When Demon Child Become Human
␑| Lovely Memories

"I may remember because of your words, but I chose to keep fighting afterwards. Although I have the option to ask Mr. Kaidan not to include me in Raid. That was my first mistake. Mistakes to my duos, I didn't save stamina well. It makes it a little difficult to focus on the last fight. Which brings a mistake to my three, that is, I have lowered the defense even though I do not know whether the enemy is really dead or not."

Fate began to fold both of his hands in front of his chest.

"If you only think 'if I had it this way' or 'if I hadn't done it' when would you have come forward? Rather than thinking 'if only' or 'this is my fault', it's better to think 'what should I do next'. Because negative thinking does not help anyone, either you or anyone else. And, anyway ...."

Slowly Fate lowered his hands, a gentle smile adorning his face.

"I am grateful to remember them. Because now I remember something else too. My singing ability, as well as my ability to play musical instruments. Both are the relics of both my parents, because they were the ones who taught me both things. I can remember both of them as long as I sing and play an instrument."

Hearing this, Lucian smiled with pride, stroking Fate's head gently. However, slowly his smile changed a little .. evil?

"Well, you already know your mistake. I hope that when you recover, you're ready to return to our training."

Fate looked at Lucian with a flat gaze, implied a little annoyance there. "Like I have another choice."

He laughed, but really? Directly training?! It seemed like the notorious and strict Head Master Lucian was very right. I don't know how many things Fate's been through until it looks ordinary like this ....

Then Lucian turned, looked at me and maybe. "Do you want to join us, Red?"

I-I let out a very forced wry laugh and stood up slowly. "Ah, haha .. sorry, seems to have to refuse? Emm, excuse me."

Immediately I ran out of the room and heard the sound of laughter quite loud from the direction of Fate's nursery. I exhaled a long breath. They were completely in a different world, I slightly smiled awkwardly before proceeding.

In retrospect, Professor Kaidan said there was a moment when Fate looked up into the sky as if looking for something, and that I saw for myself; a lad where it is numb because too much goes through a wide variety of things that are difficult to accept. All the jumbled flavors filled in, but Fate.

Maybe, because there's a void there.

Until finally dare to keep going, until all the answers to the question are grasped. Fate, in your own light you can shine and defeat all pitch. As for me, I was very afraid of the truth because I did not like uncertainty, and ended up choosing to stop. I fear repeating the same thing; fear of solitude.

True what Professor Caterine said, my psyche is very weak compared to others. And maybe up to this point, I'm actually still ....

Ah, subconsciously returned to my ward. It felt like tidying things up but for some reason, the blue highlight of the sky felt so soft again drugged; making me end up sitting on the edge of the mattress and seeing the clouds. And down there a lot of people do their thing.

The world is much more peaceful than where I came from. My eyes dimmed again. Fate's words earlier .. Stop blaming yourself, huh?

What if it was my fault? It's true I've accepted myself. However, given-ah, what should I do? Hey, somebody, tell me what step I should take? God, what truth am I supposed to go through? Those words began to overflow as much as I thought and one point I felt .. Perhaps, it is true that I am selfish and stubborn because of my helplessness.

"Oi, Red, are you out?" A noisy accent suddenly appeared and filled the entire white space, luring me to look back. Apparently Daniel. But why carry such a plastic bag?

He began to step up in spirit, sitting right beside me and putting his luggage on the bedside table. "This ... the kids look up to you too but, yes, be busy. I'm busy too, I still have work to do. That's not finished but Cecil wants to help and the others leave this for you. So I brought their regards."

I was stunned to hear it and ended up laughing. "Why? Will I return too?"

Eh? Daniel seemed to blush but began to embrace my shoulder by puffing out my chest. "Heh, don't you! You're part of us, one family! We will not be with you what does the world say?!"

The blonde started talking non-stop but hearing his words, made me fall silent over the thought of returning to the previous incident. Family; loss; memory; pain; don't blame yourself; move on; a fondness for lost relics, dizziness. I started grimacing and gripping my head with one hand.

"O-oi, Red? Well, if it still hurts rest--"

"Daniel, can I ask you a question?"

Lowering my hands slowly, I slightly turned towards him who had already looked at me with an anxious look, but gave a small nod later.

I started touching her left chest, and grabbed her.

"It hurts; it hurts so much; it hurts so bad. It felt bad and it kept me away from it."

I also mute. Even now, just recalling it felt like there was an incision in the chest.

Why can Fate still smile?

Daniel and I didn't open our voices. Slightly glancing-ah, she seemed to think before seeing me over laden would wait for me to say again. However, I just lowered my head and linked the fingers.

"Heem, yeah just don't remember anything painful."

The distinctive vowels sounded, making me direct attention to Daniel. He started to look a little serious.

"It is difficult to do than say this but if you keep remembering the pain, you will be tormented continuously. Just do it and remember your happy times. After all, by doing the thing you love, it can bring you back close to him. It might even feel like he's by your side again."

Ah, he started patting my back slowly and grinning the horse. "I heard that doing things you like can bring your feelings much closer to each other, even though he can't keep you company anymore, but surely, I'm sure the feeling of comfort is still unfolding? Just remember that, don't care about anything else."

"If I killed him?"

His hands froze. The petals rolled up in the green iris looking at me in disbelief, and the veil strengthened it even more. Daniel did not open his voice and looked down in confusion which was clearly drawn. Before long, he started looking at me again. My face is hard to read.

"Eeerr, I don't think you're telling anyone this stuff .. including me, unless you're a believer-Ouch, don't know if you're real or just blaming yourself, but you must have a reason why you did something like that. Red, you're this .. how ya .. huh, you're scary but I doubt you're willing to aim for a squirrel in a tree."

His reaction was quite unexpected. Daniel was still in a relaxed gurgle, scratching his blonde hair over a confused face. Ah, green eyes glanced at me again. "Did you remember what the last time he spoke was and ... what is it?"

The last moment when I stabbed him, or when I saw him coming back after all this time, my eyelids opened wide slowly. I recall. On noticing my sword there; stuck in his chest .

"Smile."

The word slid gently from my lips, making me close my mouth with my hands. Because I remembered .. and couldn't believe it. He, although the embodiment of my heart is still there over the blood ceaselessly flowing, in his last moment really smiled at me.

Wh why?

"Keep, do you remember what he said?"

I started to lower my right hand slowly. At that-no, he didn't say anything. But when we met, in a confused state that I didn't know what was going on and why I could see it again after hundreds of years, he rested before me who was glued to the ground and said that ....

"I apologize and say ... love me?"

"justified! I know you're not that kind of person! Don't blame yourself, Red. I'm sure he still cares about you and wants you to keep on being happy-uh, heeeh, don't cry! I'm sorry, I don't mean--"

"Daniel." Ah, unconsciously starting to shed tears, I started to wipe her slowly.

It's stupid to forget what's most important in life. I ... slowly, will try to get back to it; the feeling I fear the most for facing. Maybe, in fact, it is not too bad and painful.

I love you too, Aion. Maybe even, until this moment my feelings are still and will not change. Thank you for being the first person to teach me and show me happiness.

I'm really .. thank you.

In a faint smile, I said calmly, "Tomorrow, can I make breakfast?"