Don't despise my Shortcomings
Air Mabok

Ipek after passing the air travel for approximately eleven hours now Cyra has arrived at Jeju International Airport. There too Cyra has been waiting by the confidant grandfather, all who take care of the needs of his mommy and himself later is Mr. Kim well, well, he is a person who will often be with Cyra because it is Cyra who does not know the area here, and also all the needs will be taken care of by him.

This is Cyra's first trip using the plane, mabok, and uncomfortable Cyra felt while on the plane. Maybe the people in the hospital were surprised because the new Cyra look katro. fortunately there was Miss Hana who was willing to accompany Cyra while on the plane, she said, and Cyra knew that Miss Hana was asked by her grandfather to accompany Cyra through a long journey. Cyra had not previously thought that a trip to country K would be this long.

Cyra thought the trip would take an hour or two to turn out to be more than eleven hours, and the terrible plane that Cyra was riding occurred Turbulence, Turbulence, Cyra will be a tremendous fear fortunately Miss Hana is willing to dream of Cyra and explain that it is natural and harmless.

Cyra wondered why the other friends on the plane could sleep well and eat with nikamat, while Cyra really could not sleep. He felt excessive panic when he first got on the plane and immediately with a short trip. It felt like Cyra wanted to jump out and fly by herself. Cyra didn't even prepare in advance that the trip would be this terrible. Cyra was so overconfident that he forgot that this was the first time he had tried air transport.

Though Cyra has not reached the destination, but he has thought about how later if he returns to Indonesia. "Is this all a no-land trip well, I don't think I can afford to take another plane" murmured Cyra as she held her stomach back nausea.

Cyra sat in business class where on the plane he got the best facilities, from food and so on, but because of this, Cyra was first on the plane so there was no sense of pleasure to eat or anything else. Although the food in the presawat is a food that may be super tasty and luxurious appearance, but Cyra can not enjoy all that, to taste it Cyra does not want it. All he wanted was to rush to the destination.

His stomach sucked and he could not feel the courage to ride an airplane even though he was in the business class predicted the most comfortable and most expensive class compared to others.

Cyra if you can, will choose to use land travel, because using a car or motorcycle taxi is more comfortable.

Once at the airport Cyra was waiting for by Mr. Kim, and Mis Hanna who continued to accompany Cyra, especially after Cyra who crashed, during the air travel made Cyra completely chaotic.

Mr. Kim decided that Cyra would rest first at the hotel, later if it had been meningan and the condition of his body was fresh will be continued to the largest and best hospital in the city.

Mr. Latif has really prepared the city for Cyra and her Mommy to pass through her treatment, because according to the city's grandfather famous natural beauty is very good for the healing process of his mommy'nya Cyra and also Cyra whose heart and feelings are not good at all. Cyra who in his heart was also injured because of the actions of his grandson needed to visit beautiful places such as on this island which is famous for its stunning tourist detentions.

We leave Cyra who is in a handsome opa-opa country, we return to our beloved country.

At the hospital where Rania was treated

"But that's the fact Pih, it's not that you say that the son of Nasila is your son, meaning Rania is my sodara, because Rania's mother is also called Nasila. Why even papih said as if I was making up with everything that happened. All because of you. You are the one who has ruined all your children's dreams. You know Pih, because of papih's fault, I almost married my own sister. I also left my wife who I love for Rania but in fact Rania is my sister Pih. Is Papih still willing to do the same mistake. Letting children be born without knowing who the father is? How many more children will be like Rania?" naqi snapped with a voice echoing in the room that was not how spacious it was.

Even if Naqi didn't remember this other person's room, he would've kicked off the table. Good thing he was at least aware that the items here should not be damaged because this is someone else's office.

Luson as soon as Naqi snapped in front of her face certainly knew that her son was speaking according to the facts and it was impossible for Naqi to lie. "Where is Rania now?" tanya Papih with a witty.

"Follow me!" naqi said as she stood towards Rania's room. At least let Rania know first how the face of her papa that she had wanted to meet. What Luson did after knowing the reality about Rania could change her bad habits. Hopefully he realized because of the behavior of many children who suffer one of them may be Rania. Yang Naqi feared that there would be another Rania.

Luson followed behind Naqi, but his face was still battered.

It didn't take long for Naqi to be in Rania's room. It opened the room where Rania was curled up, so it was natural that she did not heal her mind continues with her papah's behavior. Naqi came in to Rania.

"You want to know who your Papah is, don't you? This I brought for you, but please advise him to repent immediately. When he is old, what he is looking for is his family to see where he hurts his family," Naqi said deliberately with a voice made loud so that Luson heard him. But even though talking slowly Luson will hear it all because Rania's nursery room is not big so it must say slowly has been heard.

Rania turned around, where her face looked so swollen she must have cried.

Luson approached, "I'm sorry Papah, it's made you like this. You are wrong with you and your mother. Papah shouldn't have done all this, surely you're angry at all Papah well?" luson said in a soft voice, but Naqi could hear him as Naqi stood behind her eyes staring out of the hospital. He deliberately did not come out wanting to know what Luson was going to say with his brother. Let if there are words that are not in accordance with what Naqi likes can directly mebalikanya.

"Sorry from which one? You left my mother? You abandoned us or from which sir? I prayed before I followed Mom, I wanted to meet my baby but after the prayer was answered why I regretted praying that way, why don't I pray just let me quickly suckle Mom. Because nobody in this world wants me to exist. I felt like I was a human being who was not expected to exist. Even Papah himself as if my presence was unwanted. So it's not Mister. You don't want my presence?" rania asked with both eyes staring intently at Luson.

Not even Naqi who was watching expected that Rania would say so. Naqi thought Rania would forgive Luson. Well, at least Naqi there was a sense of relief Rania was quite firm with Luson, let the man know what it was like to be hated by her children. So Qari has not acted how it would be if Qari also hates Luson, in whom he will take refuge at the age of twilight. Perhaps at this time when his strength was still strong and he could still enjoy the beauty of the world he forgot his son and wife, but when he was dusk, his energy was reduced, and his strength was less, family is also the place to go. Then why would Luson not take the side of the family and leave the world that moment, but instead leave behind a great sin.