Don't despise my Shortcomings
Source of Power

After Cyra told her fans that she was in good shape. Naqi became happy after Cyra returned to social media, Naqi did not know Cyra was in which hemisphere, but did not know, but after the news that Cyra will be active again in his social media it makes Naqi so excited again. At least he could see that Cyra was fine.

Not much different from Cyra there was a feeling of what was clear he was excited back after getting a message from Naqi. But Cyra did not want to be too hopeful in his heart there was still a great disappointment with the treatment of Naqi tepo last. So that he still limited his heart to expect more that what Naqi wrote on his message to be true.

The days that Naqi went through were increasingly colorful and with a new spirit, it was all because of Cyra his ex-wife who had been making his days crumble and dark as if without direction, now at least it has been given the news so that Naqi has a new spirit for this remaining path of his life.

Cyra is not Naqi's first love but, her feelings with Cyra are very different. Her happiness is amazing even though just knowing that Cyra is online in her instagram Naqi is already amazingly happy. She is even willing to create a fake account to be able to say hello to Cyra, without Cyra knowing that the owner of the account is her ex-husband who has regretted his debts and now only expects himself to return. Until the happy end, they can return to life under one roof with the happiness they create.

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Two months have passed, since Cyra's last post to this second has not given any more news. But did not discourage Naqi, he still kept the spirit waiting for the notif of the idol of his heart.

Today is the day that awaits from the long wait, where today the determination of the results of a long and quite melted mommy operation, there is even no beloved daughter who always gives encouragement. Mommy had given up and did not want to continue with the grueling course of treatment. After fighting until the last blood point finally the difficult period will soon be passed.

"Are you ready for Ra to know the results of Ezah's surgery?" mr. Kim asked Cyra who even looked very anxious on Cyra's face. Since morning greet, and the doctor reported that today there is an opening of bandages to find out whether or not the surgery was done mommy. Not only was it possible that this was Mr. Kim's greeting in a soft voice, usually he would be cold and very annoying in Cyra's eyes. Everything Cyra does will go wrong in Mr. Kim's eyes. Well, from the first time Cyra came to this second Mr. Kim was still cold and did not show his friendly side. Although Cyra sometimes gave up greeting first and always tried to familiarize himself, but the refrigerator man was always cold and frozen.

Cyra just nodded by biting her lower lip, her anxiety she could not avoid. Though all the prayers he has been reciting so that his heart is calm and not anxious, surely the doctor has worked very professionally and did his best, but fear and anxiety always accompany the feelings of Cyra.

"You don't have to be afraid, the doctor who overcomes your mommy is the best doctor, the chances of failure are very small, so what are you afraid of again. Don't be afraid of anything else, 'cause everything's gonna be okay." Mr. Kim encouraged Cyra to go back inside and accompany her mommy.

"But what if that small possibility is exactly what happened. How if to fail and momy's efforts in vain. The pain that momy felt could not provide healing?" Cyra's mind was filled with anxiety that made him not excited. He wanted to go to different parts of the earth, and disappeared for a moment until he knew the results of the operation that was carried out by mommy Ezah successfully.

Cyra also shed tears, he did not even know how the face of his papa and he buried where? Every time Cyra remembers that, she is sad again. Imagine how terrible it used to be papah'nya believers who could finish his papah'nya for a treasure that papah'nya have.

Cyra wiped her tears and developed her smile. "Cyra has to be strong, Cyra has to be as strong as momy. Surely momy is more stubborn than Cyra, but momy does not give up, let's spirit Cyra you can certainly." Cyra encourages herself inside.

After he arranged his lust and now no longer seen the concussion in Cyra's body, the girl who was now almost twenty years old also opened the door of her momy's room slowly. For fear of disturbing momy who is either sleeping or is actually praying and anxious expectations, as Cyra feels. Mr Kim followed behind Cyra.

At least Cyra wasn't as upset as before. Cyra sat down at her favorite spot next to her momi' where she used to look at momy's still very pretty face.

"Ra, is that you dear?" mamih asked by moving her hand looking for her daughter's whereabouts. It turns out that momy is not sleeping but is praying according to Cyra's second guess.

"Yes Mom, this is Cyra, mommy's daughter does mommy need help from Cyra?" cyra asked trying not to look sad.

Momy shook her throat. "You're not going anywhere, baby. Temanin momy continue well, do not stay mommy," said momy Ezah with a vibrating voice and their fingers holding each other.

"Mom, Cyra will not leave mommy, whatever the result Cyra will continue to accompany momy. Momy is a source of strength for Cyra, so Cyra won't leave momy, we'll always be together for good," cyra replied in a firm voice indicating that she was very confident that she would not leave her momy'nya under any circumstances.

Mommy Ezah smiles proudly when her daughter is always beside her, and always gives encouragement for her power source.