Don't despise my Shortcomings
Areatic Alopecia

"Alas Pah," asked Cyra limp down after getting hit by his papa, Mr. Kifayat.

"You still insist on not following our will, Papah will make sure you get more than this" he snapped, kicking Cyra to the floor.

Najiha Benazir Cyra, a beautiful girl who is classified as very young, Cyra is currently only 18 years old. Cyra is a girl who has a disorder, Alopecia Areata or better known baldness.

Actually, this behavior occurs a lot in society, especially in men. However, what is experienced by Cyra is relatively rare, because baldness that attacks Cyra is complete baldness. So Cyra is a sign of baldness from birth and this disorder is quite rare, because Alopecia Areata that often occurs usually begins to attack in adolescence until the age of twilight. Most also only partially hair loss, unlike Cyra, he has a completely bald head, aka clean head without growing a single hair.

Since elementary school Cyra has often been ridiculed, bullied and so forth. For the first time Cyra felt embarrassed when the lack of knowledge by others, so that since SD, Cyra covered all the shortcomings by using a veil. At the request of both of his parents. If at school anyone knows Cyra's lack, then his friends will bully by pulling Cyra's veil and making fun of the lack.

"Brain..bald," taunts from his friends always haunt Cyra. So there is a trauma of its own when meeting with friends who have been harassing him.

When that happens, Cyra will change schools. I don't know how many times Cyra changed schools for 6 years in elementary school education.

Since the incident in elementary school, her family forbade Cyra from continuing her schooling. Cyra's only school till Elementary. Though the Cyra family is a rich family, it should be able to breed Cyra homescooling. However, it was not done by papah and mama Cyra. They forbid Cyra from leaving the house, even to learn Cyra is not allowed. Unlike his older brother Afifah, he was greatly pampered by both of Cyra's parents. That's all because Afifa is not like Cyra who suffers from lethargy. Afifah has beautiful hair, body and beautiful face.

If Afifah gets the best school facilities and is free to go anywhere, and never do homework. The opposite happened to Cyra, he was not allowed to go to school, leave the house, and worse Cyra was treated like a maid. Gradually, Cyra was able to accept his lack, he was able to reconcile with himself to accept his destiny. Cyra was determined to open her hijab, which she had been using only to cover up her lack. Cyra wants to show people what kind of disorder she has.

But the papah and his mother did not like Cyra's decision. They think Cyra is humiliating his family. Papah will be angry when Cyra opens his hijab and makes others know the lack.

The Cyra family is not a religious family. Even papah and mamahannya never carry out obligations as a Muslim, it can be said that the religion of the Cyra family is limited to Islamic ID cards.

Cyra knows that the obligation of a Muslim woman is hijab, but not hijab that is used with the aim of covering the lack.

Cyra felt he had deceived many people, with his beautiful face like an angel when hijab but when the hijab was opened the appearance was 180 degrees different from before. He wants to show people what he looks like is complete, even if he is bald but there must be a blessing that God plans for his destiny, so do not be ashamed and covered.

Since Cyra was 17 years old, Papah had arranged for Cyra to marry some rich men. But the matchmaking always fails, until the last month again the 5th time matchmaking failed again. The cause is that Cyra showed abnormalities in her, namely bald head, so that the future husband Cyra canceled unilaterally when he saw Cyra open her hijab. Papah would be very angry if that happened.

I don't know how many wounds blow and c*have opened since Cyra lived with her papa. Even in the body of Cyra many scars, because of the violence that papah and mamah do.

Cyra did not disobey his papah and mama's will, but Cyra did not want to lie with his condition.

it is better for Cyra to feel pain in c*mbuk, after failing to get married because her future husband knows the shortcomings in her, than to be trapped in a marriage that begins a lie. It will make Cyra suffer more later.

The betrothal that Papah Cyra did was a marriage because of business, aka papah Cyra will get a profit if Cyra married the company officials. The average age is far above Cyra.

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The Alopecia Areata

Alopecia is the medical term for hair loss. One of them is alopecia areata. It is an autoimmune disease, which is a condition in which the immune system attacks healthy cells on the body itself. This disease attacks the hair follicles. 

Hair follicles are the structures where hair grows. This disease causes the hair follicles will become smaller and stop producing hair, initially causing hair loss to result in baldness if left unchecked.

Alopecia areata cannot be prevented because the cause is unknown. This autoimmune disorder may be caused by several factors. This includes family history, other autoimmune conditions.

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#hall... The author returns with a new story, hopefully this time the story is like, and can be taken students. When there is a rush to throw it far into the sea, but if there are students pick well.❤

#Hopefully after reading this novel, no one will look at someone because of physical well....❤❤❤

✋Set of bullying or bullying because it includes extraordinary crimes. However, there are still many in our environment who do bullying. Especially for school-age children and adolescents, bullying seems to be a joke that can unwittingly damage the mental victims. Not all strong children like the figure of Cyra are able to close his disappointment by showing other advantages that he is able to be a good example. Many actually have a mental immunity from Cyra, that is, he will be down even depressed and ultimately choose to end his life. So, starting from us and the surrounding environment get used to accepting differences. Black, white, fat, skinny, ugly, beautiful, that's what we're more colorful so don't insult that difference, in the form of jokes or banter.🙏