Don't despise my Shortcomings

Don't despise my Shortcomings
Perceiver


Naqi continued to go deeper, he observed his space turning into a warehouse. The more entering Naqi is increasingly made speechless by the behavior of his brother who is super slovenly and not neat.


Naqi then searched for Qari in Alzam's room, and it turned out that there was empty, Mirna had also gone to rest. But what makes Naqi surprised is that in the room Alzam only has one table and it is very neat. Unlike the space that seems messy.


Because Naqi was serious about finding out information about his ex-wife so he decided to wait in his room, all those whose bodies were so tired from driving all night and a week of hospital sleep were looking after their half-sisters. Now Naqi decided to take a short break in his room while waiting for Qari to come home for lunch.


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Meanwhile, in the international central hospital Rania who just arrived and papih had previously made an appointment with doctor Adam to continue the treatment Rania had stopped.


Adam was very surprised when there was a family of patients who wanted to make an appointment with him and after the check named Rania. "Rania, is she Rania who left her future fiance and chose to go with someone's husband" Adam murmured, with high curiosity. Well, Adam already knew all of what was going on with Rania and Naqi where Adam got his full information from Sam. So Adam certainly already knows what Rania is doing with people's husbands, and people often call it 'actor' well that's worth relying on Rania.


But Adam does not yet know that Naqi and Rania are brother and half-sister. After waiting, finally Adam's room was on tap. The nurse brought a patient whom Adam knew very well. Well Rania who made a promise with him is Rania his former fiancee. Where Rania comes with a condition that is already quite ugly, ugly here illustrates the condition of her pain that has worsened.


Actually Adam is still upset with Rania and all his despair but he can not attach importance to his personal affairs. Whatever Rania's fault she must be cured. At least if he recovers he can repent and correct his mistakes. Because the best people are those who want to admit their mistakes, and improve themselves for the better.


Great people are not those who never commit wrong or sin. Except those who, when they do wrong and sin, confess their mistakes. Immediately repent wholeheartedly and promise not to repeat again.


"Sorry doc, this is Rania's mother who was your patient to continue her treatment" Sister said what papih said from the beginning.


Adam only answered with a nod, and without asking again Adam asked the nurse to prepare all the needs to do the examination of Rania and will be held X-ray to find out how severe the pain that Rania suffered, Rania suffered, and there or no other pain. In order to be more precise treatment. Not only that Rania also for the first examination must start from the beginning again like lab tests and so forth. As long as he did, Adam did not interact much with Rania and Luson everything that happened as if they were unfamiliar.


Luson certainly knows that between Adam and Rania there is a problem that may be all because of the relationship kasmaran or I don't know, but it was quite clear between Adam and Rania they were chatting when Adam asked such a complaint, the color of urine and so on. Adam and Rania just got into a conversation.


Rania in her heart actually does not want to treat Adam again, but papih insistent and said that at least Adam can detect Rania's pain because it has overcome it for a long time.


"Surely Adam was laughing at me right now," Rania's inner self who stole a glance at Adam who was busy reading the results of his examination just now.


"So gini sir, Rania's mother's illness has indeed gotten worse, with the intention of the mouth cells that were in the early stages yesterday have been cleaned and have disappeared. Now it grows back and its shape is getting bigger and still around the womb, that's why Ibu Rania was afraid to walk there is pain in her stomach, so now she uses a wheelchair. For other pain, Alhamdulillah is not there so that the pain of Rania's mother is still around the pain that used to be a tumor in her uterus." Doctor Adam tried to explain the results of Rania's examination.


Tes..Rania's tears fell and she lowered her head in lethargy. Without Adam explaining next Rania already knows what Adam will say again. Will definitely ask to lift his womb. But for what he lives he has no uterus, while if you work and receive this pain is also very heavy. This pain was enough to torment Rania so that she could not feel the pleasure of food and take a leisurely walk. He hasn't had to trouble anyone else. He also wanted to commit suicide and did not dare. It is feared that he did not immediately die of embarrassment and so forth.


Papih grasping Rania's hand fingers tightly seola gives strength. While Adam who does not know the relationship Papih and this child suddenly think that papih and Rania are lovers. Moreover, the papih who calls Rania with the call 'SAYANG', so Adam is very confident that Rania has a special relationship between the two.


"Oh my God, this Rania is actually what kind of woman she is. What if this man was also a married man, "inner Adam, who thought that Luson was Rania's new lover.


"Then the best way to Rania what docks?" ask Luson, so that Rania immediately get treatment.


"Operation, before the cell spreads anywhere its best way back to undergo surgical removal of cancer cells. But after the surgery does not mean it has healed. There must still be a series of treatments such as chemotherapy and so on so that cancer cells that may still be left can die and not become tumors again. The same always pray to God to improve themselves, because all pain is actually healed by the permission of God. Therefore draw near to the Creator of His good wishes and ask for your healing Rania. No matter how hard the medical team works and tries to give the best if God does not allow us to be healed all will be in vain. So start improving yourself. Especially don't hurt anyone else." Even though Adam hates Rania, he also tries to advise Rania, because Adam knows that Rania is the type of child who is actually obedient. Just because of lack of attention and weak faith so that he seemed lost his mind.


Both Rania and Luson did not immediately give an answer to the luson that he had just taken care of this kind of thing. He wanted to call Naqi, what decision he had to make because Luson did not understand what ledge to take for Rania's recovery. Whether to follow the doctor's advice or how. Luson looked at her temple which was starting to throb.


"It's not being operated on why doc?" ask Luson.


"Kasian Rania, she will continue to feel pain. And the worst possibility is that the cells are spreading to other organs and Rania can not be helped. Don't you want to improve your good relationships with the people you disappoint? At least strive for healing and improve your behavior and improve your relationships with those you have hurt, maybe this is God's way to make you a better Rania," lirih Adam so that Rania changes her behavior.


There are still many out there whose fate is worse than Rania but she does not damage the household of others. Not until you leave and forget the question. Instead, Rania should take advantage of this opportunity to survive to correct her mistakes.


"Kalo gitu Oprasi sajah Dok. Do whatever Rania heals" said Luson without a second thought. He didn't want to lose his daughter like he lost Nasila.