Don't despise my Shortcomings

Don't despise my Shortcomings
Beans Forgot the Skin


While RT's mother took the phone number of her father Rania, who was entrusted to RT's mother. Rania is very happy because it turns out her dream to meet her father will be achieved. The dream he really wanted, but he had given up hope, because it was difficult to find clues from his mother to find his papa.


"Finally you can find your Papah well, hopefully the nets will be facilitated to meet your Papa." Naqi was also happy when she saw Rania happy as well.


"Yes thank you dear. Meeting Papah was my last wish. I promise that if I have met Papah I will be more eager to heal." The spirit that Rania showed was enough to make Naqi relieved. Well, Naqi knows exactly how Rania is reluctant to seek treatment for reasons of her age is not long. It made Naqi emotional as well, because the goal of choosing Rania was for the girl to be willing to have high spirits.


Naqi also smiled hearing the spirit of Rania.


"Sorry old, Mba. I forgot the narrative. But now we meet. This is the number of the person who confessed to your Papah, Mba Rania." Ms. RT gave the number in the notebook.


Rania impatiently picked up the book and transferred the phone number to her phone. He pressed the numbers one by one. Rania was very impatient to greet the person who claimed her papa. The number contacted is not active.


Many times Rania neutralized the number, but the result was the same number was inactive. Until a clear melt poured over his cheek. Rania was disappointed to be very disappointed, when she saw this reality.


Naqi who saw him pity. He took over Rania's phone that he put on the table. Naqi finally decided to send a message to the man. So that when he activates the number, a message from Naqi goes in.


A message telling her that the number was her son's number she was looking for.


After that Rania and Naqi also say goodbye to RT's mother. Naqi beat Rania who immediately dropped her body and limp to walk. Rania is so happy that she forgets not to prepare for the disappointment that bad things could get in the way of the meeting between the parent and the child.


"Why else would I be disappointed with my expectations, dear? Is God unhappy to see me happy? Why is it that happiness seems to fear approaching my life?" rania asked with a sobbing sobbing sobbing sobbing that she got in the car.


"You are patient well Nia, hopefully with your patience, you can meet your Papah. I was really happy when I heard this good news. Especially when you see your spirit to heal. I'm really happy, this is what I want from you, the spirit to heal. At least you appreciate my sacrifice Nia. I was willing to leave everything for you, meaning that you were too precious to me. Then you also show me that I judge you to be right and do not make me discouraged by your resignation." Naqi did not want to see Rania again grieving.


"I promise you, baby, I'll be even more excited because of Papah. I'm sure Papah's been looking for me all along. You know, baby, the mother of the food seller said that Mom and Papah liked each other. But Papah's parents, who are wealthy do not approve of Mother as the choice of Papah's wife, therefore Papah and Mother are only married religiously alias nihah sirih. And Papah returned to Jakarta to fight for one hundred mothers to be accepted in the Papah family. I do not know how Papah struggles, until Papah does not return to this village. Maybe it was his family who could not accept Mom. I have to show Papah's family later if Mom's a good woman. So they shouldn't reject Mom as a daughter-in-law." Rania told me why Mom and Dad were separated.


"Bear Mom and Papah you love each other but are hindered by blessing. Why their story as a reflection of our kisa well. I feel like the story of Papah and your mother is repeated in our story." Naqi imagines how Rania's parents struggle to get the blessing of her Papah family.


"It's just the difference my Papah left my pregnant mother. While you still accompany me who is sick and willing to leave his family for me. You keep the best, baby." Rania is very proud to have a lover like Naqi, because Naqi is willing to be expelled from her family to accompany Rania and wants to live a simple life with Rania.


Naqi wanted to return Rania's embrace, but again the feeling of guilt grew. Cyra's pitiful face when she left him alone that night came back to haunt her. Even Cyra's pitiful face was the most terrible thing compared to her angry face when grandfather knew that Naqi was still in love with Rania.


"Lord is this punishment from you because I have disappointed Cyra" Naqi said with a stiff body in Rania's arms.


Rania who is aware of Naqi's expression that does not return her injuries, in contrast to when Rani hugs then Naqi is more asgressive than her until both of them drift with more hugs.


"Darling you why the hell, now it seems like you are keeping your distance from me? Do you not love me the same? You chose me just out of pity?" Rania asked Naqi.


"It's not Nia, I just remember the message of religious leaders that hugging for a sin that is not halal. I don't want to add more sins. So we better not need it first. Let when we get married be special." Naqi was somehow able to guide from nowhere, which was clear he was completely engulfed in guilt when he made out with Rania.


His heart cannot lie. He was so tormented by this feeling. Even the disappointed face of Cyra last he met was always present when he was close to Rania.


Even though Naqi has tried to forget about it. Apologizing Naqi wanted to apologize to Cyra, but her courage disappeared. Just saw the photo of Profi Cyra just mentally direct shriek.


Indeed neither Naqi nor Cyra blocked their respective numbers. Naqi felt he shouldn't have done that because maybe there would be something important later. Which Cyra and himself will tell. Likewise with Cyra he did not do that not because he hoped Naqi would come back to him, only he did not want to be judged peanuts forgot his skin. After all Naqi was a good person, without Naqi's compassion it was possible that Cyra would still be a clueless person. Cyra who Iper and Cyra are afraid of the outside world.


In the heart of Cyra already did not want to return with Naqi. She will indeed initially accept Naqi again, if Naqi gives a reasonable reason, when her husband chooses to leave Cyra for Rania. But that opportunity is gone. Now Cyra is really focused on his plans. Even Cyra was willing to stay up late to learn about the company in people Grandpa trusted.


Cyra also will not hesitate to contact Qari and Alzam to ask about his work. Because it turns out that the company owned by Cyra is not much different from the prodak belonging to the Ralf family. In fact they can be said kaka sister and equally engaged in the field of cosmetics and all her knickknacks. Cyra doesn't want her focus to be split apart with unimportant thoughts Cyra wants this one month she can really solve Mr. Latif's challenge. That's what Cyra did in his gratitude because Mr. Latif has been the one to protect his family's possessions and find out about his Mommy, not only that Mr. Latif is also very meritorious in his life. So Cyra would not disappoint him.


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