Don't despise my Shortcomings
Rambling 01

This morning both Cyra and her family had breakfast together after which she was about to leave for the airport.

At Mr. Latif's house, this morning she did not eat breakfast, because she was sad from last night to think that her most dear former daughter-in-law would leave the country. Mamih actually wanted to take Cyra to the airport, especially yesterday when Cyra stayed overnight had invited mamih to take Cyra to the airport for a farewell. But mamih can not because surely later will be very sad to see Cyra leave, but he is at home like this also want to see the moment. Mamih wanted to hug and kiss her ex-daughter-in-law. Mamih was really a dilemma inside her room.

"Where is Cake by the way? Didn't you see the tumben on the dining table?" tanya Qari just came down from the stairs.

"It looks like he's still in his room, maybe sad today about Cyra's departure" replied the grandfather casually.

Qari was just nodding his head, as a sign of understanding with what he felt mamih. He who had just known Cyra felt lost. Moreover, mamih who was first acquainted with his former brother-in-law, and they look like real children and mothers, not like in-laws and daughters-in-law.

Qari also hurriedly completed the sarapaanya and immediately went to work.

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In Ruamah Cyra had started to get crowded with all her excitement, moving the suitcase containing Cyra's belongings.

"This has been confirmed all are cin. Nothing is left behind. Everything has gone into the car" said Meta to make sure no one is left behind.

After all is safe and the goods are also safe nothing is left behind, Meta also stepped on the gas pedal very smoothly so that the speed of the car is not tight and also not slow.

Along the way Cyra compartmentalized her cell phone she typed a message for mamih, in-laws she already considered her own biological mother.

[Mamih, today Cyra will go from Indonesia to take care of mommy Cyra. Thank you for all the affection you have ever given Cyra. Until whenever Cyra will never forget the affection you ever gave. Cyra would consider Cyra's parents her own. Forgive Cyra, maybe during Cyra being the daughter-in-law of mamih, Cyra has a lot of wrong words, as well as attitudes. Whether it was Cyra intentionally or not. Mih, forgive Cyra who said goodbye to mamih only through a message, it's all because Cyra is not strong if you have to talk directly with mamih. Please keep Cyra's whereabouts secret from Mas Naqi yah Min. Sorry if Cyra seemed to avoid, Cyra just wanted to keep Cyra's heart from feeling the same pain. Thank you for the affection, and the time you gave Cyra. Cyra is very fond of mamih (Emot love a lot) ] As it was thought - the message that Cyra typed for her mother-in-law, Sampe did not feel Cyra's tears dripping while she typed the message for mamih.

Cyra tries to regulate her breathing and her emotions. He re-typed the message this time for Grandpa, the hero for the Cyra family. I don't know what Cyra would be without Grandpa's intervention.

[Assalamualaikum grandfather, today is the last day Cyra is in this country and now Cyra is traveling to the airport going to the place of mamih. Cyra just wanted to say thank you very much to grandfather, the hero to the Cyra family. I don't know what the Cyra family is without a share from grandfather. Cyra also wants to apologize deeply, for Cyra's misunderstanding. Who was angry with grandfather without listening to the advice of grandfather first. But this time Cyra was so grateful and grateful beyond measure for all the effort she had put in for the Cyra family. Cyra understands Grandpa's long and exhausting struggle, but all grandfathers do to see Cyra get together with Cyra's family. I don't know what to do with Cyra to repay grandfather's kindness. Sorry Cyra has not been able to repay grandfather's kindness, maybe one day Cyra will return the favor. Sorry Cyra also wants grandfather to keep Cyra's whereabouts a secret from Mas Naqi. Let Cyra live this life in a country of people with a calm heart and mind. Thank you for the kindness of Grandpa. Cyra and Mommy are very sanyang with grandfather (Emot love)] Again, when Cyra typed a message to her sad and claustrophobic grandpa. "Huh.. turned out to be willing to leave all the struggle, the heart feels heavy to leave memories in this country," inner Cyra.

After the feeling is quite good, Cyra again took his phone this time saying goodbye to Qari. well, sister-in-law who can already be close to him, but instead now must be abandoned.

Cyra is confused about what to write a message for Qari because she is even the type of girl who is indifferent and rarely melow-mellow, later if she chat mellow even there is a child directly on the phone and mocked her.

[Qari, today I went to nemenin mommy for her healing, I say yes. Nitip mamih and grandpa. And thank you for your kindness all this time just like me. Sorry if I make you angry often. And keep my whereabouts secret from your brother Well] Finally Cyra can tick a message to Qari despite what he wrote.

Cyra leaned her head against the chair and closed her eyes. "May this be my best decision" Cyra said as her eyes closed.

Dreddd. There is a vibration from Cyra's phone that indicates there is an incoming message. Cyra saw the name of Qari who apparently sent the message. "Huhhh.. The boy must have tried to taunt me," muttered Cyra but he kept opening the message of his former brother-in-law who was equally ignorant. In the past, Cyra was not too ignorant, but since he often played with Qari his ignorance increased.

[It sends a message there is no romantic-romantic. try a little romantic let read it nice] Yes, Qari did send a message deliberately to entertain because she knew Cyra must be mellow.

[Surely mellow again yah] the second message from Qari was deliberately mocked, and at that time Cyra smiled with the puckiness of her sister-in-law, uh sister-in-law but she was much older than Qari.

Cyra did not reply to Qari's message, but she thanked the people she loved.

After a long journey, Cyra has arrived at the airport. He was waiting for his flight schedule. Not saying goodbye, the atmosphere has turned blue. They are busy with their own thoughts. Cyra tries not to cry later, but if she can. For Cyra also does not know until when he will live in the country K. Is it only one two years, or five years ten years or even forever he lives in.sana and starts a new life and has a small family in the country. Cyra wiped away the tears trying to peek at the corner of her eyes. He does not want others to be sad when he is sad. Especially Meta can-can he cry hysterically if Cyra cry. Men with the most sensitive hearts. But the good thing is that there is no opponent, who is always ready to protect Cyra.