Don't despise my Shortcomings

Don't despise my Shortcomings
Falling Fruits Are Not Far From The Tree


Naqi, after neutralizing her feelings, entered her family home. As if the arrival is waiting for, once entering Naqi has been welcomed by Grandpa, Mamih and Qari, but wait where is Cyra? Well only Cyra who is not there to welcome his return.


The faces filled with anger and disappointment were clearly visible from the three members of his family, especially his Grandfather.


"Well remember you came home? Grandpa thought you were different from Luson, but it turns out that the fallen fruit was not far from the tree. What do you want now?" Grandfather stood up and walked towards Naqi.


While Mamih was using her right hand as her head support, it felt like she wanted to disappear from a situation like this. Perhaps that's what mamih felt, he could not teach his son to model his papa, but it seems they were eleven twelve.


Qari actually looks more relaxed, maybe he thinks in front of him just ekting, or regular practice for a performance of art.


Cyra who also just got home and got out of the taxi was shocked, when she saw Naqi's car in the yard.


"Mas Naqi has returned." Cyra did not deny that there was happiness in her heart, when she found out that her husband had returned to the house, at least there was hope to see Naqi again, even though she did not know what Naqi was going home for. Cyra stepped even faster to get inside the house to meet Naqi, many questions she wanted to ask. But not yet inside, Cyra had already heard the commotion. He held his chest, he knew that the inhabitants of this house were not okay, there was a war going on in there. Especially Mr. Latif looks very angry. Cyra slows down, its nets may even be slower than a snail's.


In the house Naqi was silent, not answering his grandfather's questions, whether he was too afraid, or too underestimated his grandfather's anger.


"What do you mean, to meet that woman? It turns out that you haven't ended your relationship all along? You always use Cyra as a tool so that you can still meet that woman, where is your heart Naqi? Aren't you thinking about how Cyra feels?" Grandfather continued to search Naqi with questions that Naqi himself had difficulty answering.


"I'm sorry Naqi, Kek. Naqi also did not want to be in this position." Naqi paused his words, it was because of grandfather who was getting emotional.


"I'm sorry? I'm sorry you said, after you played the wedding, can you still say sorry? Apologies don't deserve Naqi. Now Grandpa asks what do you want? What's in your brain until you lose your mind like this?" Grandpa's voice was rising.


"Naqi will choose Rania, because now he needs Naqi more....


Plaque.. plaque. Causing her cheeks to heat and redden.


While Cyra behind the door could not stem her tears she pecked like an unconscious mannequin her tears had flooded her cheeks. His heart has been broken. Destroyed formless, he thought Naqi would come home to mend his relationship, even though his heart had broken, but Cyra would try to forgive and forget the events that had passed, but after hearing Naqi's words just now, Cyra would try to forgive and forget the events that had passed, he doesn't know which to forgive, he can't forget everything. At once his memory revolved around Naqi's mistakes. Her chest rumbled to join her husband. But Cyra could not do it, not out of fear, but his lips were instantly stiff, his body could not move so shocked to hear Naqi's words. He thought Naqi was in love with him, it turned out that he was nothing but a halfway house for Naqi.


Mamih could only cry, she knew how Cyra was feeling. Because Cyra's fate is a picture of her, but Mamih no longer cares about her husband, she survives in this house because of her father-in-law and her children.


Qari she did not cry, but her heart immediately hated her brother. The brother who in his heart he set an example, but instead exemplifies a disgusting thing. Playing the Hajj with Tuhanya.


"Grandfather, I chose Rania for her reason, she's sick. She no longer cares about him. He just needs me now. I can't bear to leave her, Cake." Naqi tried to ask Grandpa for understanding at least so that grandfather knew the basis for choosing Rania.


"What is this Naqi. You can't leave Rania because you're sick? But you can leave your wife and make her sick? You are crazy, yeah. You'reinsane. You better get out of here. I don't need a crazy granddaughter in this house." Grandfather was already completely disappointed with Naqi. Indeed, basically Luson also left because of the grandfather who kicked him out, so Naqi will get the same treatment, if he makes him disappointed. It had already succeeded Naqi in doing so, so it was natural for grandfather to do that to his grandson as well.


Naqi could not defend himself anymore, so he went up to his room to pick up his clothes and some valuables that he could use to fulfill his needs. Cyra was sitting on the floor crying, hiding her face behind the folds of her legs. He did not dare to enter the house, so Cyra chose to wait outside the house.


It didn't take long for Naqi to come back down with the bag containing his clothes.


"Pardon Naqi, if Naqi makes Mamih disappointed, Naqi will always love Mamih." Naqi squatted on the floor while Mamih sat on the sofa.


Mama answered nothing. Mamih could only cry and hide her face, her disappointment was already very deep. He thought he had failed to educate his son.


Not getting an answer from Mamih now Naqi turned to Qari.


"De, Brother take care of the family, especially Mamih, take care of Mamih. Sorry you let you down. You can't set a good example with your marriage. You're right Brother and Cyra's marriage is just a game, which at any time can end." Naqi recalled all of his sister's words.


"Hemzz...." Only Deheman came out of Qari's lips I don't know what it means.


"Don't forget you divorced Cyra, she needs reassurance, too. He needs a new life." Before going to work, Grandpa reminds Naqi to divorce Cyra.


After that grandfather left Naqi, he thought he was too dizzy to face his grandson. He wondered why his children and grandchildren could have such disgusting nature. While he himself let alone have a lover other than his wife. He was left dead since young alone can not forget their love. Even Grandfather promised not to marry again until death came to him. Not to forget he also prayed to meet again in his paradise God later.


But it is inversely proportional to the child, his grandson. It is as if they were not born of a woman, which they easily hurt women for the sake of other women.


Naqi finally stepped out of Cyra's house now outside her tears and stood up as if nothing had happened, but he forgot his puffy eyes could not lie that he had been crying over his fate.


Naqi who knew that Cyra was outside was shocked. Naqi drew closer to Cyra. She hugged Cyra. Cyra just sculpted can not avoid anymore, but also not because it is happy to be embraced by the man who soon became her ex-husband.


"I'm sorry, I finally realized your worst nightmare. I'm the worst person you've ever known. I did this because Rania was sick, she was very sick and had no one else. I'm all he's got. He's not as strong as you. His heart and physique are so weak I cannot bear to leave him. I'm not letting you go because I don't love you. You're the woman I love, even you've made me love you. But I can't have you either, because you will definitely be sick with my decision. You deserve to be happy, with people who can make you happy, and accept you for who you are. Promise Cyra you'll be happy with whoever it is. I'm sorry I haven't been a good husband. I always hurt you." Naqi held back her tent. Then he took off his wound on Cyra. When it finds out that Cyra didn't respond to anything. Even tears were no longer out of the corner of her eyes.