Don't despise my Shortcomings
Cyra's Promise

"Doctor do you think I'm a relationship guy?"  cyra asked, she felt very guilty for being present in the middle of Naqi and Rania's relationship, even if it was all without Cyra's knowledge, but still the guilt always haunted her feelings.

"After I relationship Naqi and Rania did not get the blessing of mamih and her grandfather. Especially Naqi's grandfather who was so against their relationship, that they were dating it secretly. Well, although Naqi had already introduced Rania to his family often but it seems that grandfather has not changed. Grandfather still refused to approve their relationship. Until grandpa betrays you both. Because grandfather knew Naqi would refuse so grandfather threatened Naqi would not give an inheritance if he refused this match." Sam explains what he knows, so Cyra doesn't feel guilty either. It was not the fault of Cyra or Naqi. Everything has become destiny, and now it's just to live it well and prevent that no heart is hurt.

Although Sam explained it like that but it has not completely made Cyra's heart calm. His guilt persists, he does not want to be in this situation so he makes other women cry for it.

"Darling I beg you not to cry again, later Mamih same Grandpa know how? Please don't make my situation any more difficult." Naqi asked Rania. Of course Naqi was afraid that when Rania's cries could be heard up to the room of mamih and her grandfather could-be they were furious.

"Rania also tried to stop crying and not make noise at Naqi's house.

Sam who had finished treating Cyra's wounds approached Rania and Naqi to speak in the room.

"Na, Ki, into ajah yu, we chat, we,. Don't be outside." Sam does not want to make trouble if mamih and Naqi's grandfather find out there is Rania and himself, he is lazy to add new problems that will only add more lies. Naqi follows Sam into her room, and Rania reluctantly follows them into the room. While in the room Cyra has moved to sova.

"How are you feeling better?" asked Naqi in a very soft voice.

"I have given painkillers and wound medicines, so the nurse's stay determines the speed or length of the healing process. If he rests a lot and does not move much, of course, the wound heals quickly, but if he works continuously, of course, the wound will not heal." Sam who represented answering Naqi's question.

They sat on the sova long enough they were quietly confused about what topic of chat they would discuss.

"Mba Rania, I'm sorry well, you've entered your relationship. I promise that when Mas Naqi has inherited from grandfather, I will withdraw from this marriage. Mba Rania do not be afraid, previously Mas Naqi had informed his parents to accept this marriage. I also don't mind if I have to separate from Mas Naqi." Cyra started the conversation by looking down not daring to stare at the conversation or other directions.

Naqi, Sam and Rania were certainly shocked when Cyra suddenly started that conversation, in Naqi's heart there was a feeling of guilt in this case he felt most responsible with the complexity of this relationship. If at that time he dared to refuse and not be greedy, of course all problems do not become this way. Rania is not sad because of it and Cyra does not feel guilty for having entered into her relationship with Rania.

Sam who was sitting closest to Cyra could only stroke Cyra's shoulder, he was confused to give what kind of support so that Cyra no longer sad, and moody.

"Can I account for your words? Then what if it turns out you are even in love with each other? Can I still ask you to separate?" cecar Rania with a cynical tone. Even to stare at Cyra Rania felt disgusted.

"I promise Mba, in front of Mas Naqi, Doctor Sam, And you alone. I promise to leave Mas Naqi when that day comes." Cyra confidently said the promise, he did not know in the future what it was like, but clearly he did not want to make other women cry because of his actions.

"So, as soon as I keep your promise. I will take your promise when that time comes. I hate people who can't keep their promises, I hope you know yourself so you won't be betrayed" Rania said in a threatening tone.

"Rania watch your words, lest you make the hearts of others hurt by your words" Naqi said, but it made Rania furious.

"Hehehe... have not been anything you have been afraid that your wife's heart is sick, without you asking the heart I am sick not by imagining your togetherness," said Rania, granddaughter, not accepting when Naqi was as if defending Cyra. Though Naqi indeed in his daily life always said subtly he was aware, sometimes from speech can misunderstand and cause hostility.

"You must not be rich like Na, Naqi is not defending Cyra. Indeed what Naqi said there is a truth. Not only with Cyra, with anyone you have to keep your speech so as not to cause hurt," Sam added in a more polite tone.

"You have indeed been hit by this woman's pellet, so it always cornered me" Rania murmured. He chooses to go out first and will go home without Sam, Rania's harsh nature is always difficult if there are others who try to advise him.

"Rone ... Ran ...," Naqi tried to prevent Rania from leaving, but it was prevented by Sam.

"Let Rania I pursue, later if there is a commotion even more troublesome." Sam forbids Naqi to chase after Rania, with Sam half running down the stairs. Coincidentally the house was deserted so no one saw Rania and Sam playing a chase.

"I'm sorry Cyra yah Mas, 'cause Cyra's all fucked up." Cyra was confused by all this.

"You are not wrong Cyra, indeed Rania's attitude is so sometimes like a child, I was sometimes confused by her nature. But I also love her so much that I always succumb to her nature." Naqi tried not to make Cyra guilty of this condition. "You better get some rest now, Sam just said for a few days you have to take a full rest to get well soon."

Cyra is trying to get up from her seat and is about to move into bed, Naqi who sees Cyra grimacing rushes up and will help Cyra...

"No need Mas, let Cyra alone," subtly rejected Cyra so that Naqi would not be offended.

"You're still sick, you're going to get worse," forced Naqi into a higher tone "Enough stubborn Rania, you don't have to go along stubbornly. Could've stung me if you followed stubbornly." Naqi grabbed Cyra's body and held her up.

Cyra was silent and obedient as Naqi did all that. His chest was already rumbling, especially their faces were very close together, making Cyra's heart feel restless.

"Oh my God if Mas Naqi's treatment continues whether I can keep my promise to Mba Rania. Your attempt to keep that promise is indeed very heavy, O Lord," Cyra inwardly held her rumbling chest.

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