Don't despise my Shortcomings
Pick up Aqila

In the car to Kifayat's house...

"Cin, you want to go there anyway? Then you said empty house," asked Meta carefully, asking, because it seems that Cyra is sensitive every time he asked her a short answer even so short she does not know if her tone is also as if she is angry. Meta who knows, in the position of Cyra is not easy just to stay still and give up, until later the mood returns.

"I want to pick up Qila, I promised you I'd be free and get the freedom I'd pick her up, well this time I'll keep my promise to meet her." Cyra was very happy because one by one the theme could gather. Though he did not think before, he could be like this now.

Although there is sadness caused by Naqi, there is at least another happiness that makes Cyra happy, and can leave a little sadness. Even when he recalls his divorce, he will come back sad and moody.

Cyra is just an ordinary human being who is fragile and disappointed. Naqi used to say he would start over and fight together. Naqi asked Cyra to hold her hand and not be let go. But it was precisely this time Naqi himself who forced her to let go even though Cyra was already completely in love with Naqi. Cyra had hoped that her marriage would be the same as the others, happy to age together and have a cute daughter.

His only desire is for Cyra to take care of his mother and want to establish himself as a better person. At the age of nineteen, it is time to pursue a career and take care of his mother. Cyra did not want to rush to find a replacement for Naqi.

It did not take long now Cyra and Meta arrived at the house of Mr. Kifayat. Initially Cyra was not allowed to enter or meet Aqila. But after Cyra called Mr. Latif the workers called Qila. Because Cyra wouldn't go in that house.

Cyra even still vividly remembers every violence committed by others who claimed her Papah. Outside the house alone he can still remember everything, what else until entering maybe he will cry hysterically considering the house full of wounds. Especially in that house also Mommy tortured just as she was even worse momynya to blind and sick hard. When remembering that again both palms of his hands clenched until his nails stuck great in the palm of his hand.

After Qila's business was over, Cyra promised to meet Kifayat soon, and he wanted to make an account with the old man.

From behind Cyra's gate saw Qila walking to see him. I think Cyra is very confused with her best friend.

"Non Cyra, how are you?" Qila asked, but with a trembling voice. There was clearly a longing in Qila.

"I'm good La, oh yeah I came to make a promise. Now you take your clothes and you come with me." Cyra asks Qila to do it immediately. Not afraid that someone will catch the action and think Qila will run away. But Cyra did not feel strong linger in that house.

One side of Cyra wanted to see the room in Mr. Kifayat's room. The basement Grandpa told me to hold Momynya. No one knows if a human child is waiting for help.

To imagine it Cyra goosebumps and wants to cry right away. Especially if you look at it directly, Cyra could have fainted. has a high trauma.

Maybe next time when he is strong face this fact he will come again to this house to see the location of his mommy captivity, which Cyra had imagined must be stuffy and seedy.

Qila looked confused as she thought Cyra would make her escape, perhaps.

After Qila was sure. He went back into the house, to get the clothes and things he needed later. The most important thing that the tree has been brought.

Cyra this time waited a long time, well Cyra was very aware that maybe Qila was saying goodbye to others while waiting for Cyra also chat with Meta.

"Met you can find a house. Do not be too broad the most important comfortable. I don't feel good if you stay at home. Where there's Fifah and this adds one more new member needs a ride." Cyra actually believes Meta and Mamah Mia do not mind, but what's wrong with him buying his own house so he can be independent as well.

"Gapain buy a cin house. I'm house is still enough for the three of you. Would Mamah Mia allow it? Hardest to ask permission from Mamh Mia. He even likes his house rame." Sure enough Meta does not support Cyra to buy a new house. Especially Mamah Mia would also be happy when in her home many who live, would certainly make her happy because the dreams of many children are fulfilled.

"Thong delicious Met, if at home itself is more comfortable anymore and now there is also Qila kasian Mamah rest so disturbed because of the many residents of the house."Cyra still wants Meta to buy her a house. After all, if you already have your own home, it is easy not to think about where to sleep. Notya later also after the divorce papers between Naqi and himself out, he also had to move out of the house.

"Yes already, if you still force I'm to buy a house later I'm buy you just point to buy where? And what rich model? Let I'm immediately execute find the house you want." Meta can't deny what Cyra wants. Maybe Cyra had thought of everything.

"You know I'm free Met, but if you can get it near your house well. Let me get to work. You know I can't take a car. Let alone the car as long as I can't," Kekeh Cyra who amused himself with the inability to bring any vehicle.

"Yes amu cin. You are so kasian. Time cannot take it. Shameful as the five-year-old complex children have been able to go on their own bicycles," taunted Meta who laughed crisply.

"Well, you know why I want to have a house with you. Let me go anywhere can be the same as you. You can bring a motorbike, a car so I can collin-koling you if again need a ride" said Cyra with a laugh.

"Ya Alloh feels like this pangilan ojek mah," great-grandson Meta, but he will still try to find a house according to Cyra's wishes.

They also returned to wait for Qila who had not come out as well. Maybe Qila was saying goodbye to the others until he was long in there.

Basic longevity when tuh Qila, just talked the Qila came with carrying a tote bag.

Cyra immediately hugged Qila. The tears of both of them were unstoppable, especially Qila was happy to see the current Cyra. Without a word Cyra and Qila let go of each other. There was no happiness they could say everything was represented by hugging each other.

"Thank you, one problem is over, only the issue of donor eyes. After that I looked for people I could trust to cultivate the company my parents left behind. After that I can get out of this country." Cyra smiled as she imagined it. He would start a new leaf and leave all his memories that lead him to the ladder of maturity.