Don't despise my Shortcomings
Living in the Village

At the time Cyra was thinking of arranging his future better. On the other hand, Naqi, who had just arrived in Rania's hometown, was tidying up the house of Rania's parents. The house is quite simple but very comfortable for Rania, because in that house he was born and in this house he was raised, but in this house also he used to send his mother to her final rest.

"Mother, Nia is kangen the same Mother," said Rania pensive in her mother's room. Playing all his memories with his mother. Where his mother often told the figure of his father. Until the moment he and his mother decided to look for the whereabouts of his father. Only desperate.

But fate said otherwise he found his father and can be collected together happily, but instead he had to suffer a worse fate.His mother suffered a hit-and-run and did not long struggle to recover, his mother left him alone forever.

Without his mother telling him the figure of his father in more detail. So now Rania wants to find her only family member was difficult. Even now Rania resigned if until he died had not met his father.

Though if it can be asked, Rania before she died was eager to know who her biological father was, and she also wanted to get a hug from her father. Then he will celebrate why his father could leave him and his mother just like that.

Whether her father doesn't love her mother, or some other reason that Rania doesn't know.

Naqi who saw Rania daydream came to him. This was not the first time Naqi had come to this house. When Rania's mother died, Naqi brought the body to the funeral home, and Naqi asked Rania to follow her to Jakarta.

Now he and Rania are back again after two more years of love. Naqi returns to this house to keep her promise that she will take care of Rania.

"Why? You miss your mom?" asked Naqi who chose to sit on a worn-out bench, while Rania sat on a bed that was not too soft.

Rania nodded with a sour face. "I was just thinking about what my father looked like. Doesn't he want to see me as his son. Does he not consider me to be their son so that he does not seek me?" rania asked who she was, to herself or to Naqi.

Clearly, he was really confused. How his life was ahead of him. After he decided together with Naqi, it turned out that his heart did not feel comfortable either. He was still troubled, still confused by his heart.

"Do you have no other relics you can use to find out what your father is like. Or a lead that could lead you to find your real father?" Naqi was confused to help because Rania herself did not have anything she could use to find her father. All along Rania's only clue was her mother who recognized her father's face, but that clue is now dead. That's automatically the clue is gone, which shows the harder his father is to find back.

There was silence between them again. "Where is the hospital in town? You should check your health condition Nia. You cannot ignore your pain. It will get worse. I don't want my sacrifice to be in vain. I want you to heal. Then we will fight for our love together. We can definitely melt the nature of his grandfather and founder. You have to be enthusiastic because this all needs your support." Naqi will start focusing with Rania. He does not want to be sad. Didn't this choice come from him. So he doesn't want to fall.

Naqi is determined to show his grandfather that he can also be happy and successful himself. Success on your own feet.

"But what if I've been medicated desperately, our money's gone and I'm not healed either. Wouldn't it be better the money we have at the simple and for the pain I seek treatment or not the results will be the same ko dear." Rania is inversely proportional to Naqi's thinking. He resigned to God's destiny, but wanted to fight.

"What the hell are you saying, Nia, why are you so weak? You know if I choose you because I want you to get back excited and healed, so we can live together. If you die and let it all go away for nothing I vote for you and ruin my marriage." Naqi spoke in a higher tone he was annoyed by the resigned nature that Rania had. Where is the former Rania who was always eager to pass through all her weaknesses.

"Have you loved your wife who didn't have that hair?" rania asked, with a mocking tone.

"Why are you talking rich. It is not appropriate for your fellow living beings to say so. He also has the feeling of Nia, if you hear you talk rich like he is, less you bully. The problem is whether I like it or not I think it's none of your business. You should be proud that I chose you. Show me you're worth fighting for not even as if I chose you but make me regret choosing you." Naqi was certainly angry with Rania's words, Naqi knew very well how to be Cyra who was not easy with her nails. Stand different so as not to be distinguished. But Rania said that to him.

"I'm saddened by her not that she promised not to marry you, but I see that both you and her are hard to separate. Which Naqi once vehemently refused marriage to that woman and you are the one who is passionate to part with that woman as well. I grant your wish, but even you are moody you are not clear. You chose me not because of Naqi's love, but only because of his pity. You feel sorry for me who's sick." Rania was the same to issue her uncles, which since yesterday blocked her disbandment. Especially seeing Naqi increasingly different behavior. Rania feels alien to life with Naqi.

Naqi who heard Rania's words also ignited his emotions. He was very upset with what Rania said when the girl was right, he already liked Cyra, and chose Rania just pity, just pity, because there are no more relatives who want to take care of Rania. It is true that Rania said that her attitude is different, because she already loves Cyra so to start again with Rania there are feelings of guilt and different for her behavior. Naqi just now felt very distant with Rania. Unlike the old days, it often involves physical contact. Even for the kiss cuddling, Naqi felt a prayer for having betrayed Cyra.

Naqi who was upset to reply to Rania's words finally left the room. He wanted to calm down from Rania. Than on the side of Rania makes him more dizzy.

Rania who saw Naqi's attitude also smiled cynically. "You who begin to play with fire, you also will burn," said Rania with a voice only he was the one who heard it because Naqi had gone far away leaving him alone in his late mother's room.

Rania again remembers her past with her mother, so that her mind is not filled with Naqi which further upset her.