Don't despise my Shortcomings
Everything Feels Right

Adam and Naqi immediately stopped their fight even though both Adam and Naqi were still burning with fire. Moreover, Naqi who felt that Adam had interfered in the care of his household. Not yet he attacked using Rania. It becomes Naqi the same emotion as Adam.

Naqi sitting away from Adam himself meeting Sam alone has no clarity. Now Adam's making trouble again.

"Is there anything important Dam here?" sam asked ignoring Naqi who was still hunting his emotions.

"To be willing to talk about the problem of my patient who has not been in check long enough and when it comes here the pain is getting worse according to loe take the handler how, loe know with the patient," adam said but his gaze remained on Naqi. Adam wanted to know how Naqi would react if he knew Rania. Does he still care or has bodo with Rania's health. Which Adam thought Rania already had a new lover and left Naqi for her new, older lover.

"There's a medical record?" sam asked with his hand to buy the map that Adam brought, and a second later Adam stretched out the map he brought. Seriously Sam read the medical records of the patients Adam was referring to.

"Qi'm here!" Sam asks Naqi to come closer to him.

Lazily Naqi approached Sam, "Why the hell, do not know my cheek again pegel, because of this wedge," Naqi said as he glanced at Adam as he passed by.

"Read!" Sam offered Rania medical records.

Naqi followed what Sam said he read Sam's orders. Reading the medical records on the map, but all he understood was Rania's name. "What the hell, I know. If the financial statements let me trillion I know if rich gini where I know, PA. Where is the great writing so rich chicken claws. Instead of chicken claws," Naqi asked Sam to explain what the map meant.

"Rania's condition is getting worse, the only way of surgery and the safest surgical removal of the uterus. You see if only the removal of the tumor seems to be the body again," said Sam explained from the report he read.

"Actually remove the tumor is still safe Sam, as long as Rania wants to follow the advice of me if she continues with chemotherapy. Yesterday actually he followed the advice from me had far better development, but because of this man can not make it so Rania relapse again and now getting worse. After bad he lives so well with his new girlfriend," interrupted Adam who is still emotional with Naqi. If everything is not selfish, maybe Rania is still healthy and at least not as bad as it is today.

"Keep Dam loe salahin me. Just so you know when Rania calls me those nights it's been bad, and you know you know loe's day and she goes to see loe's family right? and the loe family repulsed him and affixed him with words that hurt him. From that incident he was sick and you were not there beside him. I was wrong Dam went with him, but I just watched with him who at that time was nobody and your family also added the burden of Rania's mind." Naqi immediately gave a defense, it was nice for Adam to judge that he could not take care of Rania. While he only persuaded with great difficulty so that Rania would seek treatment. In order for Rania to be eager to undergo her treatment. It was not easy for Naqi to persuade Rania to convert, because her spirit of life was no longer there.

Adam heard Naqi speak in silence. Rania left when she tried to convince her parents. So that Adam did not know the words of the tuanga who was the part that hurt Rania.

"Udah do not discuss anymore why, you are at peace anyway everything has passed. You Naqi don't look for it anymore, and you Dam don't blame Naqi can't take care of Rania. It is true that Rania before leaving with Naqi her condition was quite severe plus Rania did not want to treat you, because of your parents' problems. So if we can focus on healing Rania without dropping each other, and blame. Because Rania needs support too. Especially from you Qi, as his sister. She must have felt guilty that your domestic relationship was ruined because of her. Still even the fact that you are brothers, it must add to the burden of his mind really." Sam tries to be wise, he doesn't like to see each other feel that he is right and ends up in a fight.

Adam was surprised to hear the news that Sam told him, that Naqi and Rania sodara. "What do you mean Sam, why did you say Naqi and Rania sodara?" adam asked confusedly.

*****

The Rania ward...

From the first Rania reoccupied the room that he had once left with a happy feeling because it had healed, but this time Rania returned again with a worse condition. Long enough Rania and Luson did not engage in any chatter. Rania really became quiet no longer blaming ready, she was more her and not complaining.

"Well, what do you think the papih decision is? Papih was afraid of making a wrong decision," asked Luson to break the silence between herself and her eldest daughter.

Rania turned towards Luson after a long time she turned her back and Rania preferred to stare at the window of the room. Look at the birds flying at each other.

"What Papih decides is right. Papih need not be afraid of all those decisions because papih is not wrong," replied Rania with a faint smile on her face.

"Thank God papih is only afraid you will be angry, because papih does not discuss first with papih decisions. Papih won't leave you again. It's enough papih lost your mother, now papih wants to improve our relationship. The relationship between father and son has been severed due to papih's fault, but papih papih promises will not leave you again, whatever your condition. The papih will always be beside you." Luson said with a deep look at Rania.

"Thank you Pih, but papih don't care too much about Nia. Remember the Papih child is not just Nia, there is Qari and Naqi. They also need Papih affection lest they feel that papih is favoritism. Papih can not be a good papih for them and later they envy Nia. I don't want to think any more. I want to be calm there are no more problems I cause. I'm tired Every time I do is always a cause for trouble" said Rania as she rubbed the corner of her eyes that had begun to get wet.

"No Nia, you're not wrong, only fate puts you in this position. You don't think like that, you have to think positively about your healing focus, you have to be strong through this test. You can do it." Luson felt sore when her daughter said that, blaming herself for every incident.

"Nia will try as much as Nia can, Nia has resigned to all the decisions that papih take because everything that is in the end will also lead to death, so Nia feels no need to consider anything, so Nia feels no need to consider anything, just follow the doctor, it's the most appropriate choice," rancau Rania who really has resigned with him.

"Well, what the hell are you saying, you have to be eager to heal. Papih doesn't want to know, you have to heal, and you can't give up like that." Luson said with a higher tone of speech.

While Rania only replied with a faint smile.

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