Don't despise my Shortcomings
Cyra's sorrow

Cyra cried a mouthful under the cold water. He was crying not because of the new physical strength done by his papa. For Cyra the pain in his body was common, especially during this one year. Papah was like an infidelity man, blindly beating Cyra when Cyra refused his papal will.

Papa's only wish is one, Cyra soon gets married and gets out of their house. Surely those whose fathers are betrothed are the rich, but they are far above Cyra, and some even have wives.

Of course Cyra refused, and the way to reject it was Cyra to open the hijab in front of her future husband, so that they would retreat by themselves. They do not want to have a wife who has a deficiency, bald. Maybe they're embarrassed.

So he got angry and hit Cyra. But Cyra insisted on marrying the person who knew the lack, so they would accept all without feeling disappointed, because they felt they had been lied to.

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A week ago Cyra was proposed by a wealthy family of big company owners, because of the shaky papah business. Papah received the proposal of the Naqi family, with the Naqi family presentation will provide an injection of funds so that the papah business does not go out of business.

Cyra is determined to do the same, as before opening her hijab so that Naqi knows Cyra's shortcomings, and withdraws from this matchmaking. But before Cyra managed to thwart the first meeting with Naqi that night, Papah already knew it and it made Papah again angry.

It's been 5 days since Cyra's engagement night, she's always been tortured. The reason is because Cyra insisted that she would show negligence to her future husband. I don't know how many wounds on Cyra's body were caused by the destruction of his papa.

Tomorrow is Cyra's wedding, and tonight the papah threatens Cyra, initially Cyra refuses and insists on being honest, but the papah drags Cyra to the bathroom, and flushes Cyra's body with hot water from the Shower, it caused Cyra's back to blister. Not until there Cyra was also pushed to hit the table wall so that the temple was bleeding.

I don't know what Cyra looked like at that time swollen lips and blood-sucking lips due to a slap, a temple that was torn because it hit the end of the table. blistering back and lash scars for 5 days yesterday have not dried up.

"Well, why don't you take my life, why God" said Cyra, lamenting her terrible fate.

"Prepare yourself for tomorrow, do not make the slightest mistake, at least until Ijab kobul is finished!! If you are legally a husband and wife, please let everyone know with your shortcomings. At least by the time it happened you were no longer my responsibility" cried Papah in front of Cyra's face.

Next papah went to let Cyra cry as much.

"I'm actually their real child, right?" the question that always crosses Cyra's mind, because the treatment of her family seems very inversely proportional to most families out there.

Since childhood, Cyra has always received different treatment from her brother. Starting from education, freedom, love, and work make Cyra jealous of Afifah kaka Cyra who is now 21 years old.

Afifah who was released from school, even Afifah school is an elite school, while Cyra is not allowed to continue school, and when Cyra school, he is only in a normal school away from the elite.

Afifah when the birthday will be celebrated festively, even renting a restaurant and so on, while Cyra has never felt the birthday celebration of a candle with family members never, ever, moreover, as Afifah may only be in Cyra's dream.

Afifah when eating is always allowed to join papah, and mamahnya, while Cyra eat in the room and the menu is the most tempeh or tofu, cyra does not know what good food is out there, what is it, and how racial.

Afifahs are never allowed to do homework, while Cyra is required to help the maids clean the house every day.

Afifah who was allowed to leave the house at will, as if Cyra never knew the outside world, his life only in the neighborhood of his home. You could say Cyra was like being locked up in a Golden cage, not knowing what a tall building mole was. Cyra knows the outside world only from the TV and HP belonging to Aqila, one of the maids who are the same age as Cyra. if Cyra mah boro-boro has HP money Ajah Cyra does not have. Because both of his parents did not give it.

In addition to the above treatment, one year Cyra got physical violence.

For some reason papah Cyra insisted on marrying Cyra even though Cyra's age was still very easy 18 years, even the country suggested getting married over 20 years.

However, little information about her family makes Cyra have trouble finding information about the origin of her family.

As intentional information about the family closed as much as possible, the maids in this house were no more than 3 years so the stories of the maids usually help information. Different in ruamah Cyra maid always replaced every work for 3 years.

"Non opened the door," Aqila knocked on the door quietly, whispering for Cyra to open the bathroom door.

"Open up La, the door I didn't lock," Cyra replied with a trembling voice holding back the cold.

Qila opened the bathroom door very slowly.

"Yes Allah non, what happened." cried Qila was shocked by Cyra's condition which was very alarming. Without feeling, Qila ran towards Cyra looking at the shower that had lit up, flashing Cyra's half-naked body.

Qila takes the towel and covers Cyra's wet body, hugging Cyra's weeping fate. Cyra, who had been crying, shed her tears.

"Non this has gone too far" isak Qila saw the wound on Cyra's body. In fact, almost every smooth body of Cyra is now filled with wounds.

"I have to how La, even the one who cares about my condition in this house is only you. Others are just spectators, afraid they will be fired if they help me." Cyra said.

Indeed, in fact the maids, no one dared to help Cyra when he was being dianiyaya by his parents, even Afifah also often ruled oppressive as he pleased Cyra.

Actually, Aqila was afraid that if he was found to help Cyra he would be fired. But all this time he had never been caught when he secretly sneaked into Cyra's room to treat Cyra's wounds, even seing Qila sneaked in just to share the story between them, surely when the people in this house are on the go.

"Come on Non" Aqila hired Cyra to the room and she would treat her wounds.

Cyra followed Qila, already resigned. He sat on the edge of the bed, and waited for Qila who was taking the drugs that Qila deliberately kept in Cyra's room, because every night he would help Cyra treat her wounds.

"Change clothes first yeah," said Qila while thrusting a pair of interiors.

Cyra did not wear clothes only using a pair of women's underwear, because of her blistering shoulders and the number of lash scars that had not dried.

"Maybe this will hurt a little" Qila said by applying a burn reliever ointment, and wound medicine. Treating every wound on Cyra's body.

"Even I forgot what it was like to have La's pain, whether I could still tell which one was sick which wasn't, during this one year I routinely accepted this kind of violence," lirih Cyra with a flat face without showing any pain.

"Sickness in the body can be treated, but the pain in the heart, will not be treated," murmured Cyra in his heart.

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