Don't despise my Shortcomings
Remembering That Time

Naqi along the way who usually always listen to music to eliminate his boss, this time he did not want it, because with a quiet atmosphere he could hear Cyra's oceha which he always said noisily, but really this time he misses the fullness of Cyra, from where he can find a voice that can not be silent like Cyra. Only Cyra, who has it, well only Cyra has that badass voice.

Without feeling now Naqi was in a field on the outskirts of Jakarta, and it was as if nature was siding with Naqi. In the field there used to be a ball game, as if Naqi was De Javu with all those sweet memories with Cyra. And of course in the field a lot of lined up street five-footed grobs that always hypnotize Cyra.

"This must be if there is Cyra he was excited not a braid, even he will immediately run to buy his favorite food." Naqi again laughed to herself every memory of all Cyra's actions that were truly like a leak, but could not deny her adult side even more than anyone. Even Rania who is obviously older than herself is sometimes not as mature as Cyra's way of thinking.

Naqi walked slowly towards the field and bought some food, especially the most popular food by Cyra where usually Cyra will buy mandatory food that is cilok and some other foods. Then Naqi looked for an empty place to sit down to see the ball game that was going on.

Naqi finally headed to the place where he and Cyra had been watching the ball game together. There was not much Naqi could see from the current match it was all because inside his mind was filled with Cyra's face, the enthusiastic face of Cyra when seeing a ball game that is dominated by jokes rather than a serious game.

"Ra I'm now watching a ball game on the field where we used to watch football together, I also buy your favorite food Ra, there are other cilok and food Ra, Ra, you don't miss Ra eating here with me," said Naqi, muttering indistinctly and instead not watching the ball match in front of him. "Ra, come home Ra I miss you!"

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In a different country....

Suddenly Cyra's ears were ringing, "Our ears are suddenly buzzing anyway, said the person when our ears were ringing, justin ajah crap will continue later also sprained," Cyra's mind where just waiting for the day his mommy will mejalani eye surgery. And just waiting for recovery, Cyra and her mommy can get out of the hospital. But not out of the control of the ice man Mr. Kim, who is increasingly possessive, everything Cyra does is always contrary to what Mr. Kim wants, he said, some say he is rich in dogs and cats. Well, it's really Cyra and Mr. Kim like the north polar ferris dogs and cats.

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Uhuhkkk... Naqi who was again coolly petting the lizard suddenly choked he hurriedly grabbed the bottle of drinking water that was beside him.

"Why all of a sudden a sudden sprain well, the feeling of the peckery does not matter I also have a very soft new swallowed," Naqi said. He continued watching the ball until it was finished as long as he watched his eyeballs always wander around, hoping to be ushered in by the audience there was the figure of Cyra as well. Well, even though it seemed impossible and pushy, but that was Naqi's hope, the hope that in his accident he could meet Cyra.

Naqi also followed the way Cyra he treat the people who are there, well the footballers Naqi gave money to buy food around, just like Cyra used to, like Cyra used to, and Naqi asked for prayers for his wife to return soon.

"God turns out to feel like this happy when they can share and those people enthusiastically welcome our gift. Naqi returned to her seat earlier with a happy feeling. Really even though sharing only a little of the treasure he has but it feels happy.

Without feeling the sun had started to sink and now the night was starting to say hello, Naqi decided to go home. Today's search has not brought any results. Though this morning he was too excited that he would definitely find Cyra. But after he went around even having to fight jotos with Adam, Naqi had yet to find any information with Cyra.

"I have to find Cyra where else God is, please show me the way so I can meet Cyra. Whatever I will do as long as Cyra comes back with me God," Naqi will always try and never give up.

He could not even imagine what it would be like if he lived but had no purpose after Cyra left and all his life seemed to be pitch black.

After going through a long journey now Naqi has been in the house of Mr. Latif, Naqi had wanted to go home where he and Cyra first married decided to stay in the house. Naqi wanted to see all the items Cyra had brought first, remembering them all to make fond memories with Cyra, but Naqi had not discussed with her mamih, it was feared that the woman would not allow Naqi to stay alone in the house.

Naqi entered the luxurious house with a lackluster, coincidentally all his family was having dinner including Qari, the sister he had been looking for and waiting in his room until he fell asleep but did not go nongol as well. But not including Luson well, whether the man was still considered a child or not, because he was never in any event.

Naqi would enter her room and not want to eat with her family.

"Naqi, where are you from? Is this how you honor your parents?" The baritone voice of Mr. Latif, shocked Naqi who was about to pass by the dining table.

Immediately Naqi stopped walking, and stood there. "Naqi has finished looking for Cyra kek," Naqi replied in a soft voice and lowered his head.

"What are you looking for him for? Grandpa said let him go and find his happiness. Why is it so hard for you to listen to what Grandfather said Naqi. If you love, love with Cyra is not how you do it. The more you pull and force Cyra to live the same way you do the more you torture her. You don't know what Grandpa said" said Grandpa but he didn't look at Naqi in the least.

Everyone at the dinner table was respectful when Mr. Latif was talking, nobody kept eating. Both mamih and Qari stopped and looked down as if they were being advised by grandfather.

"Well Kek, Naqi will try to let Cyra go, but Naqi still wants to live with Cyra Kek, Naqi still loves him," Naqi said still trying to negotiate with grandfather's orders.

"Love and love you will only get if you mate, pray with God so that you still have a match line. Believe me, if you guys are still dating as far as Cyra goes, it'll definitely end up back with you."

#Noh Naqi horrified Grandpa's advice, parents are against....