Don't despise my Shortcomings
The Spirit of Alzam

"Darling we eat first yuk, surely you haven't eaten yet right? I bought a lot of food to eat. Do not let you want to take care of Abang Al even later to be sick because of late eating." Cyra seduces Tantri who has since refused to leave her brother, even to eat. Eating is only a few feet away from the patient's bed.

Tantri looked at Alzam, and her brother smiled. It's okay to be left alone.

"Abang, Tantri eat first yeah."

Alzam was weak. He has not been allowed to break his fast. That made Tantri not want to eat, he did not bear when he ate, but his brother was hungry and thirsty.

Cyra prepared all their dinner menus, so that Tantri and the others could take whichever food they wanted.

"I'm sorry we ate first." Naqi represented others to apologize for seducing Al with their food, while Al was still fasting.

"Yes, please Sir." Alzam uttered in a very soft voice. They also eat in peace.

Tonight both Naqi, Cyra and Qari will spend the night in the hospital. They're gonna take care of Alzam until he recovers. From tomorrow Naqi plans to take his report to the hospital. Not to ask that Alzam work on the reports, but he will do a mess of reports this afternoon in the hospital, in order to keep Alzam.

If there are many who take care of Alzam, Tantri can rest and not be too anxious and fear through everything alone.

Naqi had already contacted his family, especially Grandpa. Naqi gave news of Alzam's illness and asked permission not to go home because it would keep Alzam until he recovered.

Grandfather also understood the state of Naqi and Cyra who chose for these few days to stay in the hospital. Don't want to lose Qari did the same. Qari wants to keep a close eye on Alzam's development.

I don't know how Qari feels sick to see Alzam with this condition. Since then, Qari has turned into a very quiet person. Maybe even throughout the history of Qari the woman so-called crying and resulting voice paraw. Qari asked Mamih to send her a change of clothes and all the needs for herself, her brother and Kaka-in-law.

Mamih also understood and did not mind when her children chose to stay in the hospital for a while. Mamih is happy because it is a sign that they do care for each other.

After dinner Tantri was immediately nimble to tidy things up.

"Dear, let Kaka be the one who tidied it up. Tantri rest it up." Cyra refuses Tantri tidied it all up, Cyra does not have the heart to see Tantri who is bothered while he is the smallest himself but the busiest with cleaning up.

"It's okay, sis, this is Tantri already common." Tantri refused and was about to throw away the trash from their dinner.

"Once we work together let it finish quickly." Cyra finally gave up. Indeed, maybe the Tantriya who have been accustomed to doing homework so flexible to do everything alone. Tantri looked at Cyra with a warm smile.

Qari who saw the familiarity of Cyra and Tantri was as if his heart was burning. So unconsciously Qari had been staring at Cyra without blinking.

"Damn loe! Onion," the murmur of Qari left Naqi sitting beside Alzam.

Naqi sat down beside Alzam. Which since then has been very economical to talk about. Just be quiet, and will talk when spoken to.

In the heart of Alzam each adjust to his physical condition, even though he has thought carefully about his despair. Still in his heart there is still a sense of discouragement and feel inferior to the physical condition of his new legs. So that Alzam is more silent, yet the pain that turns out to be more pain than his shadow adds to him being more irritable to talk.

"So what does Zam feel? If there's something you just say, don't hesitate. I already consider you like my family so next time there's nothing to say. I don't want yesterday's rich happening to happen again. Don't cover anything from me. Tantri is still too small to accept this all by herself. He was so scared to be alone waiting for you in the operating room. It should have been a time when he was still happy to play with his peers, but a great Tantri can always be tough even though his heart thrashed to hold all the burden." Naqi tried to advise Alzam, so as not to make a mistake like yesterday.

"Yes sir, I apologize. I think we will be strong to bear all this. It turns out that the readiness I had planned alone could not immediately take this condition for granted. Especially Tantri. I know very well in his heart to check my condition, but she is indeed a girl who is good at hiding her feelings so that she is only silent, because she knows that her crying can not be hidden." Alzam tried to open up with Naqi. Maybe when talking between men will know each other's heart.

"Yes I know, I myself see a change in your physicality there is a sense of disbelief and regret your decision. However, I try to understand because it is better to prevent than after severe action has been taken, it will be more difficult to accept by Tantri. Hopefully after we-we here Tantri will be entertained and you also immediately accept this self so that Tantri can also feel the same. You have a strong inner bond so if you are sad Tantri is also sad. Try sincerely well. Let Tantri feel the same way." Naqi patted Alzam's shoulder. Not a loud clap as if to invite a storm, just a soft clap so that Alzam gets excited again.

"Thank you Sir, your advice will I remember. Sorry if I'm troubling you." Alzan felt bad, his intention that hid his pain was finally known by his boss, and immediately willing to leave his job and help take care of him.

"No problem, the work can be done next time, or tomorrow if you have healed immediately clean up the office mess." Naqi tried to give a joke to Alzam so as not to tense up.

Alzam pulled the corners of his lips so as to form a faint curvature she could see. "So right sir, the office report is in chaos?"

"Yes it's because of your assisaten the Qari biang kerok, but later I will be legal to bring a report here and do it here. Let's take care of you. That is why you must be able to recover quickly for the same punishment of girls so-called events. Who made our work stack up." Naqi gave a race to Alzam. Although the plan was to punish Qari.

"I promise I'll recover quickly Sir, I'm not at home here either. The smell of medicine and the smell of the hospital were the smells I hated the most. But even now the smells I have to breathe every day." Alzam has spoken a lot. Moreover, it was Alzam's quiet attitude.

Qari had been watching Alzam. He wanted to protect the man he was facing. The man who often made her angry. The breath of Alzam sajah has been an enemy of Qari, but it is strange why Qari now misses the breath. Alzam was arguably a friend of the little Qari, but because Qari always made a mess with Alzam and always questioned him. Alzam became distant not because of anger and annoyance at Qari only sajah Alzam did not want to see Qari angry and continued with Alzam.

The school of Alzam used to be together with Qari made Qari and often bully Alzam. Until high school they were together, though Qari always threatened Alzam to change schools but the man was indifferent and it adds to the attitude of Qari increasingly upset with Alzam who since long ago Qari called Cupu.

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