Don't despise my Shortcomings
Anger Bombs Exploding

"It looks like dead injection is better for your husband. Instead of the hudup it just adds to the burden of your life, and Fifah of course." Cyra doesn't want to be stale anymore. He wants to hold Kifayat accountable for his actions.

"Ma... You mean what is Cyra? Can't your husband's fault be forgiven? So you're asking for a dead injection?" daima asked, with a stammer, and a wailing face.

"The choice is only two, inject dead and donate his eyes to my Mommy or let him live with this condition but your husband must still donate his eyes to my Mommy. Momy's eyes were broken and Momyku was gravely ill because of this impudent mutilation of your husband. Then you speak as if your husband's mistake was such a light mistake? You really don't know in the profit Mrs Daima. Should be the punishment for your husband is not just this, the prison, and the property of my parents who have your husband and family including you who spent should also be returned dong. But I'm still kind enough to ask your husband's Eye, and then you say to forgive." Cyra is really different this time, the way of talking and the way of staring is not like before who always lowered his head to pay back Daima and Kifayat. To raise his face he could no longer. This time even with blatant Cyra against every single one Daima said.

"Aren't there any other options Ra? Mamah. Mamah just wants Papah alive who knows there's a miracle for Papah." Daima could not bear to watch her husband injected to death.

"Mommy?? Papah?? You're not my Mom and Dad. Don't try to get sympathy. In the past I asked for protection from you not a little You and Your husband pity. Then What about my Momy, do you not remember My Momy can not enjoy her colorful life because of the actions of your husband. Do you know what percentage of your husband can survive? No need to be hypocritical You certainly know what percent of the possibility to heal and also You also know sooner or later Your husband will die too. Then where's wrong if I ask your husband's eyes for my Momy?" Cyra will not give up, he will continue to ask Mr. Kifayat's eyes to replace Momynya's eyes damaged by his actions.

Madam Daima was silent and did not answer Cyra's other questions, because she had no other way. All his words were denied all by Cyra and the severity of it again. Everything Cyra said was the truth.

Gini ajah Madam Daima, I give you one week please negotiate with Fifah as well, so that your child also knows how evil the Papah. I'm sure if Fifa knew all the evils of her Papah, she would also agree with my proposal." Cyra talked to Daima but from then on his eyes remained inseparable from Mr. Kifayat's view.

It could have been Cyra getting an eye donor from someone else, especially Mr. Latif's money was not counted, but Cyra insisted on giving lessons to Kifayat. He didn't want to just take Kifayat off. Cyra will continue to seek compensation for the man's actions.

Cruel! Sadistic! Begis! Well, Cyra is no longer concerned with the judgment of people who clearly she wants her Momy back to the way she used to be despite having to kill Kifayat. Will Cyra do.

After making sure Madame Daima understood the purpose of Cyra coming there. Cyra also resigned. When she said goodbye Cyra still reminded that Madame Daima asked for consideration to Fifah, because she was also their child needs to be invited.

Cyra left the house, but her heart was still not satisfied. I don't know, Cyra was so angry and turned sadistic when it came to Mr. Kifayat torturing his Momy. Cyra was upset why Kifayat was so weak. Cyra wanted to slap, the man's face many times wanting to avenge what they had done to him first.

Even he was swollen from the slap. His back, Mr. Kifayat flush with hot water until it blisters. Not another torture. And also Mommy experienced things that might be more than Cyra experienced.

Cyra got in the car with a face that looked so vengeful. Not yet Cyra closed the car violently. Just this time Meta saw Cyra doing it all, usually the anger of Cyra he still had a friendly smile and his behavior was not as rude as today.

Hikkkp... Hikkk... Hiikk...

Cyra cried at Meta's question. Cyra used both palms of her hands to cover her face and she vented all her anger in her tears. Cyra doesn't know where to be? He wants to be angry, but who is the same? He wants to repay his suffering first. But it can't. So much anger, Cyra wanted to scream. To curse Mr. Kifayat, Mrs Daima, Rania, and Naqi. In Cyra's heart it's really very crowded with all this.

Meta who knows Cyra is not okay also chose to be silent waiting for Cyra can already control his emotions. Meta admits Cyra is strong and has a calm nature, but Cyra is also just an ordinary human being where he has his weak side as well. Moreover, the problems facing Cyra come simultaneously. Still mending Cyra strong to face it. Others will not be strong and capable.

Meta drove forward his car, while Cyra was still sobbing with a glance out the window, the blank gaze was already very illustrative of how heavy his burden was at the moment.

Meta didn't bring Cyra home. Instead of bringing it to a pretty quiet place.

Meta stopped the car. In a deserted place.

"You want to be angry, yelled, maki same everyone who played you life. If you want to get out. Please scream, get angry, yell at the person until the anger in your chest comes out. After you are relieved. You are back to being a strong and tough Cyra. Show people who have let you down that you are great. You're not their match." Meta frees Cyra to do whatever it takes as long as she can let go of the anger in her chest. Explode the Disappointment Bomb.

Cyra also came out following the advice of Meta. Well early on Cyra screamed loudly, up to a few times. Maybe if this opens a quiet place and away from the settlement, Cyra will be in a crazy dwarf. Shouting was not clear and there would also be someone reprimanding him for being noisy. For this deserted area and far from residential residents. Until that guess didn't happen.

"Mr Kifayat men berengs*ek. Just die you! I want to see you die. I'd like to stop*r you, m*mukul, flush with hot water, make your eyes blind. I want to make you miserable." Cyra screams with mockery for Kifayat.

"Naqi, you are the second most evil person after Kifayat. You did not torture my physique. But my mind you make wounds. Rania, you women don't have hearts. I hate you guys, I hate you. I want you to live in more pain than I do." Cyra again shouted for Naqi and Rania. After that Cyra again cried hiding her face in the folds of her hand with the position she squatted.

Meta still let Cyra blow it all away. Meta even when he heard all the tinkers Cyra joined to tear his eyes. Meta prays for the good of Cyra. Happiness is far from those who have hurt him.