Don't despise my Shortcomings
Qari Jealous of the Blind

Naqi all the way to the office, singing following the song she played in her car. Street jammed he did not care, but usually if the streets are jammed he will peel it with harsh words in his car. Especially since Naqi lived in Cyra, he became a very different person to Naqi who used to be, grumpy and unfriendly as before. But after there Cyra his nature slowly returned like Naqi who was cheerful and not angry.

Her cheerful face still continued until she had arrived at her office, usually Naqi would walk with a cold and indifferent look, but it was different from this morning when she came. Smile on the face of his face and not only that, Naqi also had warned the mopping office cleaning service to be careful to fear falling because Naqi saw his workers mopping with mud movements. Very observant, right? Regular boro-boro looks such a small thing, people cross paths with him ajah cuek and bodo time.

"For Al, Mirna," Naqi said cheerfully. Al da Mirna who was still sitting in her work chair was still the same as the others were astonished by the attitude of her boss.

"Oh yes Al, Mir, we'll have lunch together, I'll buy you guys, and also the bonus will be added" Naqi said before actually entering the room.

"Okay sir" replied Alzam and Mirna simultaneously. But it was clear Naqi did not grunt him. Mirna and Alzam glanced at each other not something but they were very astonished when they saw Naqi's very strange behavior.

Brakkk... Qari who had just entered his room and saw Alzam and Mirna looking at each other was burning with fire, his heart was hot. So that the expensive bag that he brought was slammed hard on the table, causing a very loud and shocking sound Alzam and Mirna.

Like a cheating couple who was in a hurry, Mirna also hurriedly lowered her gaze and did not dare to lift it, stopping how fierce Qari was with her. Unlike Alzam who feels ordinary because he is not playing with Mirna. Alzam looked at Mirna only because he was astonished by her boss' strange nature, and it was possible that Mirna knew the cause.

"Ngapain loe is still in this room, behind the sanah loe room," snapped Qari with Alzam who was burning jealous so that his shock returned perfectly. Her voice pointed at Alzam's room.

"And Loe Mir, so a really weird chick anyway. Still early in the morning was already perverted," said Qari his eyes staring sharply at Mirna, as if to mengambik women who were in front of him. Because of his gemeznya because it has been remembered that Alzam belongs to him but still dead on the same dipepet called the gatel girl by Qari.

"Qari you do not say that, after all we were just staring because we were surprised by the change of Mr. Naqi without having any other music" said Alzam, he did not feel good with Mirna, he was not happy with Mirna, the relationship that used to be good friends even now is no longer good, as it used to be. It was all because Qari who always accused Mirna of being a gantel and so forth so that every Al wanted to be awkward Mirna, afraid to make Qari misunderstand. It's rich now.

"Belajah Mirna kept Al, even you never keep my feelings. At least appreciate the cake of my affection the same as you. Is it so disgusting of me that you never thought I existed?" ask Qari with frustration. But he also could not dispel his feelings to Alzam, while Alzam could not love certainty to him. Wanting to get away from Alzam, Qari could not. It was as if his heart had already struck a dead love on that stiff man.

"I didn't buy Mirna, I just wanted to teach you how to be polite.(.Not in further because Qari cut off Alzam's speech)

Qari wants to leave behind the same disappointment of Alzam and of course Mirna. Less what attention Qari gave to Alzam until he wanted to humble follow everything Al wanted but not once his love was given certainty. Instead Al is more concerned with Mirna, while with Qari himself looks cold and keeps his distance.

Qari is not a kindergarten child who does not know that Al does not love him but what is wrong with him trying to love Qari or even appreciate his feelings. Al and Mirna already know that Qari is jealous of their relationship but they seem to deliberately show off their relationship, the anger that was held in custody was finally exploding as well.

Qari drove the speed of his car very fast, his mind was upset because of Al's speech which Qari considered as an insult for yelling at himself in front of Mirna with the intention of defending his brother's secretary.

"A roof of the tallest building among other buildings became Qari's goal to vent his sadness. All this time they did not know that behind the nature of tomboy, fierce, jutek and ignorant there is also a side of Qari cape and tired of facing his life. "The strong pretense was extremely exhausting," Qari's inner eyes reddened, but could not cry. His heart was craped, that was what Qari was feeling at the moment.

That place since the school era often Qari and his friends use to hang out just to gather and even to date blind gray white children. This was his first time coming back to that place. I don't know why Qari wanted to calm down on the roof of the building. Maybe it would be nice if he skipped work and hid there by playing games all day. After asking permission to security Qari was allowed to go up. Moreover, one of the security still remembers the face of Qari who used to be at school often up the building, with the son of the owner of the office building.

Qari chose not to take the elevator but to walk through the building with the stairs while others more than twenty. I don't know what the end is, but Qari wants to vent his emotions by climbing the stairs.

Arriving at the Qari building sat on a bench in the corner and indeed the roof of the building was still the same as before. There Qari cried the thing that Qari had wanted to do even when Qari climbed the stairs his tears had fallen several times. "Is this sick as love claps one hand," said Qari half-screaming as if often with his screams the burden would disappear. His muscular hands, because Qari did like to play boxing samsak, the hand hit his chest hard, it hurt, tightness, cobbled. "Alzam you are evil" Qari shouted back with her hand still hitting her chest.

Unknowingly when Qari asked for security clearance earlier, there was a young male figure who noticed Qari's movements and unbeknownst to Qari the man followed Qari up on the roof of the dredge.

From behind the iron door that connects the roof of the building with the stairs, there was a lot of confusion from Qari. The man who initially wanted to meet Qari also broke his intention and stood waiting for Qari to calm down and would try not to know that on the roof of this building there was a woman who was heartbroken.

"As soon as you love her you cry like that, you stupid woman," said the man as his ears continued to sharpen perfectly in order to know what the crybaby girl said to make his heart relieved.