Don't despise my Shortcomings
Adam and Raina

five months have passed all the better and the relationship between Cyra and Naqi is getting sticky.

Dating after marriage is indeed very beautiful, there is no limit in doing anything, because everything is halal and will be a reward when done.

In a different place to Naqi and Cyra...

"Honey are you ready to meet with Umi and Abi me?" adam asked Rania, who had been having a serious relationship for five months.

Starting from the doctor who always reminded his patients, now Adam wants to make Rania his life partner. Today Adam plans to introduce Rania to his family before proceeding to a more serious stage, Adam wants Rania to know his family and also the family of Adam, to know and know the woman who will accompany his life.

"I'm so excited, yeah, what if later Umi and Abi you disagree because my family is unclear and sick I who might not be able to have offspring yet my appearance is not in accordance with your family that seems very understand the religion?" Rania before visiting the residence of her future father-in-law, had expressed her concern with the reaction of Adam's family.

Haha... Adam just chuckled and stroked Rania's hair gently.

"My dear, Umi and Abi I never arranged for me to be in contact with anyone, they will follow my decision. Because they know my fateful happiness is me." Adam tried to get Rania. Although Adam was not sure how Abi and Uminya would react when he saw Rania. So far his parents have never interfered with his prospective partner, although many times failed in a relationship because Adam wrongly chose a future wife. But the former Adam is a woman who always looks like aurat and even shari'a. Not like Rania who still needs to learn a lot about religion. But so far Rania is a girl who is easy to advise and does not argue much. He will follow that advice as long as it does not contradict his heart.

Rania was a little relieved when Adam spoke like that and she was now convinced that Adam's family would at least accept him for who he was.

After a long journey because Adam's family did not live in one city with them make the journey quite time-consuming.

Rania really enjoyed the trip to the residence of the Adam family who are still very beautiful. He remembered his hometown and wanted to visit his mother's grave. Later Rania will introduce Adam to his mother alternately after he visited the family of Adam.

Rania was astonished when she reached Adam's neighborhood where it was a boarding school, where people were all dressed up.

"Darling why don't you tell me that your family is the owner of the boarding school, at least I can dress up and fit the people here. If rich gini jatohnya I wrong costume," Rania wrote to Adam who actually looks relaxed and develop a smile.

"I don't want you to do anything because you have to. I want you to be veiled and close your law because of Allah, the commandment of God is not because of man what else only for a moment after it is opened again. It's okay you look like this later gradually learn to improve yourself, but do not be forced because of humans well. Live all because of God." Adam advises Rania not to be inferior to her performance.

Rania also inhaled a deep breath and threw it slowly, so that he relaxed and did not tense. Adam just smiled at Rania's behavior which was very funny to him. But Adam was very happy for Rania who for him was uniquely spoiled but if advised he would be obedient, maybe because all this time he lived alone and less attention. Getting Adam who is the one who is very snacking so that Rania is very obedient and not much protest when Adam advises him. Including to leave Naqi and establish a relationship with him. Evidently Rania wanted to slightly change Naqi's name with her.

After Rania is ready now they also turum from the car and meet Abi and Uminya who are waiting for Adam's arrival. Because Adam had also previously informed himself who would come and had also reported that Adam would bring home candidates.

"Assynoltom..." Adam said his greetings and his family had gathered in the living room.

"Waalaikumsallam." reply Adam's family. Mamang in there are not many people only the nuclear family, namely Abi, Umi's sister and her brother who have married.

Rania felt that Adam's family was looking at her with a strange look. But Rania does not want to make Adam embarrassed or disappointed. Rania sat down next to Adam.

Previously Rani asked Adam to meet with family members. Rania complied, but when Rania wanted to shake hands with Abi and Abang Adam her greeting was rejected and they clenched their hands in front of the chest. Rania was so embarrassed. Rania feels wrong to be in the middle of Adam's family.

Minutes passed and now the conversation with Adam's family had entered the hour count. But during that time they chatted and chatted not a bit Rania involved, so Rania felt very less accepted by the family Adam.

Rania pulls Adam's hand.

"Yes what's wrong?" adam asked whispering.

"Adam asked her youngest sister to take Rania to the bathroom. After saying goodbye Rania was immediately delivered to the bathroom by Aminah. Again, on the way to Rania and Aminah's bathroom there was no chatter whatsoever. Only silence ensued between them.

Rania becomes convinced that Adam's family doesn't like her.

Rania is going to the bathroom.

"Son, Aminah lives well because she wants to rejoin the others." Aminah tells Rania that she cannot accompany Rania to linger in the bathroom there.

Rania nodded and tried to develop her smile. He went into the bathroom. Rania really wanted to cry in this kind of situation. But he tried to push it even though his chest was very tight. If not embarrassed maybe Rania will cry as hard as she could.

Rania decides to hurry back he will reason to Adam that he has a meeting with a client so that he will return to Jakarta.

Rania moved her legs wide. But bergitu get behind the door of the living room, Rania stopped her steps. He stopped suddenly when his name was called.

"You're sure Adam wants to marry a girl like her, and even her family's pedigree isn't clear. He himself does not know his father. Bless him son outside of marriage. You just see how to wear it is very inappropriate. Want to come to the home of prospective in-laws ko no polite. Not until later if you marry he has a tumor in his uterus like if he can not give offspring. Do you want to marry without children. Everywhere married to get descendants of Adam. You better find another wife candidate who is clear seedlings bebet and weights." Abi, who was advising Adam, was not aware that Rania was stinging all the advice.

Rania's eyelids instantly warmed up. The clear details immediately fell like very heavy rainwater. His heart feels hot. Rania did not want to linger there she immediately left the place without saying goodbye to Adam. Rania infiltrated from the side door so that no one knew she had left the house.

Rania walked half-running with tears she could not contain. He decided to take the ojek back to his home.the two-hour trip he took by ojek after that he continued with a taxi.

Rania returns home to pick up her valuables after which she will be gone from Adam's life. He no longer wanted to see Adam and his family.

Inside the hotel Rania is still lamenting her fate. "Why is it so unfortunate my fate. Always looked down upon by the male family. Neither Naqi nor Adam's family liked me. What's so wrong with me being born without a father" said Rania he took a still-stored photo of his mother.

Suddenly Rania felt a tremendous pain in her lower abdominal area.

"Ah..why it hurts so much. Usually when sick like this will come the moon, but the new feeling last week I came the month." Rania could only endure all of that by herself.

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Meanwhile, at Adam's house...

Adam tries to explain his decision which prefers Rania as his future wife. Adam did not want his parents to look at Rania wrong because for Adam Rania was a good child. The bad good of a person cannot be judged by the way he dresses and family tree. Without Rania knowing Adam continues to defend Rania in front of her parents. Until Adam forgets that Rania hasn't been back from the bathroom for hours.

Adam who began to realize that Rania had not returned while the day had gone to the afternoon he immediately sought Rania. "Where did Rania not-don't she hear the chatter of me and Abi. Shit." Adam ruffled his hair he immediately reached into his cell phone, and pressed Rania's number. "Not Active" Adam immediately took the car and will look for Rania. Because Adam was convinced that Rania had left his house. After everyone's looking for Rania but nothing. Along the way Adam did not focus on driving because looking around maybe Rania was still around the neighborhood.

Adam feels so guilty about Rania.

"Where are you? I'm sorry I made you like this." Adam murmured, he remembered the condition of Rania which was lately his pain often relapsed. Adam hit the steering wheel many times.

"Damn... shit..." I just made a mistake again. Would I feel disappointed again, even though I already love you very much, Rania. I will prove to you that I am worthy to be your companion."