Don't despise my Shortcomings
Smile to Yourself

Naqi who heard his mamih laughed when he heard the news he brought, of course Naqi was surprised. Because he will think that his mother will be sad and Naqi afraid if mamih kefikran and fall ill.

"What if Mamih knew that the papih boy was Rania, Mamih could still laugh?" inner Naqi.

[Mih, is Mamih not surprised by the news that Naqi conveyed, why even Mamih laughed as if there was no burden. Did Mamih not care so much as Papih until he heard this Mamih even laugh?] naqi asked still from the phone, and he was still in front of the ER room. Waiting for handling on Rania.

[Then Mamih must be how Naqi is. Mamih must be sad and cry over your Papih behavior. Who just do it casually even let his son anywhere. Then you hope to cry and care for them. Just ask Papih you take care of his children. Let alone Mamih who incidentally started from someone else and was made a wife. Your grandfather, whose parents, did not care about your Papih kok," replied Mamih said according to the facts. Where, when Mamih had just learned of her husband's bad behavior she was equally shocked, disappointed and asked for a divorce.

But Grandpa asked her not to divorce. Instead grandfather chose Lusan who went from his house and ignored whatever his only son did. Grandpa asked mamih to remain his son's wife, nothing else so that mamih still get the facilities of his family and also the legacy of him.

Maybe impressed matre, still maintaining marriage for material sake, even though there is no love anymore. For mamih no problem, after all Luson was never in the big family house of Mr. Latif so still like not having a husband. Most importantly, she can stay together with her children, and live happily with in-laws who already consider themselves like their own children.

[But Mamih was willing to help Naqi. This time it was Min. Naqi really wanted to give the same man a chance. So that it is not a habit to sow its seeds. So many innocent children became his victims. Including the family Naqi met. Where her real mother died. He now lives with his host family.] Naqi tried to make up a story to be pityed and would help her.

[Mamih could have helped you, but mamih ko suspects why you suddenly care about others, especially this person the child of your Papih. Who is that kid? What does that mean to you Naqi?" ask Mamih in full search.

Naqi was more confused, Naqi admitted that mamih is not easy to be fooled, he thought too critical with sensitive things. "This is not concerned with Papih's son, but Naqi wants to teach Luson a lesson in order for her to repent. Age is old. How many children are born without knowing who the father is. How many children would come to Naqi and could come just as mamih claimed to be Luson's child. Naqi fed up Mih. Naqi must make the man a deterrent. If Naqi let it keep getting more and more smena-mena him. Just be careful if he comes home with family, when he is sick," Naqi said furiously.

Though in the past Naqi was familiar with papihnya, and papihnya also supports relations with Rania. The only person who supports her relationship with Rania is her papih. Well, though papih never met Rania in person. Papih knows Rania from Naqi who often tells stories. But from today Naqi became very resentful of his papih.

[Hemz.it's good that you have such a plan. Indeed Papih you should be given a lesson. Let him know how to be a victim. Mamih knows very well those who are victims of your papih. They must be sad, confused, and disappointed. What else their children do not know anything but have to feel the impact as well. Mamih will help find out to your grandfather where your Papih is.] In the end, she followed Naqi's will.

After talking long enough with mamih discussing what is not too important and also while eliminating the saturation of Naqi waiting for Rania to get handling in the ER room, he said, Naqi used that waiting time to get some news with her mamih.

Naqi doesn't even know what happened to Cyra yet, but Naqi is still very confident and hopeful that he can improve his relationship with his wife.

After a long chat with mamih, Naqi also said goodbye to mamih on the grounds that Rania was sick. That's not reason but reality. In fact, Rania is also sick.

Mamih also wanted to go straight to Grandpa and ask about Luson.

Once the phone connection is disconnected.

Naqi breathed in and slowly nodded. "Hah.. relieved Mamih finally wanted to help find where Luson was." Naqi muttered in his bath he was completely relieved. "It's a step away from his business with Luson and Rania finished Naqi will go home and apologize to grandfather and Cyra. I'll prove there's no more barrier to our love. Wait for Cyra! Mas will improve our relationship," Naqi's inner self as she tilted with a smile.

Just imagining that he would be together with Cyra alone would feel incredibly happy. "What is this feeling of real love. Why is my heart so happy when I imagine that I will live with Cyra. Why can I even imagine Cyra's face laughing crisply every time she manages to prank me." Naqi even in front of the ER room smiled alone.

The person who saw it might be someone who thought Naqi was stunted or even insane. But Naqi during the bodo he was busy imagining happy moments with Cyra, his bocill wife. Well the one-on-one girl who can casually prank on Naqi, a big boss.

Other girls should not be afraid to prank Naqi to shake hands they just hoot, but Cyra is different, sometimes he is ignorant, gentle, kind but not infrequently also nagging and even sulking.

"Blessed me for two years more have a love for Rania, not affection as a couple, but affection as a sister and sister." Naqi a second later turned his face sour, because of his stupidity that could not distinguish pssanganese affection and affection towards sodara.

"Ra, I miss your pranks, miss your shy smile and your red face. You wait for me. I promise as soon as my business is done. Go meet you directly. We will start something new and nothing will ever separate us again. I promise." Naqi again muttered alone and smiled. It was as if he had not seen many people pass by in front of him, and looked up at him.