Don't despise my Shortcomings
Dilanda Kebisuan

The Rania Apartment...

Naqi carried her bag and suitcase with a listless look, extremely lethargic. I don't even know how many people collided with him. That was because Naqi did not see the way. It was even as if both of his eyes were just as a display on his face.

Naqi opened the door to Rania's room, where there was still Sam accompanying Rania.

"Where is everything Qi?" dear Sam, he was very curious what happened. What decision did Naqi receive from all of them. How did his family react? Then Cyra, maybe this is the info that Sam was waiting for from Naqi.

"As you think. Everything is angry, there is no hope to be repaired," Naqi said by grabbing her hair with both palms of her hands.

Rania who saw was pitying, but she also really did not know how to. What Rania thinks is that she only billed Cyra's promise, and Naqi's promise. If they didn't promise him, Rania wouldn't charge him either.

Rania pretends to cover her ears with this, because she feels innocent. He simply asked for the promise that Cyra and Naqi made, to be kept. It was just that.

"So you and Cyra are completely separated? Grandpa loe is angry about this?" Sam can still ask with this, which is clear his answer must be Grandpa angry even not only angry, he also crossed Naqi from the list of heirs and his fate is the same as Luson, his papa. Existing but not considered.

"How can you still ask Grandpa how he reacted? Loe the sinter Sam, of course you know how angry Mr. Latif, people who have power when angry, others who retaliate. For Grandpa there is still compassion for me so that Grandpa just menggehajar Both cheeks, and also crossed the list of Heirs, living as if dead. Do you know what it feels like? I feel like that right now." Naqi did not care about Rania how she felt. He also has a feeling where his heart is broken, lost direction but can not do anything.

Ok, from Naqi's answer of course Sam knows, that he is not okay. Sam was unwilling to add to Naqi's mind complexity. He also chose to go home anyway talking Naqi was not to be disturbed.

"That's why I'm going home Qi, Nia. Loe quickly healed well Nia. Promise when you are in your hometown your mother must continue to undergo treatment. Your pain, still very big chance to heal so do not give up. Remember that dark must be bright." Sam gives a cheer to Rania. Well Sam knows he shouldn't blame each other.

"Thank you Sam, I promise I'll keep trying to heal." Rania retaliates so Sam doesn't keep worrying about her. Although he was not sure he would be healed.

While Naqi did not respond he still lowered his head with both hands still grabbing his hair, both eyeballs were closed and he was in a sitting position on the sofa.

Sam without waiting for an answer from Naqi straight out of Rania's apartment.

Rania actually wanted to ask Naqi what happened, but Rania was afraid that Naqi would be angry.

So Rania undoes her intentions. He returned to his body and tried to close his eyes. Although Rania has done it several times but still can not, she is still awake.

Naqi was the same, she spread her body on the sofa and her hands were folded to cover her eyes. His mind was too furious that he did not want any chatter. Naqi wanted to rest, even though he tried in vain to close his eyes, because he was still thinking about Cyra. Maybe if he is not ashamed of the same gender he has been crying since.

It felt like Naqi wanted to disappear from the surface of the earth. Somehow he passed his days later with Rania. Will it be the same as Cyra or better? Or even worse?

Uhh... Naqi groaned and pulled back her hair with both hands. Rania actually heard everything, but she did not dare to approach Naqi. Until the two sons of man, now like people who do not know each other.

*****

Meta was very confused by Cyra's reaction when he saw Fifah.

"Cin you know Fifah?" re-question Meta, when the first question did not get an answer from Cyra, but instead Cyra cried. Meta actually knows the answer. That Cyra knew Fifah, but when it wasn't Cyra's own mouth that said it he felt less sure. Meta is also confused if they know each other and what is their relationship?

Cyra nodded weakly, but her tears were still flowing, Cyra recalled all the memories regarding her family.

"What happened to my family, why did Kak Fifah experience something like this, did Papah not know that Kak Fifah experienced all this, Mamah Daima how? Isn't Brother Fifah their favorite child?" Cyra was still sculpting, in her heart filled with many questions.

Cyra forgot his promise just now with Cyra he walked slowly towards Fifah. Cyra sat next to Fifah, rubbing Fifah's face, which still had bruises on it.

"Sister... Why is this sister like this? What does Cyra not know about you? Why does Cyra feel alien to you?" lirih Cyra she sobbed back.

Fifah who felt someone was caressing him and crying also opened his eyes. Fifah blinked his eyeballs many times.

"Cyra?... Is this you Cyra?" ask Fifah he thought this was just a dream.

"Sister, what happened why is Brother like this? Papah how? Mamma?" Cyra was certainly worried about all the members of her family. Although Cyra was tortured and sold by her Papa. Cyra was not angry with her Papa, and with her family, but she was also worried about their news. How they are at the moment.

While Meta he sculpted, confused. Meta is confused between happy or sad. Why the two women he protected were kaka's sisters.

"Ra our family is devastated, there's a lot that Brother wants to tell you about. Where do you get confused too? Do you want to excuse us who have been evil with your family, Papah is now receiving punishment. I am also receiving the same punishment and Mamah did not escape the punishment. Even though Mama and I don't know what happened to everything, but I'm willing to go through all this, just so you'll forgive me." Fifah sobbing. He held both hands of Cyra which Cyra actually seemed dumb not knowing with the words of Fifah.

"You don't know anything that's happened to our family?" ask Fifah, also confused. He thought Mr. Latif had told him all the facts about Cyra's family and his family.

So Fifah thought Cyra would be angry with him and at his mother and father. But it seems that Mr. Latif is still keeping everything a secret.

Fifah seems confused, should he be honest with Cyra with the condition of his family. Or just let Cyra stay ignorant with everything and her family stay safe. Assuming that they are indeed family as Cyra knew.

#The quarrel between sister and brother was very reasonable. A second ago claws and paws, a second later they improved, that's how good it is. His name is sodara without quarreling it feels less gereget. Maybe just as rich Cyra and Fifah, hopefully Fifah and Cyra can strengthen each other. Don't stab each other for something unimportant.