Don't despise my Shortcomings
The Love of a Mother

Brakes... The sound of the door being slammed by mamih. "Astagah, why else is this the queen," great-granddaughter Naqi, but still can be heard by mamih. In her birth mother her listener was still good especially she still had her son lead reluctantly towards Naqi's large bed.

"Explain what your plan is, same mamih! Mamih knows you are planning something, so do not want to be treated in the hospital. Let your pain not heal, right? Then you can linger with the daughter-in-law of mamih," oceh mamih as soon as the child sits leaning on the head of the bed and mamih standing next to him.

"Geez, why accuse his son of being rich, Mih. Bad Mih, Naqi was not at home when Mih linger in the hospital. Mih's torment in that hospital, "attended Naqi, not wanting dong to be accused inhumanely of being her own mother, she said, but since this incident he was increasingly convinced that maybe he was not a biological child but a collecting child. His mamih always accused the no-no with his son.

Mamih put her butt on the side of Naqi's bed lazily. His gaze was turned to Naqi's face as if he was breaking the contents of his son's heart to find out the truth about Naqi's words.

"Yes not at home but that's not the main reason, because the main reason can be guessed," accused mamih, did not give up that his guess is true.

"Yes Naqi also pity Cyra, because if Naqi is treated in the hospital, Cyra must be cape and afraid later even so Cyra follow-up sick," replied Naqi with a sweet mouth.

"Heh... The thing is, it's very pinter, so it looks like the mamih boy is a land crocodile, just as rich as his father," hissed mamih while staring at the window, and in a tone that seemed disgusted to hear the words of his own son.

"How come so bring Luson, it is clear Naqi is different from Luson. Naqi faithfully loves only one woman and does not want to turn away. Using all means to keep the woman from belonging to Naqi is that not more than enough to show that Naqi is faithful to Mih?" naqi protested, strongly disapproving of his mamih remarks. The woman in the mace has given birth to him but fiercely accuses him of a land crocodile like papihnya who becomes a devotee of women thirsty for the caress of satisfaction s*quality.

"But it remains as hard as you can to prevent Luson's blood from flowing through your body, so it is very likely that her vices will also decrease as you, Naqi. Mamih does not want a woman who is as lucky as mamih. Hence mamih is not ridho when you get Cyra's heart in dirty ways. Mamih wants you to want to get Cyra again fight hard. Describe your heart to this not-so-easy process." Mamih mamasih with the view that he threw out the window glazed through the beautiful blue sky behind the thick glass that closed the window.

If you were allowed to kill one human, you would kill Luson, why is that hateful to the man who gave her two hearts? Mamih only wanted to protect the helpless women from being the next victims of the lawful man becoming her husband, but only in a black covenant on white. In fact Luson from Mamih's life is dead. Mamih's heart was even completely numb to her husband. Not only did the heart taste, but it died. So that her husband will die mamih did not care and it is not uncommon for mamih to pray for her husband to be taken by the real owner of life.

"Ok, Naqi admitted Naqi could not lie to you. Because mamih knows Naqi better than Naqi himself. Yes indeed Naqi had that cunning plan. Naqi wanted Cyra to take care of Naqi longer and more freely than in the hospital, Cyra did take care of Naqi but we didn't have much chatter. So Naqi saw Cyra as bored. But if in this house, Cyra must be more cheerful and Naqi wants to see Cyra as before. Naqi can establish more closeness with Cyra," said Naqi, his gaze lowered not daring to see the expression of the disappointed face of his birth mother. Surely mamih got sick when her son had that slick way. As if keeping Cyra tied so that the incarcerated woman still takes care of him and is close to him.

"From now on you'll take care of you, not Cyra anymore!" mamih said firmly. I don't want any objection from his son.

Naqi kept quiet, unwilling to accept his decision.

"Mamih disappointed with you, mamih hopes very much you do not use dirty ways to get back to Cyra's love. Poor Cyra, if he knows you deliberately make the healing process of your wounds so that it is not other so that Cyra takes care of you longer, believe Cyra will be more and more pulled away from you. It's not even impossible that Cyra can also not believe in you anymore. Learn from your experience Naqi. Do not play the feelings of women even with the intention of joking, because it will still hurt the woman if she knows it. You have a sister. Your half-sister is also a woman and mamih, mamih is also a woman whose heart is numb from small lies to the biggest lies of your papih. Mamih doesn't want you to have a fate like Luson. Have a partner but your partner doesn't care about your fate. Mamih wants you and Cyra to be together again because of the sincerity of both of you." Mamih's voice had even shuddered, speaking very slowly and each word was emphasized very firmly, as if the disappointment was really making her heart die.

"Sorry Naqi Mih, Naqi didn't think until there. Naqi was just thinking about how to get Naqi to stay longer and interact more with Cyra. Naqi had not thought about the ill effects had Cyra known Naqi's ridiculous idea. Maafin Naqi who makes mamih disappointed and sad already have a child like Naqi," said Naqi, he had really not dared to see the disappointed face of the woman who had given birth to him.

"Patience Naqi, a long and tiring process will feel more fulfilled in the heart. Than a short process but in a dirty way. Mamih will not hesitate to not give your blessing if you use the number two method. Mamih will oppose you to one another even though clearly Cyra also wants to unite with you if you know you deliberately and force Cyra to live with you. You know what mamih means? You are a smart child, even mamih proud of your intelligence, so you don't have to explain twice the meaning of mamih's talk."

The mother of two did not hate her son but she protected her son for a better future. Having a dear old age family will outweigh any happiness. Mamih did not want the fate of her son to be the same as her papih which even her old days preparation did not know what it would be like. Whether to be happy with his grandchildren or be eyed like an undead in a cramped room without anyone caring about his fate. Mamih is too affectionate with her son that she does not want to have bad luck like her last shadow.