Don't despise my Shortcomings
Says Facts
"Sir, excuse me are you the family of the patient on behalf of Rania?" ask one of the nurses who approached Naqi, who was still cool to daydream.vbv
"Ah yes Sus, Rania is awake? Where is he now," Naqi replied in shock, shock and misbehavior. Because he was cool to daydream but even the sisters surprised him.
"Udah sir, you're looking for Ms. Rania. Let me show you the nursery of Bu Rania," said the nurse, immediately walking towards Rania's room, and Naqi hurriedly tailed behind the nurse.
"Am I daydreaming for too long that I missed the information Rania has transferred to the ward," Naqi said. But she kept tailing behind the sister.
After passing through the hospital hallway that was not too crowded Naqi arrived at Rania's ward. Where the room was also not too spacious was only second-rate Naqi could choose. It was because their money was not too much as it used to be so he had to be clever to save.
As soon as Naqi entered he saw the figure of a woman sitting daydreaming staring at the window, the woman he had always considered his lover but instead he was the older brother of one father. Rania turned her head towards the door as soon as Naqi entered. A smile from Rania's pale lips.
"Why I just realized, it turns out that Rania's smile is also very similar to Luson." Naqi thought back to her papih, and their smiles also turned out to be very similar, and the severity of Naqi only realized it.
Naqi walked towards Rania. Uninspired, not no matter what Rania was, but every time she was close to Rania, Naqi always remembered the sad face of Cyra, whom she had left that night.
"Darling, where have you been? I thought you were angry with me and left me here alone," Rania said in a soft voice and kept trying to smile.
Naqi pulled the chair from the plastic, he placed his butt slowly. Unlike Rania who always tries to smile and is fine. Naqi has remained flat. Naqi before answering Rania's question, he took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. He tried to neutralize the feelings, disappointed and angry who became one, because of the Luson.
Naqi knew this was not Rania's fault either, nor should she be angry with her brother. The one he should be angry with is Luson. Naqi tried to suppress his anger and would tell him what had really happened. So that Rania also did not expect too much with herself.
"Nia, you don't call me baby anymore. From now on we have nothing to do. Besides brother." Naqi saw the change in Rania's face which was originally smiling, now turning sad even the tears from both corners of her eyes had started to fall.
"Is this all because of Cyra? You will turn back and you will leave me alone. You changed your decision for that woman?" rania asked while sobbing even occasionally Rania clenched her teeth indicating she was very angry and disappointed. Either on Naqi or on Cyra.
"Enough-Enough! Now you go! Get the fuck out of here! You're the worst person I've ever known. You can give me such a wonderful hope, but what? You can leave me when I have no one else. Why didn't you leave me at the beginning. If in the middle of the road you give up and return to the same plain pretentious woman." Rania immediately cut Naqi's explanation when Naqi had not finished explaining what had really happened. But Rania has actually attracted her own first.
Naqi didn't go he tried to understand what Rania was thinking. Naqi tried to remain patient and not be provoked by his emotions.
"Why are you still here? Why don't you leave immediately? I told you you were leaving! Don't care about me being sick." Rania still tried to drive Naqi away. Though he was also confused later if Naqi went he how, but Rania was also upset with Naqi who honestly said that he would leave him and return to Cyra.
"I'll be back with Cyra, but I'll also take care of you, I won't leave you," Naqi replied lightly, successfully upsetting Rania even more.
"I'm crazy about you, you think I have no feelings. Must live by watching your intimacy. I am sick and helpless and you can treat me as you please. I'd rather kill myself than watch you guys make out in front of me. Or you too if you want to kill me please. Just kill me Naqi!" rania shouted with tears that had flooded everywhere.
"Can you do not have to think parno first, listen to me talk until the new finish you can comment at length." Naqi this time spoke in a voice louder than first.
Rania, who knows Naqi, is not okay, tries to be quiet and will listen to what Naqi has to say. Only a sobbing was still heard from Rania's lips.
"I can't be with you until any time, as a lover or husband and wife, because you are Father's older brother to me." Naqi was finally able to tell honestly, though,.
"Hahahaha..What other joke is this Naqi? This hard you try to find a way so you can come back with Cyra by confessing if we are one father. Why don't you just say that we are one Father and one Mother. Let me be even happier that I still have parents who are alive and well." Rania did not believe what Naqi said. Too visibly making up excuses so that he can still be with Cyra by making excuses that he is a father.
"But how hard you refuse, and avoid the fact that you are my brother, Papah you are Luson and papih I am also Luson. Indeed, I have not been able to bring the appropriate evidence and it is all because Luson also does not know where, and as you know the number is not active. But calm down I'm asking someone to find out where Luson is. Later when I have found the man I will drag him to meet you, if you need to please check your DNA so you don't think I'm lying to you for the sake of me and Cyra." Naqi with a trembling voice held back the emotion of telling a story with Rania.
Rania could not say anything more. He did not know what Naqi was saying. Why after knowing whose papa, his heart just hurt. There was no happiness in his heart. Why he was even sad, very sick of his heart to know the truth. Hope to be able to meet the papa when it is also sirnah. "Why do you grant my prayer, but by giving pain is another God." Rania screamed in her heart. He really lost the spirit to live.