Don't despise my Shortcomings
Heart Expressions

"Qari's... De let's wake up this afternoon," said Cyra woke up her brother-in-law who turned out to be asleep and the day turned out to be noon.

"Well, how come it's noon, we've had a chat last night and plan to take turns to take care of Brother, but why instead we sleep and wake up this afternoon," said Qari whispered while scratching his head that does not itch.

"I also don't know why we can sleep until morning. Mas Naqi nobody keeps yah?" cyra said while grinning the horse especially when he saw Naqi sleeping very slanted to the left and back on the back by a pillow high enough and it was all Naqi who made it himself. Not wanting to wake up Qari and Cyra so Naqi came up with the idea of being able to sleep that way. Cyra feels guilty that he and Qari intend to keep Naqi but Naqi looks like he is guarding them.

"Haha... It has been brother-in-law when else we sleep but in the care of the same big boss, where the brother has since lived with the brother-in-law so super fierce to know. Unlike the first who was patient and kind, now very ugly and annoying," said Qari who was he often get angry by Naqi.

Even though without Qari realizing Naqi was angry because Qari was difficult to manage.

After Qari gets ready to take a shower and Cyra searches for breakfast for herself and Qari. They finally have breakfast together where after this Qari will go to work and Cyra back to look after Naqi.

Naqi is currently asleep, where he can fall asleep for the third morning. Well all night Naqi chatted with Sam to dispel his satiety.

"Sister-in-law, Qari nitip Abang well, he is very annoying but believe that Brother is the best brother Qari, so during the work of Qari nitip Abang well, well, but if Abang is annoying brother-in-law can really punish Brother, in the jewel can be," qari whispered before she actually left for work and Cyra went back alone in the VIP room where Naqi was being treated.

Cyra was after Qari left for work and while Naqi had not yet woken up he used the time waiting for her to communicate with her mommy where mommy today plans to visit her papih tomb with Mr Latif and Mr Kim, and Cyra will follow after.

Not to forget also Cyra contacted the newlyweds Meta and Fifah, just to check their son Mesy.

Cyra even considered that Mesy was also their child, and of course after being allowed by Fifah and Meta.

"Who would you like to help?" cyra asked when she saw Naqi wake up.

Naqi smiled at Cyra. "No need Ra, actually already meningan this is not sore and sore like yesterday and I hope later or tomorrow can go home, it's very bored Ra, in the hospital," naqi said as she tried to sit down.

"Yes must be Mas, Cyra who is waiting for the death of the bosen especially Mas Naqi who is sick and must eat hospital food and take medicine must be really bosen," said Cyra.

Naqi nodded, confirming what Cyra said, and it was true what Cyra said that pain was very boring. And Naqi has only been feeling this kind of pain for a lifetime. But for there is Cyra who is patient and still willing to take care of him, even though Naqi has disappointed Cyra.

Naqi tells Cyra, who seems to be getting more beautiful and succeeds in making Naqi more in love with Cyra.

"Ra.." called Naqi very slowly, even so softly Cyra did not hear too clearly with Naqi's call.

"Mas Naqi call Cyra?" cyra asked with a voice no less small.

Naqi nodded, "Ra, tell me I have to do what Ra is, let you excuse my mistake Ra. I am the most foolish man in the world to leave his wife for another woman. My law is Ra, any law is the law, but I beg you to forgive me Ra and give me the chance to repeat everything. Tell me what to do Ra so you can be like the old Cyra, the loving Cyra and the love I have with all your misgivings. I miss your fad Ra." Naqi couldn't stand all her feelings, she wanted to be honest with her feelings so Cyra could also know that her feelings from long ago until now had not changed, and that they were growing continuously.

"Mas, from the beginning Cyra had said the same Mas Naqi. Cyra had already pardoned Mas Naqi, even with Mba Rania, Cyra had forgiven even though Cyra had never met Mba Rania, but by God Cyra had forgiven him and not a bit of grudge with Mba Rania or Mas Naqi. Cyra chose to forgive you even before Mas apologized because Cyra did not want Cyra's heart filled with hatred, Cyra wanted to live without any kind of grudge. Cyra had forgiven Mas Naqi long ago there was no grudge and hatred in Cyra's heart, really. And the matter of Cyra taking care of Mas Naqi now, not just because Cyra is still in love and wants us to be together again. This was all because Cyra wanted to express her gratitude with Mas Naqi who was willing to sacrifice Mas Naqi's body to this extent in order to protect Cyra." Cyra seemed to catch her breath and spoke very slowly and clearly so that Naqi would not be mistaken for her kindness.

"And about punishment or what Mas Naqi said just now. Cyra didn't deserve to do all that, because the one who deserved the punishment or whatever it was was was just God, only God had the right to do that. Cyra just asks Mas Naqi, let us live this life destiny as it should. If indeed we still have a soul mate line, let it grow by itself. Follow how the process Mas, make it more natural, and of course let it be more valuable. Because Cyra saw in our relationship that our relationship was not valuable at all. Neither Cyra nor Mas Naqi were willing to fight for what belonged to him. Cyra wants if we have a mate again then we really want to fight until the end of what is rightfully ours" Cyra said in a trembling voice. Cyra does not cry or be disappointed with the way life has passed, she only regrets her mistakes first, where Cyra also did not want to fight for her love because of the high prestige in her life. Cyra at the age of nineteen years old is certainly selfish and the prestige is still equally large with Naqi and Rania so that Cyra is also fair with the failure of his household first. At the moment Cyra is trying to be an adult where she is not nineteen anymore. Cyra also hopes Naqi can be more assertive with his desperation and no longer tempted with girls who are more beautiful than his pairs. Faithful is the key to keep the relationship going well until old together.