Don't despise my Shortcomings
Memorizing the Past

Grandpa breathes his lust in. "Grandfather knows how you feel, so Grandpa did all this. Grandpa's been looking for your whereabouts for nearly twenty years Cyra. Grandfather admit your matchmaking and Naqi there is another intention that Grandpa planned. And one of them is your mother's rescue mission Ezah. The Kifayat brackets in his house. Then you ask why Grandpa already knows the truth, but keep it a secret from you? It's all because your mother's condition is not worth meeting, which only makes your mind burdened. Now your condition is already chaotic like how if you know everything? Can you guarantee that you'll be strong enough to deal with it?" Grandfather was not angry at Cyra only grandfather was too pity for the girl who was forced to grow up when he was still very small to deal with this complicated problem.

Cyra seems very lackluster, maybe if it is not in a sitting state it will fall drooping, on the floor. "Who should Cyra believe?" cyra Lirih.

"Which part do you not believe Grandpa's words?" ask Mr. Latif in a lower tone.

"Either, but Cyra felt that Grandpa was too imposing all following Grandfather's will. Which could also Grandpa made this all seem like Papah's fault while it could be Grandpa was involved in it. Grandpa has all the money to buy power even the law can do. That's what makes Cyra doubt." Cyra expresses all the dubious feelings Mr. Latif says.

Mr. Latif certainly knows Cyra's doubts. It is not easy to express everything. Especially for loved ones. There must be some doubt.

"Well Grandpa will tell you from the beginning maybe you will understand why Grandpa did all this. If half-and-half of course you will assume Grandpa is lying and making up. Because not all kindness can be expressed very smoothly. There must be some doubt. And now that's what you're going through. Grandpa understands being in your position is not easy. Therefore, the Lord has chosen you to accept all these trials. It's all because you have a solid shoulder." Grandfather did not praise Cyra but told her the truth.

Cyra just looked down trying to put her ears on carefully, so that not a single word was missed. He really wanted to know what was going on with his family. Cyra also wanted to know who was really wrong.

"The grandfather actually did not want to bring up things that have happened for a long time, but because you are curious then Grandfather will tell everything. Who are you, what is your relationship with Grandpa's family. Why did Grandpa want to cape-cape to waste nearly twenty years searching for you? Of course because you and your mother are important people to Grandpa."

Cyra who heard this time was no longer eager to interrupt it he actually kept his promise that he became a reliable listener.

"Your grandfather and Grandfather were distant cousins living in different countries. Before your Grandpa died he left Darya to Grandpa but because of our different country then Grandpa lost a lot of information about Darya, Papah you. Last Kekek heard Darya was married to Ezah, your mother. Where Ezah is a woman who has a genetic disorder just like you. And also Ezah's work is also the same as yours where it is a famous model. The problem began when Darya and Ezah decided to honeymoon in this country. Where in this country Darya also has many assets of his wealth. On the way to this country, three days of bad news befell them where Papah and your mother were rumored to be in an accident. Namu's....

"Enough!!! Enough Cake." Cyra covered both her ears. He no longer wanted to hear stories about his family. Not that Cyra thought grandpa was lying or just that he couldn't hear it anymore.

Cyra sobbed so loudly that even Cyra was no longer sitting in Grandpa's front swivel chair. Unless he was sitting on the floor.

Grandpa who knows Cyra's sadness followed Cyra's will. Grandpa stopped the story.

"So Papah I'm dead?" isak Cyra could not imagine his mother's grief during this time held in the place of the person he considered family. It is fitting that he often dreams of a woman who looks like him it turns out that he is his mother who may want to ask for help on him.

Grandfather replied with a nod. "His body has been found and buried. But your mother's body was rumored to be washed up in the river. Until Grandfather suspected why the wealth of your family one by one changed hands. Automatically there must be a signature of the person concerned owning the asset in advance to move an asset. Grandpa was suspicious of the workers who were on vacation at that time Grandpa searched one by one. Sampe Grandpa is suspicious of Kifayat who is the younger brother of one of your family's confidant employees. It's very difficult to trace all your parents' treasures. Because they seem to be divided again into small parts to be divided into all the people who smooth the case." Grandfather just wanted to say that Kifayat is so evil, not having compassion does not have any sense of humaneness even let Ezah get sick to blind and eat his potluck a day only once.

Luckily he was given long life and also the strength to live half his life with full suffering.

"So this is all Mr Kifayat? Does Nyonyah Daima know about this problem and Kak Fifah also knows about this problem?" ask Cyra she's still taking it seriously.

"For Daima may know, it's just that under the threat of Kifayat he finally had a shut up. And for Fifah he knows nothing. All he knows is that his father is a good man." Grandpa patiently answered Cyra's questions with detailed answers.

Cyra was clenching both of her hands. He was very angry with Kifayat. He did not think that the person he considered Papah was the most evil person.

"What does Grandpa Tuan Kifayat think of Cyra's killer as well?" cyra asked very pleading for a satisfactory answer from Grandpa.

Mr. Latif seemed to take a deep breath and throw it away slowly. "Too from Grandfather's judgment who investigated the case from the beginning. Kifayat is not your Papah killer. He's just the one who took your treasure. The real murderers were the workers and the older brother of Kifayat, whose perpetrator had died, there may be a treasure mutilation in their families so that Kifayat decides the sabotage of death to Kakanya herself and takes over your family property from the hands of Kakanya. That's what Grandpa found in this case." Grandfather told her in detail and was so slow that Cyra seemed to understand. Cyra was silent in his mind he would reply to all the deeds of Mr. Kifayat. Cyra doesn't care if anyone judges her evil. Most importantly he will avenge the pain and suffering of his mother.

Aren't bad people born because good people are ignored. Maybe that picture is on Cyra.

"Then where's my mom how's she doing?" cyra asked this time not to cry but her vengeful eyes stared straight ahead, like deadly poisonous arrows, ready to be used to smother opponents.