Don't despise my Shortcomings
Funeral

As soon as the phone connection was cut off, Naqi immediately grabbed the car keys, as well as his phone. He drove his car to the hospital, TOWARDS SEHAT. At the hospital, Qari said that Alzam was undergoing surgery.

As soon as he reached the hospital, Naqi immediately stepped into the hospital's interior. After asking the officer of the operating room. With curiosity and anxiety, Naqi again stepped wide. Naqi instead hoped that Qari this time was lying. He is not ready to know the truth. Where Alzam is sick. But if Qari was joking and lying, why he had to bring Alzam sick. It felt too impossible for Qari to lie to this extent.

From a distance Naqi had seen the figure of Qari sitting on the middle floor leaning against the wall listlessly. Naqi's heart was already erratic, his body trembling. He's walking faster.

"Qari!!" call Naqi once the distance is close.

Qari turned to look at Naqi with an adorable face. "Abangs... Alzam Bang. He even lied to us, to cover up his pain" said Qari.

Naqi digested Qari's words he sat beside Tantri who had been silent since then with kamit lips, was chanting the prayers he could for his brother. Naqi embraced Tantri, whom she knew was Tantri and Alzam was her younger brother and sister. Naqi also knew the genealogy of the Alzam family. So that you know very well that Tantri must be in fear at this time. Tantri who was then given warm treatment from Naqi also broke her cry again. Tantri cried in silence. Not a word was said from his lips. Only prayer continued to adorn her tiny lips.

"Why didn't Al tell you he was sick?" naqi asked with a swipe of Tantri's beautiful mane.

"Abang said he didn't want to trouble anyone, and said Brother, he must be cured don't have to worry too much. But Tantri was afraid. Doctors say Sarcoma cancer is a type of cancer that spreads quickly and also for the early stages of difficult to detect. Tantri is afraid that your kangker cells have spread to other organs. So that the treatment that Aabng lived in vain." Tantri continued to fumble, taking out all her grunts. I don't think he's strong enough to have to endure all this alone.

Well, Naqi just found out that the pain that Alzam suffered was a Sacoma cancer. Naqi has not been so well versed with Alzam's illness. When they are still filled with silence. Operating room indicator light is off sign Alzam operation is complete.

"God, may the operation be successful, and you will be healed forever." The Tantric Prayer is answered by 'Amin' simultaneously by Qari and Naqi. Qari hugged Tantri warmly indicating that in his heart he was relieved.

Tantri was called by a team of doctors, but now Naqi also accompanied Tantri to receive an explanation from the Doctor, Only Qari was left waiting in front of the operating room.

 Half an hour passed Tantri and Naqi had returned, and Tantri seemed to be holding a white pack in her right hand as if she was holding a baby. Naqi walked behind Tantri, lethargic. Naqi, upon hearing the doctor's explanation, felt deeply guilty not knowing Alzam's illness was dangerous enough.

"So, Tantri tipped Abang first yah! Tantri will go home first to bury Abang Al's leg." Tantri said goodbye to Naqi and Qari.

"Who are you going home with?" ask Qari worriedly.

"Yourself Ka, will ride the motorcycle from the front," replied Tantri innocently.

"Don't, you're too small to go anywhere by yourself. Too dangerous. Let brother take you with me." Qari decides to take Tantri.

"Bang, I pinjem loe car to take Tantri home first, kasian him if he has to go home alone, where riding a motorcycle taxi, too risky." Qari stuck out his right hand asking for a car conci on Naqi.

"Udah, you're waiting for Alzam to wake up and be moved to his ward. Tantri business let Brother help. Anyway he wants to makamin Alzam's feet. Can you bury her?" ask Naqi on Qari.

Qari shook his head weakly, as a sign that he could not do all that. At last Tantri returned with Naqi.

"E.. near the tomb of Tantri's parents and older brother Sajah Kak. Tantri wants them to keep brother's feet and let Brother stay with Tantri." Sobs were heard from Tantri. He was trying to stay strong, but everything was not as easy as his intentions. Trying hard was very difficult, pretending to be good was very difficult and painful in his chest.

"Well if that's what you'll show me!" Naqi followed Tantri's will.

After tracing the narrow path, Tantri and Naqi finally arrived at the public cemetery, where the mother, father, and brother were buried.

Naqi asked one of the tomb guards to dig up the ground to bury the pieces of the feet of Alzam, Naqi and Tantri solemnly following the burial process carried out by the tomb guards, who were responsible for the burial, After being completely buried Tantri was crouched beside the grave of her parents.

"Father, Mamah, and Brother, Ade put Brother's feet well. Please pray for your brother to heal so that he can accompany Tantri. Don't you guys get your brother together here. Tantri cannot live alone. Tantri needs Abang Al to accompany Tantri days. Tantri promised to be a good boy and not make it difficult for you. Tantri promises to take care of brother with affection. It won't make you angry. Tantri promise!!" Again, his tears fell, long enough Tantri poured out his heart in the tomb of his family.

Naqi also wiped the clear details that tried to come out of the corner of his eye, while hearing Tantri's curses. Before they actually left the tomb, do not forget they offered prayers for the Tantri family. Tantri and Naqi walked together to the car, then they would return to the hospital. Even Naqi had forgotten his chaotic work. He was more worried about Alzam, for Naqi Alzam was not just an ordinary assistant, Alzam was very meritorious for him. From Naqi who had not been able to anything Alzam very painstakingly taught him. As well as any work that and as difficult, any if it is in the hands of Alzam will be all right.

Alzam never calculated with time, if the work has not been completed without Naqi asking for overtime then Alzam will do it until it is finished. Even though I'm going home late at night. But a strong figure, looking healthy without permission or complaints suddenly rumored to lie in the operating room. Making Naqi shocked did not believe it, but it was reality.

Now they have arrived back at the hospital, they went straight to Alzam hospitalization, because the officer has said that Alzam has been moved to the hospital room.

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In the hospital...

 The nurse told Qari, who was accompanying Alzam, that Alzam was conscious and his condition could be moved to a third-grade ward. Qari followed Alzam.

Alzam when he saw Qari was shocked. "Miss Qari why are you here?" ask Alzam lirih. His head is still dizzy from the effects of anesthesia and others. Moreover, the footprints covered with blankets are now very painful, sore and achy.

"Why are you surprised? Don't you want me here?" ask Qari, who either consciously or not he changed his speaking style from me and Loe to me and you.

"It's not that Miss Qari just that I don't want to trouble the others. While your work alone has been a lot and it is impossible for me to add to this business. Then how do you do Miss. Later Mr. Naqi gets angry and I don't want any problems later." Alzam seemed anxious when Qari was here with him.

"Can't you focus on your recovery first, don't think about the work continue." Naqi who had just entered and heard the conversation of Alzam and Qari was anxious and immediately interrupted their chat.

"Master... You're here too?" asked Alzam in surprise.

"It's okay why you choose a cramped room like this, do you have no money to choose the best class room?" asked Naqi in an angry tone. "Qari, your Tantri is ready to pack we move rooms. Even sitting down has no place. How to get well with such a stuffy room." Naqi muttered he went to the receptionist without waiting for an answer from Alzam, Naqi asked the officer to have Alzam transferred to the VIP room. Naqi paid off all the hospital bills. He wants the best service for Alzam.