Don't despise my Shortcomings
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In the morning, Qari was in Alzam. He promised, take him and pick up Alzam to go to the office together. In order to keep his promise, Qari was willing to wake up early to leave earlier than usual.

Qari woke up to five to get ready. At six o'clock in the morning Qari had started to drive his car to the house, a minimalist belonging to Alzam. Qari previously did go back and forth to this house. Simple house but neatly arranged. It was all because Tantri was good at taking care of him.

"I'm sorry, I'm not ready yet?" tanya Qari with a powerful voice, approached Tantri and Alzam who were enjoying breakfast with a diet menu for sufferers of Tantri kangker by himself for his brother.

Alzam only smiled bitterly while Qari always treated him excessively.

"Have you had breakfast?" tanya Alzam, who was having breakfast with Tantri, as usual Tantri always showed a sour face and did not like the arrival of Qari. Tantri considered Qari too childish. Until he doesn't like.

"I had breakfast" replied Qari, supporting her face with her hands to look at Alzam's face. Which is now increasingly filled. I don't know if Qari even saw Alzam's face now become handsome.

Alzam was actually very uncomfortable with Qari when he had shown such a look, but if he refused it and Qari protests would even become more. So better let Alzam leave sajah, and pretend not to know it's a safe way.

After breakfast Qari and Alzam left, with very painstaking Qari and Tantri shoulder to shoulder petrified Alzam moved to the car and tidied his wheelchair in the trunk of the mobi.

"Tantri Kaka set out well you're careful at home." Qari, though, knew that Tantri liked him less, but he always tried to attach himself to the small security guard of Alzam.

They are also in the car. "Non Qari you better not bother doing this. You have to start looking for a man who is better than me, who is physically perfect not like me who is physically disabled." Alzam started a loan in the car.

Cccchhhiiit. Qari pulled the car over

"What the hell are you saying Al? Less proof of what else if I just want you to be my companion. I want you to be my husband, Al. Not another physically perfect man. I want you to be my protector" Qari said, staring into Alzam's eyes.

"Your Miss Qari is wrong, I can't protect you. Precisely that I am protecting myself is very difficult and I can only trouble you. Conscious Miss Qari. You're not my equal love, you just pity my condition." Alzam again spoke like that, because he felt it was very inappropriate to be treated as well as Qari.

"I'm just afraid you're sorry about my condition. A man who can't protect his partner. So there's nothing to consider anymore. From now on you'd better find a man who's more deserving of me." Alzam does not dislike Qari, he just feels unworthy to be with Qari. Their material and physical differences are as great as heaven and earth.

Qari took a rough breath and returned to his vehicle violently. Qari is back in jutek mode. He was upset that Alzam could not appreciate his meeting. But according to Alzam he did only for the good of Qari. He deserves to be happy with the perfect partner.

If Alzam's heart aches when he sees Qari angry with him, he accepts. He must come to terms with all his costs. It is better to be sick in the beginning than to see our loved ones suffer by living by our side.

No chatter in the car. Now they have reached the Ralf group's office page. Qari went down first, saying nothing to Alzam, and the same, only to be silent.

"Sir please, you help Alzam to move into a wheelchair, and help him get into his room. The wound's still not dry so you're careful." Qari prefers to leave it to security affairs Alzam and he first entered the office.

Alzam just smiled bitterly at Qari's change. Soon the car door was opened and two guards helped Alzam move into a wheelchair. Actually, Alzam wanted to wear a stick, but because the wound was not dry so doctors have not allowed to use a stick. So for a while, Alzam uses a wheelchair to perform his activities.

Once inside the office of Alzam many welcome and strengthen each other. Grateful they did not look down on Al's physical, it was a lot of strengthening.

Al went into the room where there was already Qari with his reports. Qari seems to stay focused with nominal numbers lined up neatly on white paper.

"Thank you sir" Al told a security guard who helped push his wheelchair. Al was very understanding with Qari's attitude, but he had to try his usual. Alzam will try to control his feelings and will be happy when he sees Qari happy.

Both Qari and Alzam were busy with their respective reports. Like someone who does not know, that is how they are in one room but are silent to each other.

Qari is upset with Alzam, but Qari is sincerely affectionate with Alzam and tries to accept Alzam's flaws. But Alzam always spoke that he should look for another companion. "I'm gonna find another guy to know how you're reacting to Al, I know you're actually harboring feelings for me, but why you're even going home and asking me to find a new boyfriend," muttered Qari glanced at Alzam who had been busy with his work since.

While Alzam actually likes Qari, especially Qari has shown many changes, but Alzam does not want to burden Qari's life with his physical condition. Alzam was afraid that one day Qari would be ashamed and regret having married her. A man who has a defect in his leg.