Don't despise my Shortcomings
Notif Pajajaan Hati

Rania who is now not the old Rania anymore where Rania used to be angry and felt her life was followed by when someone advised her. He will not even hesitate to strike back at people who try to advise him with hurtful words.

However, now the woman was able to accept that the people advising her were the ones who cared about her. So that he is now grateful when he fell there are still people who care and want to lead him to a better path.

For example, Adam, even though he spoke seemed fierce and seemed to hate Rania. But the man over the head of three, still come and at least check how he is. Not only were the books he brought in very helpful, at a time when Rania felt everyone was blaspheming her and pointed to herself as the culprit of the Naqi and Cyra problems. But Adam with his books led Rania to stick to God and do not blame yourself let alone punish his body for the destiny that God has outlined. Nothing will happen without God telling it and allowing it. But also not berti Rania still feel the most right. Introspection to be better, and make the journey he has passed as fuel so that Rania can rearrange life for the better.

"By the way you've eaten Nia? Mamih bring food for you can eat this, well even if it is not a cooked mamih but it tastes good. Precisely if the mamih that cooks you can immediately get a stomachache," said Mamih a little want to entertain but either funny or even crisp.

"Sorry Mih, for the time being Rania has not been allowed to eat fluently whole, only allowed to eat porridge and other soft foods," rania replied feeling bad with Mamih who brought fruit and food bok but Rania by doctor Adam was not allowed to eat such foods. Only porridge and other soft foods. It was because Rania's stomach was a little troubled because she was the one who tortured her body by not wanting to eat. And now he had to accept the consequences, eating with a bad taste.

"Well, why can't you eat this? Then this food who eats dong. When he brought it home again," said mamih, well it's his mistake anyway he did not ask what Rania allowed to eat.

"Sorry Mih, Rania's stomach is in trouble, the doctor said, so Rania should not eat hard food first. Actually Nia also wanted to eat the food that you brought, but was afraid of being angry with the doctor, so sorry well Mih, Nia did not eat, what you brought," said Rania with a little guilt.

"Ah no problem food can still be eaten by others." Mamih tried not to make Rania feel guilty. At that moment Adam entered Rania's room.

Adam was shocked when suddenly in his special patient room there was a middle-aged woman who was still quite beautiful with an age that was not easy anymore.

"Well, how come everyone looks at me so much, what's wrong with me?" asked Adam who felt Rania and the middle-aged woman were staring at him sharply.

"Dok, have you eaten yet?" asked Rania to try to offer the food that you brought, really Rania felt guilty with mamih for refusing her food.

"eat? Breakfast, it must have been dong, but if lunch is not necessarily not yet lunch hour," replied Adam a little confused by Rania's question.

"Are you hungry?" ask Rania again.

"Lapar dong, it's been working from morning," Adam replied, telling the truth that he was really hungry anyway.

"Oh of course dong, where can you refuse if there is geratis food," replied Adam while smiling at mamih as a thank you for giving geratis food.

Well, finally the food you brought was eaten by Adam.

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Elsewhere, Naqi, who was working busy with her report, suddenly received a notification with Cyra's instagram, which suddenly posted something.

For so long Cyra disappeared from cyberspace and the real world, now Cyra posted a camera capture depicting two hands clinging to each other, which made Naqi hurt, and he was very sad, one of the hands was attached to an infusion hose. No caption was written on the photo.

But from Cyra's upload Naqi again made tight chest. "What has Meta been saying so far is true well, that Cyra is sick? If you are sick, what pain, and whose hand is this? It seemed like this was not a man's hand," Naqi's inner being became out of concentration at work.

Naqi who is very famous with Cyra also gave a personal message through Cyra's insagram.

[Ra, where are you? Please go home Ra, I miss you and meet you Ra. I'm sorry for everything I've done with you Ra, I'm so sorry, and I promise I won't make you sad anymore Ra. Go home Ra, I love you.]

Naqi was not even concerned about her most important self-esteem Cyra knew that she was already sorry about what had happened all along. Cyra's departure had already given Naqi a very valuable lesson. He will not do anything stupid a second time.

Naqi promised that if given the chance to meet Cyra again, she would not give up fighting for her love again. Although his rivalry is very difficult, Naqi will show that he is indeed a loyal man. Naqi will wait until at any time to return to pursue his ex-wife's love.

Cyra in a different place actually knows that her ex-husband is sending her a message, but she is determined not to respond. Cyra will focus on her mommy's recovery and her current happiness. He doesn't want to be stuck in the past.

What Mr. Latif said he still remembers. He said. "Pursue your happiness, don't get stuck with the past. Matrimony and rezekin problems let God regulate it. You are looking for happiness in your youth. Because a soul mate by itself will come to you." Grandpa's advice is still so Cyra remembers that Cyra doesn't want to be stuck with memories in the past. Everything Cyra left to God, about his soul mate let God who works choose the best soul mate for him. So he did not want to respond to messages from anyone who greeted him.

He uses social media again just to tell his fans that he is in good shape and of course Cyra signifies that he has not forgotten his fens' that have supported him until now. They all still love him.