Don't despise my Shortcomings

Don't despise my Shortcomings
Heart Fires


Naqi felt pinched by Sam's words, true what Sam said that love clapping one hand was very painful and very painful, because Naqi only felt it after everything was gone. "Love with one hand does hurt, and that must be how Cyra felt when I chose Rania. Oh my God why I just realized now. After everything was gone," said Naqi, he rubbed the clear beads that came out from the corner of his eyes.


"Then what do you know of Grandpa or Mamih with Cyra? I was wrong at the time, I thought with Rania my life would be quiet, because I had a promise with the late Nashila's mother who would take care of Rania, if I had known the fact Rania was my half-sister before leaving Cyra, I would have chosen to take care of Rania along with Cyra anyway indeed my half-sister Rania, Cyra would have also understood her," naqi asked, hoping Sam would give something with the information he got. But now everything has happened. Now is the time to prove that everything will surely pass. Naqi remained confident that Cyra would return to his side even though everyone was impressed to cover it up.


"Nothing, instead mamih loe is sick because she misses and wants to meet her daughter-in-law. If Mr. Latif had known of Cyra's whereabouts, he would have asked Cyra to see her. It seems too bad if Mr. Latif knew the existence of Cyra but deliberately covered the existence of Cyra and cultured Aunt Nita soaking kangen until sick," said Sam increasingly make Naqi's chest tight.


Well Naqi seems to already know the answer that Sam would say do not know the whereabouts of Cyra. "Why looking for Cyra's whereabouts is this difficult. I thought it would be easy to find Cyra at first because she couldn't have gone far with the condition of her being so mummy that she knew the outside world and also the condition of her having no one. I think I misjudged Cyra. She's a woman who doesn't give up easily, a strong woman so I'm the one who underestimates her too much" Naqi said, puzzled over who else to ask.


"Gue asked Sam for help, if you ever find out where Cyra is. Please, you call me right away. I really need help from Loe. Only you can count on me," said Naqi with a sour face not excited himself even very not eager to do other tasks. She wants to follow the way Cyra goes away from all her routines. Wanting to calm his mind, but he realized wherever he went still he would be haunted by guilt, and regret. The sad face of Cyra in the last seconds they met always haunt him always appear in his memory when he had tried to forget it, but the more he tried to forget it the stronger the memory was attached to it. Likewise, the face of Cyra's happy smile feels always present when Naqi kangen and miss with Cyra's arrogance.


Just this time Naqi was made like a madman whose mood was changing just because of the face of a woman. The man Naqi used to hate for cheating on the first day they got married by covering up all the flaws. But it was precisely Cyra's lack that became a privilege in Naqi's eyes now.


When Naqi was daydreaming, and Sam was making a report with his work today, suddenly the door was opened.


The deg!!! The three men who were there seemed to be racing with their heartbeats chasing each other, even though no one was chasing him.


"Why did Adam come when there was Naqi anyway" Sam's inner self, who felt as if his space had turned cold and seemed to be in the refrigerator.


"The man has no standing here. Is he going to try to meet Rania, and snatch it again from her old lover," Adam's inner voice as his hand closed the door slowly and walked towards Naqi and Sam slowly.


"Ngapain Adam said I was rich. He wants to stop me." Naqi also in his bath still feel calm and innocent because indeed he felt he never had any business with Adam. Without Naqi realizing Adam also had some business with him. Because his fiancee, uh. rather, his future fiancee decided to go back with Naqi and run away with someone's husband. That made the hard-earned Adam convince his parents and his extended family. That Rania is a woman who can make her happy and can be a good wife according to Islamic teachings. Adam even promised to turn Rania into the woman his parents wanted, namely religious obedience. Adam had already gained the trust of his parents. Instead he was surprised by the news that Rania went with Naqi.


Sad, annoyed, angry when his family again did not believe in the nonsense that was considered too glorifying Rania, but the woman actually has the opposite nature.


"Just want to vent but it seems the time is not right, there is another heart that is venting also like," said Adam cynically. Her parents were insinuating Naqi. What Adam thought was that Naqi was heartbroken, because Rania had another lover. Choose men who are older and look more established than Naqi.


Braaaakkkk. He whose brain is hot, even made hot with the words of Adam so easily provoked.


"Qi already, if you want to make a fuss out there, not in my room," kicked Sam who felt Naqi became increasingly annoying with his behavior like a child. Naqi was always calm and wise. "What because love makes the brain lose its sanity," Sam's mind as he stared intently at Naqi.


"He who started Sam, I did not say he was playing with insinuations," pointed Naqi with the face of Adam who was about to sit beside him. I knew Naqi again Adam's fire was deliberately sitting nearby. Becoming a dong.


"Gue is not shy. I'm talking about the fact that I really said that you're not okay his heart. Hot again? What's jealous again?" adam said, casually sitting down.


"It's not your business, if I'm jealous or anything, because I won't ask for help either. Better loe urusin Rania, not that he needs more loe, why loe here make my mood broken," Naqi murmured, who felt Adam too meddling his affairs ajah.


Hehehe Adam chuckled... "So I've been playing around with Rania keep loe love the rest of me," led Adam, immediately make Naqi rise in blood.


Buugh... Naqi punched Adam firmly.


Buugh...


Buugh... Adam did not lose he punched Naqi twice


Vetooopp!!! You guys are really rich, yeah. If you want to fight outside let it be caught with the hospital let it be called all of you. Do you want me to report you guys for making noise in my room." Sam looked angry and annoyed even his face turned red.