Don't despise my Shortcomings

Don't despise my Shortcomings
The Blessed Niko Prayer


"You're great too, just like them. Never complain even if your life is hard." Naqi admitted that he was more interested in Cyra who was always cheerful and never complained.


Cyra immediately turned to Naqi, and smiled sweetly. "Mas Naqi only knows Cyra now, Cyra had experienced a period of sulut, where Cyra was embarrassed if anyone knew Cyra's lack. Therefore Cyra often moved around school, one of which is the reason is embarrassed if friends already know that Cyra wears a veil just to cover up Cyra's shortcomings. In the past, even Cyra was embarrassed to see Cyra without a veil, so that everywhere was always hijab even to sleep even Cyra was reluctant to take it off." Cyra took a moment to continue the story, and set her lust so as not to be claustrophobic when remembering her bad times.... "However, Cyra gradually learns to accept destiny. Wanna see when Cyra's rich gini continues, ashamed of Cyra's condition, what with covering up Cyra's shortcomings people will stop making fun of Cyra, no! Therefore Cyra began to open up to be able to socialize with the new Cyra, Cyra who has differences with others. For the first time surely Cyra was embarrassed and did not even dare to see the reaction of the people. Cyra just lowered her head and took her eyes off the people who were talking to Cyra. But everything felt ordinary and until now, Cyra was indifferent with the gazes of many pairs of eyes that seemed to make fun of Cyra's differences." Cyra told a long story so that Naqi knew that he had also experienced being criticized for not being confident.


"Well, who are the first people you show your flaws to?" naqi asked carefully so that Cyra would not be offended.


"The maids and workers at Papah's house, but when Papah knew the decision Cyra who wanted to look like it was, aka not wearing a hijab. Papah is angry and forbids Cyra to do that. Well from there Cyra was not allowed to leave the house, even for school. Cyra's parents did not want Cyra to humiliate them, with Cyra's lack, and that's why our marriage Mas Naqi was angry because Mas thought that Cyra was cheating on Mas. But it is true that Cyra deceived Mas Naqi," said Cyra, recalling Naqi who was angry at being deceived.


"Haha.it was appropriate that Mas was angry, did Mas not know your story," defended Naqi.


"But now how is Mas, still embarrassed not to see Cyra look like this?" cyra asked, wanting to know Naqi's feelings with her performance.


"E.. No, it's usual Ra. Ordinary kayaks are no different from women with hair" Naqi replied as she watched Cyra.


"That's why her name Cyra managed to perform with herself" said Cyra proudly.


Naqi also only gave a faint chuckle, at least when with Cyra he could forget about the tension with Rania just now. Their journey home is interspersed with light stories so they do not feel they have reached home.


*****


At tenpat Tuan Kifayat hospital....


Niko comes after reading a message from Afifah. As soon as he saw Fifah and Mamah Daima, Niko immediately approached them.


"Sorry Mah, you can come, because you just read a message from Fifah just now," said Niko while shaking hands with her future mother-in-law.


"It's okay Nak Niko, Mamah also thank you for taking the time to see the condition of Papah." Mamah Daima, could not help his grief.


"Mas.... Hihah... Papah had a heart attack, and now his condition is still critical" said Fifah and immediately hit Niko's embrace.


Niko is forced to give her arms to Fufa, though she is not used to the arms of other women other than Zoya, the wife she loves the most.


"You are patient well Fah, pray for Papah to go through this critical period" said Niko affirming Fifah.


"Nak Niko, because Papah Fifah is sick and does not know when his condition will improve. What if your wedding is held in this hospital, and for the invitation that has been spread and all our wedding preparations canceled. About Niko mind not?" Mamah Daima conveyed the results of the negotiations between himself and Afifa just now.


At first of course Fifah did not want to cancel the reception and wedding a la princess royal style that he had prepared very perfectly, but want how else Paphnya condition is more important. Not to mention that Afifah who had fallen in love with Niko did not want to postpone their marriage so with a heavy heart Fifah also chose a simple marriage in the hospital, where her Papah was treated.


Niko certainly does not mind, especially this is the wedding that Niko wants. Indeed, Niko Sepat prayed that he wanted a simple marriage as the most important thing is legitimate. Married to Fifah was only to have a child. Descendants of her flesh and blood, which Zoya could not present in the midst of their marital bliss.


"Niko joined Mamah Sajah, the most important part is Papah's health, for the reception can be rearranged next time, the most important is healthy Papah first," Niko replied politely so as not to look happy face. Because her wedding was cancelled.


"Alhamdulillah if you do not mind," said Mamah Daima with relief.


"When did we marry Mah?" ask Niko who actually pengi hastily initiated the marriage.


"You follow me" replied Mamah resigned how Niko and Fifah.


"Well, when do you want it?" niko asked Fifah who was still hugging Niko, even though Niko was holding her gun so as not to ask for her right again. If hugged even if not in love, the name is tense as well....


"Fifah is also up to Mas Niko sajah." Afifah also gave all her decisions to her future husband. After all, there is no dream marriage for what counts carefully, maybe that is the thought of Fifah.


"What do you think tomorrow's penginya?" niko asked Fifah, who had been clinging to her face.


"Yes already Mamah agreed sajah, after all only ijab kabul sajah first, the sooner it is better to see the condition of Papah like this is better to be synchronized as your marriage." Mamah has agreed it is now Afifah's turn.


"Fifah also agrees sajah Mas, which is best for us, Fifah follow suit," Afifah replied along with the decision of Niko and Mamahnya.


"Well if that is tomorrow we get married, then everything Mas who takes care of kaliana just take care of everything" said Niko.


In the end they rest on the pedestal as it is. Mamah Daima and Afifah never thought that his fate would plunge into the valley of distress in a short time. Instead they should feel the sleep in the hospital with a makeshift bed. The luxury he had always been proud of turned out to be of no use anymore when it was like this.


#Everyhow do not be arrogant when Othor love above, also understand how it feels to be a commoner, eh wait there are still other problems that othor prepare for you.....