Don't despise my Shortcomings
The Terrible Doctor

Naqi tried to listen to the advice of the grandfather, although in his heart he was determined to still look for Cyra, just maybe not overtly like this so as to provoke the anger of the grandfather again. Naqi had to start setting up a strategy so that grandfather and the others did not know what he was planning.

"Yes Kek, sorry Naqi, Naqi is too ambitious and too sorry and feels guilty about all this so Naqi does not seem to know what Naqi is doing. In the future Naqi will be more careful again Kek, when taking decisions Naqi will not repeat the same thing," said Naqi who did not want to make grandfather continue to anger Naqi. Well, Naqi is taking Mr. Latif's heart again, taking Mr. Latif's trust, becoming the Naqi he once was. Naqi is authoritative, but still she will secretly continue to search for Cyra.

After Naqi openly felt that everyone was covering up Cyra's existence, Naqi now had to use subtle means. Well, move like a comrade to knock out the opponent. Naqi is not too stupid to be lied to by the word do not know, and so forth just to make Naqi blush and not look for Cyra anymore.

Naqi just needed to calm down and extract information from the people closest to him. Since the most difficult enemy to conquer is also the closest person, they will easily know your movements so they will use other steps to find safety before you attack. That was what Naqi had in mind.

"You eat so dear, you need energy," said Mamih attentively, mamih did not want Naqi to fall ill from too many thoughts lately.

"No need Mih, Naqi is not hungry," Naqi refused he wanted to rush to rest and it was possible that he could meet Cyra even in dreamland.

"A little bit of Naqi, for the sake of your health." Mamih patiently always tried to persuade Naqi.

"Naqi, eat, don't make your mamih mind, don't pity you all this time make your mamih mind the problem you make continues." Grandfather with his barithic voice asked Naqi to eat. Because he knew that only he could make Naqi follow the words of Qanita.

"Naqi eat." Naqi lazily and very dispiritedly continued walking to the dining table.

Qari was always going to be in opposition to the words of anyone including grandfather. Since Naqi returned home to see Qari change he is now more educated about his behavior. So that Naqi who has always been obedient to the rules of the grandfather feels embarrassed when exemplifying things that are no longer good to his sister.

They finally ate dinner peacefully and without talking to each other, well want to talk what else after all Naqi also thought it was still semrawud.

After dinner Naqi said goodbye first, even he only ate very, very little.

"Mih, Kek, Naqi wants to go to the room first. Pengin hurriedly rest. Naqi too without waiting for an answer went first into his room. Though both grandfather and mamih want to pursue the condition of Rania, but it seems Naqi does not know the condition of Rania.

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Morning in Rania's nursery....

Adam who wants to check how Rania condition after being given intensive care to improve and ready to undergo a series of operations for the second time.

Rania is still curled under her blanket, her condition is getting more concern, right said Sam, Rania already has no spirit of life. Adam saw that Rania's breakfast was still intact even though it was ten o'clock past but even the ration of hope had not been opened at all.

"Didn't he have breakfast?" inwardly Adam, a second later Adam looked for the figure that Sam said yesterday that he was his papih. "Where is the man that he did not accompany Rania," murmured Adam again.

Rania was not sleeping but she was daydreaming so that no one could enter Rania's room.

Ehemz... Adam finally cleared his throat when he had been standing there for a long time but indeed Rania did not respond. Rania who just realized there were people who came also immediately looked back.

"There's complaints?" adam asked, maybe Rania was crying because of her pain.

"No Doc, it's better" replied Rania, but her eyes did not dare to look at Adam, while Adam was the opposite since her eyes looked at Rania watching every move of Rania.

Adam put a book, to accompany Rania so as not to get bored, "Janga mostly dumb, read these books all teach us to surrender to God and how to improve ourselves. Man is the wrong place and no man is perfect, keep learning from mistakes and start improving yourself. Don't let anger and despair take hold of you. Begin to feel free and organize a new life so that there are no regrets in the future." Adam was finally able to give his initial advice to greet Rania only reluctantly, but after seeing how messed up Rania's life was, Adam did not have the heart.

"Thank you for the advice, doc."

"By the way where's your papih?" adam asked as his eyes watched every corner of the room did not escape nor did Adam look into the bathroom.

"So, he was allowed to go home for a while," replied Rania he was not after the first who wanted to tell a long story, even things Rania dime want to tell, this time more visible closed.

Adam just nodded then he checked the overall condition of Rania. "Tomorrow to take action, ready?" adam asked the sisters to record each of Rania's examination results.

Again Rania nodded indicating that she was ready. After all the examination was done on Rania, Adam asked the sisters to come out first because Adam still felt he had business with Rania Although Rania, already had no business whatsoever.

"Aren't you having breakfast?" adam asked when he saw that Rania's breakfast ration was still intact and not even opened at all.

"Oh.. don't get hungry Doc," answered Rania suddenly agitated, which was like a thief caught stealing.

"Not hungry? Indeed, the sick person's appetite will disappear Nia, you will be sick not recently you should have known dong with this condition. You must be ready and still have to force food for your health. When do you want to punish your body? What is it about the mistakes you make, you want to punish your body that doesn't know anything?" adam asked in a high voice and sounded very terrible.

Rania shook her head, and her eyes were already glazed over.

Adam actually felt bad about his words that might look like scolding Rania, but Adam did that just so that Rania knows herself and do not continue to torture her body by not eating do not want to undergo treatment and others it will just add to her mind.

"You must eat, do not torment your body for your selfishness. Everything will not be okay if you do all that. The existing one will arise new pain and will further trouble the other." Adam takes Rania's breakfast ration from the hospital which is already cold. Adam opens the lid and will feed Rania.

"Let me just Doc, I can eat by myself." Rania may feel bad so she refuses Adam to bribe her.

"Can stay still, just eat, chew and then swallow! Don't protest too much!" Adam refuses Rania's request to eat alone. He would eat if only stirred up when he wanted to heal, like that Adam's mind so he refused the request of Rania, who wanted to eat alone.

Finally Rania was back resigned he just stayed to eat and chew slowly and swallow it. Several times as if Rania was about to vomit but back he swallowed it, it was because the doctor who immediately glared when Rania as if she would spit out the food she ate. Doctor sir don't be ferocious when the patient escapes....

"Udah Doc, it's not strong stomach is not good," rejected Rania, while holding her stomach that is always nauseous when there is food that goes into it, Rania closed her mouth when Adam offered a spoon filled with rice and side dishes even though Rania had just eaten a few mouthfuls of bribes and each swallowed food as if to vomit.

"That's because you can't eat, later if you continue even more severe pain. You should try to eat even a little." Adam did stop, did not feed Rania anymore, but her mouth was always noisy advising what the danger was when Rania who always did not want to eat. Rania nodded every time Adam advised her.