Don't despise my Shortcomings
Tergiversate

Naqi placed Cyra's body in bed very carefully.

"You sleep, don't think too much, and about Rania, let me take care of it. You get enough rest and get your body back." Naqi advised Cyra.

"Yes, Mas. Thank you for everything I've done, I won't forget Mas's kindness to me" Cyra replied, tearfully. Only this time she was treated this softly, so Cyra felt moved.

Naqi only nodded weakly, then he took out a pillow and brought it to the sova.

"Where are you going to sleep?" cyra asked in shock as Naqi refused to sleep in bed with her.

"I'll sleep on the couch, you'll sleep on the bed. I just want to calm my mind down," Naqi replied by laying down her body on the soft sova.

Cyra nodded again, maybe that's what Naqi wanted to do, just wanting to clear that thought. So Cyra let Naqi desire.

Cyra closed her eyes, began to wade through her dreams, and Naqi fell asleep.

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Sam ran after Rania who had gone further behind him. However, because Rania is wearing High heels so can not run quickly, and Sam easily overtake Rania.

"Wait for Na, you don't kidnap gini dong," Sam pulled Rania's hand to stop running.

"Keanakan, you say childish? You are the same as judging girls because of their elegance. You defend that girl and corner me. Make him big-headed and deliberately attract your attention let me be blamed. I can read his innocence is just a mask for him, so he can get a sympathy from you." Rania spilled all the weight on her chest, the tightness on her chest she spilled on Sam.

"I'm sorry that Naqi and I made your heart ache, but I just want you to not judge people before you know them" Sam replied in a very soft tone.

"I don't need to know him, because if I knew him then my otak was washed with the boy, just like you guys who have been brainwashed so whatever mistake he made you easily forgive him and make other people the cause of the mistakes he made" Rania murmured, as if very disgusted with Cyra.

Sam closed his eyes and took a deep breath, it felt like he would not win when talking to Rania, because Rania was stubborn, and also did not want to budge.

"Yes yu we go home every day, the more the night, not good to see with others. Later it is thought that we are a couple who again fight," Sam told Rania by holding his hand.

"Let go," Rania pulled her hand making Sam's hand grip slip. "Let me go home alone, I can take a taxi home, please loe go home alone," drove Rania, who was reluctant to go home with Sam.

"Na, it's late at night, anyways Taxi where there are those who enter the elite gini complex, there you have to walk until the front door of the housing there can only be a taxi. Later you cape, your legs blister, where you wear gini heels." Sam tries to seduce Rania, so as to shrink her ego a little and want to follow her saranya. Sam has also cape work plus facing Rania, it feels really sad at the end of his head.

"Why Naqi feels so at home is the same stubborn rich chick she is. I had only spent a few hours just as he felt like he was waving a white flag," Naqi's mind was anxious about Rania's behavior.

Rania was silent for a moment digesting Sam's words. "Yes, I've come with you home, but I don't want you to talk about the pompous chick later" threatened Rania.

"Yes I promise, besides I also cape Na, actually if not kasian same Cyra I lazy here, but my profession as a doctor. I have to be ready for a sudden call like this, so inevitably I have to put aside my fatigue and go to Cyra to treat the wound" Sam said.

Rania refused to reply to Sam's words she only glanced carelessly in response to Sam's rant.

*****

Ah....

Pl-please...

Pl-please...

Don't force me. I did not intentionally forgive.... Forgive Mister.."

Cyra was poking around with concocting words that seemed like she had a nightmare.

"Bec.... Ra. wake up. You dream, wake up." Naqi shook Cyra's shoulder to wake up.

Naqi also looked at Cyra who was sweating like she had been in a marathon running race.

"Ra... Let's wake up what dream are you?" Naqi is still trying to wake Cyra up, because Cyra's tumben is difficult to wake up. Though usually he is most sensitive when sleeping, hearing the door opened as he can wake up, but this time it is difficult to wake up.

Cyra awoke when Naqi again called out her name. He spread his eyes out in all directions, as if he was very frightened with a pale face and a slightly decapitated hunting breath.

"You why? What dreams?" asked Naqi gently.

However, Cyra cried covering her face with both hands.

"That dream, that dream is back again" Cyra said.

"What dream is it? You can tell me who knows you can be a little relieved" Naqi said, rubbing Cyra's shoulder gently.

"I had a dream a few times before, but that was when I was a kid. And now the dream is coming again, I'm afraid." Cyra looked very scared.

"You don't be afraid of me, you can tell me what you saw in your dream." Naqi again persuaded Cyra to tell her dream, and also she was certainly curious about what Cyra dreamed of.

"When I was a child I played hide and seek with Sister Fifah, but I was lost in the room in my father's room. In the room it was very dark and also silent as if there were no signs of people inside. However, I found the former food plate as if someone had deliberately put it down. When I'm gonna find out, get in the other room. Dad found me, and from there I was sentenced not to go into my room. Not only me, everyone no one was allowed into my father's room and it's valid until now." Cyra paused for a moment and took a deep breath, calming her tight-faced heart.

"Since that incident I've been dreaming. I went back into the room, and managed to sneak up on one of the rooms, which turned out to be its inhabitants. A beautiful woman but she is just like me has a genetic disorder so has no hair. However, when I was about to approach again father found me and punished me by hitting me not only I was the one that father beat but the woman was also the one I beat until it bled." Cyra could not continue her story, so she cried when she remembered her dream.

Naqi drew closer to Cyra and hugged her.

"Don't be sad, one day we'll find out about your father, I suspect your father too. Now heal your body so you can figure out the meaning of your dream. Ok." Naqi rubbed the tears dripping down Cyra's cheek.

"What has Mr Kifayat been hiding all this time? Why is life so mysterious?" naqi murmured in heart.

Seriate...

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