Don't despise my Shortcomings
Silence...

You lied!! Why am I on the first night, but not yet?" ask grandpa in a disappointed tone.

Cyra lowered her head, playing her fingers she thought of what answers might dampen grandfather's anger.

"Answer Cyra, Naqi!! You disappointed Grandpa!!" snapped Grandpa with a dead red face. Everyone in front of Grandpa was shocked to hear Grandpa's anger.

"E. Anu Kek, Cyra apologized earlier. It's all Cyra's fault. Yesterday as soon as we got to the hotel, it turned out that Cyra was coming to the moon. Cyra had stomach and back pains too, so Cyra could not serve Mas Naqi," Cyra said out of nowhere. That silly idea came up. Cyra just thinks that the most important thing is that grandpa isn't angry just yet. Other business later Cyra will finish one by one.

Naqi, when she heard Cyra's reply, was able to breathe with relief. "It turns out Cyra was reliable as well," Naqi's inner self, now he could lift his face looking at grandfather.

"What did Cyra Naqi say?" grandpa asked, while Cyra was still down, there was a sense of guilt for again lying to the already excellent old man towards her.

"Yes Kek, so Naqi could not ask for Naqi's rights, because Naqi's wife was being disobedient, especially Cyra was also grimacing in pain." Naqi played his role as best he could, so that there would be no more mistakes.

"Yes, this time you entered and cleared today there is a new prodak launch in our company. Don't let us not attend" said Grandfather disperse the commotion this morning.

Cyra and Naqi climbed the stairs one by one towards her room. Anything in the room...

Yes!!!

Naqi shrieked happily, as his secret was not revealed. In contrast to Naqi, Cyra was lethargic, because he felt very guilty for committing a big lie.

"Ra thanks a lot, well, I've saved you earlier. Almost all of our lies are exposed" Naqi said with excitement as she held Cyra's hands as many people shook hands.

"Our lies? I think more precisely the lie Mas Naqi himself deh," Cyra protested with carelessness, actually Cyra was lazy to talk to Naqi who was always difficult to work together.

"It's up to you what you say. The point is, thank you for your help" Naqi said with a smile of happiness.

"Lagian Cyra did that, not just want to save Mas Naqi and launch a lie Mas well. Cyra confessed this just because we were going to an important event. If we were to argue again. When are we getting ready to go to that important event. Yes if Mas Naqi is late as well as the boss, who will scold him. If Cyra's late must be the one who has a black list, from the model world" Cyra replied casually and impressed indifferently with Naqi.

"Yes he apologized" replied Naqi.

"Don't just apologize, it's done confessing another lie. The ends that got angry we both. Please Mas, Cyra's life before the same Mas has indeed suffered, but do not change again with another pile of suffering," Cyra replied in a lethargic tone. Cyra immediately left Naqi with all his misfortune.

They finally prepared. Since then Cyra has become more quiet and moody. Like now at the dinner table he was just silent. Even when taking food for Naqi Cyra did not say a word.

Grandpa and mamih guessed it all because Cyra is the middle of PMS so it is more sensitive. And without them knowing Cyra like that because of sprains with her husband, who always menggeyel when advised.

"Why you, baby?" ask Mamih with great attention.

"It's okay Mih, just to stay quiet," Cyra replied casually, not bothering.

Cyra had breakfast faster. Because the time has set with the time promised Meta.

"Mih, Kek, Cyra left first well, it's been awaited by Meta the problem." Cyra said goodbye first.

"We are together with Ra ajah," Naqi bargained, who was still finishing his hopes at the time.

"No need, then even repotin. Mr. Kusno is ready. Cyra first said, Mas Naqi finished his hope ajah," rejected Cyra with a flat tone, then immediately rushed to Pak Kusno, and went straight to the agreement with Meta.

Naqi stared at Cyra's back in wonder as she felt Cyra dodge.

"Is Cyra angry because of this morning," Naqi muttered inquiring with Cyra's attitude.

"You have a problem with Cyra?" ask Grandpa in a dirge tone.

Naqi told her shoulder, "That's Kek, from last night she was rich avoiding Naqi," Naqi replied honestly.

"Maybe it's the influence of PMS, usually it's a girl who again comes months more sensitive, yes like Cyra," interrupted Mamih so that Naqi does not wonder anymore.

"It could be Mih" Naqi replied as she continued her delayed hope.

"But you're no longer the same as him, are you Qi? Or is your relationship less healthy?" ask grandpa to investigate.

"Our feelings are mediocre, only Cyra's attitude suddenly changes" Naqi said, with guilt in his heart and no desire to add to Cyra's life, like Cyra's request this morning. Honestly Naqi was a little kasian and pity to see Cyra who he profited continuously, even for the sake of protecting him he was willing to lie, even though he admitted to lying for other reasons.

"Yes, I hope what you say is right, your household is all right" Grandpa said seriously.

"Amin Cake." Naqi eventually follows the rare Cyra. He said goodbye to go to work first.

*****

Behind maning aring Cyra....

In the car Cyra pondered, until now he did not know the direction of his life. Although Cyra is now very grateful for her life at this time. There are many blessings that God has given through the Naqi family. However, Cyra also felt bland in the midst of that harmonious family.

Cyra closed her eyes, thinking about preparing for what might happen. One of them is divorced. "I must have a house, at least a place to live alone to shelter, not necessarily luxurious, let simple essentials he calm in it. And most importantly Cyra needs a friend to confide. The burden was so heavy that he needed someone to trust and he would ask for a solution to his complicated life.

"Meta, is the meta bucket okay?" cyra Gumam. I will try to confide in Meta where you know Meta can provide solutions.

It didn't take long, now Cyra has reached her place of agreement with Mete.

"Hi cin, how are you? I'm so excited about you!" meta said when Cyra just gushed his body out of the car.

"Hi Met! I also miss the beautiful Metaku," Cyra replied no less fondly than Meta. They also hugged and cepika cepiki.

"You can do it anyway, by the way you are ready well after this event I'm sure you must have a lot of jobs" said Meta while quizzing his chin.

Seriate....