway not quite will also get a ride from Miss Qari.

In Qari's car...

"Did Grandpa or Mamih ask you to ask me that?" ask Cyra in full search.

"No!! Not at all, Grandpa and Mamih since yesterday were impressed by what happened between you, but they did not use me to find out what happened. I'm wondering what keeps you from coming home." Well, indeed it was not all the orders of the eldest, all that Qari practiced because he cared so much about his brother's household and Cyra's.

Qari judged that all this time their household was fine but why suddenly there was a big storm and pitch-black clouds coloring the household trip.

How the Qari prayer that once prayed wants to have a harmonious household like his sister's household. This time, he recanted his prayer.

Cyra was silent for a moment.

"I don't even know what happened to Qari, I even thought that our marriage was a happy marriage, very happy. That night we were very happy. Until a call from a foreign number comes in. I did not expect the night of surprise that Mas Naqi gave, a second later turned into the worst night and destroyed everything." Cyra covered her face with both palms of her hands.

He was too sick to remember what happened that night.

"Is the person behind the foreign number a little grandma aka Rania?" tanya Qari who since yadi even he has been throwing his car on the side of the road. He did it because he wanted to focus more on hearing the story from Cyra's tiny lips.

Cyra nodded even her palm still tightly shut on her face, she was too sick to remember it. He also does not want to look weak by crying and crying while remembering the bad incident.

Qari clenched her hands. "Had I guessed it must be the work of the attached grandmother, wonder if she was very happy to disturb the household of people. The basis of the actor is now increasingly scattered," murmured Qari.

Qari, who had always disliked Rania, added to her hate.

"Sister-in-law, no longer need to cry anymore tuh labil men. You just focus on your future. All my brother's business, Grandpa must have planned something." Qari rubbed the shoulders of Cyra who was still lowered.

Next, Qari returns to Cyra's workplace. Then he'll get back to work. After knowing what the problems in his brother Qari's family will try to help to find the best solution.

Although Cyra is only adopted and also their age is much different, but Qari is already very fond of Cyra so he is not willing if his brother-in-law is hurt too even though the one who hurts is his biological brother.