Don't despise my Shortcomings
Letting Go For Indeed

Cyra who saw that her best friend was sad also punched her shoulder to lean on. Cyra does not know how Qila feels to Sam but if seen from the sadness of Qila anyway it seems that Qila has really loved Sam. That's what Cyra can see.

While at the hospital where Sam worked, there was panic because two medical personnel from the hospital were now drooping covered in blood on a patient's bed in IGD.

Yola, severely injured in the legs, hands and body there are many wounds, in the temple there are also impact injuries that cause injuries in the temple is quite severe and bleed a lot, he said, so it needs to be sewn to close the wound.

Sam, a leg injury and a neck injury were severe enough that the two patients were unconscious. In addition to Sam and Yola of course there are other injured victims, there is even one death who rode the motorcycle right behind Sam.

The medical team at the international hospital was busy and panicked when one by one the victims of the accident arrived. Sam and Yola after getting treatment and have been moved to the inpatient room, Yola and Sam are placed in one room and now both have appeared conscious. There was no conversation between the two. This is because they themselves are feeling the pain of the accident.

Anxious Qila was still waiting for news from the police. "La, eat first yuk, later if Sam is one of the victims of the accident you must have been contacted by the police so you don't have to worry that everything will be okay." Fifah tried to calm Qila down.

Qila was lazy, though, but no doubt he followed also the advice of Fifah and Cyra they ate together and sure enough in the middle of eating and suddenly Qila's cell phone rang and it was from the police to tell bring it right on behalf Samuel was one of the victims of a back-to-back collision this afternoon.

Qila was visibly shocked, but Qila tried to catch her breath and calm her feelings.

"Why baby?" ask mommy who saw Qila is not okay.

Qila looked at mommy and mamah Mia. "Truely alleged Qila mam, mom, Sam became a victim of an accident at the place where Qila was passing by," said Qila when he found out that Sam was the victim of a consecutive accident earlier.

Cyra immediately stopped dinner and tried to get to Qila and stroked her back to keep Cyra from getting anxious. "You're patient, and you don't have to worry, you have to keep remembering and being aware that you're not getting carried away so you're losing your way" Cyra whispered, strengthening Qila who had even eaten just had a few mouthfuls. And now Qila had stopped eating.

"What are your plans, La?" ask Fifah alternating with Cyra.

"I want to look at Sam, about not being allowed by you?" ask Qila, but of course all know that Qila really hopes that everyone will allow Qila to meet Sam.

"I'm Temenin yah La?" cyra asked because she could not bear Qila to go alone to see Sam. Even the mind of Qila was in a state of turmoil, things could happen that were not desirable if Qila forced to go alone.

"Will it trouble you Ra?" ask Cyra Qila.

"No La, I don't like it at all when I can help you if needed later" Cyra replied as she moved away from her seat, leaving behind a new meal she had eaten with some of the bribes, but it was forced to stop because Qila who had to go to the hospital immediately.

"Well, let's go together." Qila eventually accepts Cyra's offer. They go with Cyra's private driver, because Meta has not come home to take care of his wedding so Cyra does not invite Meta. If there is a Meta, they will be safer.

But it does not matter if there is a driver who is ready to take you anywhere. After saying goodbye, Cyra and Qila head to the hospital where Sam is being treated, after asking permission to visit Sam, and now Cyra and Qila went into the nursery where there were only two bad patients, only Sam and Yola.

Qila glanced at Yola who since Qila and Cyra entered as if looking at her from toe to toe, I don't know what she meant but it was enough to make Qila and Cyra uncomfortable to be noticed like that.

Sam knew so well that Qila came as if his face had turned deathly pale, it was caused by feeling guilty perhaps so pale his face.

"Sorry that my arrival is disturbing. I just wanted to make sure that the doctor was okay, and I came home from work by accident to see the collision sequence that the doctor had experienced and after I noticed that the victim was really the doctor, the doctor, people I know. So I decided to see you, doctor." Qila broke the silence.

"La, sorry. I'm sorry for making you sad. I'm guilty, and maybe this is the punishment from above for me, but please don't you ever change La." Sam was discussing another topic.

"Sorry doctor, what are you talking about? I'm here just to see you, and make sure that you're OK, and of course pray for you doctor, so get well soon. Many of Your Patients Need Your Doctor." Qila did not want to discuss anything else, because his intention was to come here only to see Sam who had run out of accidents.

"May Sam recover quickly, and sorry just came to visit, quickly recover and good luck with his new partner. But if you can advise before you find a replacement for Qila, finish your relationship with Qila first. Don't you hang my best friend no matter how Qila has a feeling that several times caught you together with another woman is already sick, you add to this fact that it feels like I'm so Qila is going to mess up this room." Cyra looked at Sam whose face was getting pale.

While Qila was sitting on the chair with Cyra standing beside her with her hands holding each other. Cyra knew how much pain Qila felt especially the woman was still in the same room as them at the moment.

"Yes I know, I was wrong Ra, I was expecting more with our relationship. So that I am easily disappointed, I should not expect more, and can accept our relationship, and cover each other's shortcomings. Not even trying to find the lack of a partner from the others. This incident really made me realize how much this training was, giving me so many lessons that I've been through all this time." Sam said as he held back a trembling voice, either out of regret and tears or out of guilt and repentance.

"I just want us to know without a setatus, it feels more comfortable Doc, my heart will also stay awake without anyone can hurt. Let a year with enough bitterness make Qila realize that accepting Qila as it is especially poor Qila is very difficult Doc. Let Qila focus on finding lust for the less fortunate Qila family." Qila is confused about leaving Sam, but he has no family to come to look after him.

After deliberating and out of pity with Sam who still can't say anything, Cyra and Qila finally decide to hire a private nurse to take care of Sam.

But Cyra and Qila are not involved in taking care of Sam, but Qila and Cyra will go home, and later if there is anything that the new sister will tell with Qila. All the financing Sister Qila paid. Let their relationship end less well but Qila does not want to be hostile with Sam. Let Sam with his new love story and Qila will refocus to make money for his family anyway most importantly his family for now. Qila thought back then when dating would end happily and like people turned out to be dating bad.

"Dok We have decided to take care of the doctor we have hired a nurse, later if there is need for any doctor can contact Qila. But I'm sorry that we're out of touch with Qila and Cyra is coming home. Hopefully the doctor will recover quickly well and also do not think too much. Get some rest soon doc and hopefully get well soon.

Qila and Cyra finally return home. Though Qila's intention from the beginning was to accompany Sam in the hospital, but his heart was not strong when there was another woman in the room. Although there is Cyra who accompanies but Qila instead so lost sympathy for Sam.

"You who are patient well La, surely all will pass and you will get happiness." Cyra tried to give Qila support so as not to grieve.

"Yes Ra, I learned from you who remain strong and walk to realize your ideals until you are now happy with mommy. I want to be like you who do not think of men continue, I want to stay focused so that I can focus on working and can help parents in the village," said Qila, said, he also has a sister who is still in school. And it was Qila who worked for their expenses from school to eating. Because his father and mother were just farm laborers. Where the money works less to meet the needs of their lives.

"Amin, you can definitely La. I also first doubted if I could do all this. But after a sincere life finally a year has passed and I am now quite happy even with mommy and me. Well, of course because there are all of you who always support us. Especially you La, you definitely can because you are a great woman. Your heart is soft, never change. Let anyone who once thought you were weak or easy to lie you do not reply. Let them come back to you with a new value. We are silent does not mean we lose we are silent because it gives time for others to show their abilities, but unfortunately they will not be able to exceed you. Because you're still the best." Cyra admitted that Qila was quiet and did not talk much, but did not mean that he could be played or ignored.

Qila still has the heart and feelings when betrayed his heart was equally hurt, he did not retaliate not mean he was weak, but because Qila knew retaliating would only be a waste of concentration and energy. Better his energy be used for more useful things.