When Demon Child Become Human
␑| Your Memory

Lately I've spent a lot of time with Professor Kaidan. I don't know where I sleep either.

It all feels foreign.

Many times my whole body lost the ability to move, only being able to spend time curled up on a mattress. If that were to happen, Professor Kaidan would pull my hand out forcefully; forcing it to stand up. Again, I was confused by his treatment.

Sometimes he leaves me to someone and everyone around me, I don't know. Isn't this weird? Their faces were shapeless and it was creepy, making me choose to close my eyes. Then the mind becomes empty when his footsteps are heard away.

And what made me wake up from the void was his hand, maybe that's why Professor Kaidan never took off our link together, followed by a touch and a small affection that made my attention focused on him.

When we were together, sometimes he spoke; sometimes he laughed. After looking at me, his expression turned into a wistful. Not understanding the look of the face shows feelings of anger; sad; pity, this is too complicated to understand.

All of this continues, day after day.

Like now.

We hold hands, browse ... perhaps, the path? The eyes are too blurred to examine one by one, only felt shady trees shade. Silence; no birds chirping also insects, only coolness from the burning substances of trees and sun highlight. This place is quite quiet because there are not many sounds filling my hearing that is already noisy by the hum.

When deeper into the garden planted with flowers, there is a garden bench so striking around the trees are tenuous.

Then Professor Kaidan sat there, and I followed.

Before long, he gave me a book. I took it too, slowly fingering on the cover because there is a picture arising there and this attracts attention until my eyelids slightly blurred.

After a few minutes, both of my cheeks he touched with his big hands. It turned out that Professor Kaidan had stood up and bowed in front. It took me a while until my vision focused on him.

"Red, can you wait here for a second? If you are bored you can open this book, then you come back so do not go anywhere, huh?" I nodded and he carved a small smile.

After patting my head, Professor Kaidan stepped away.

I decided to open the book of his gift. Honestly, I like it a lot. Could this include a picture story book? As a result, I was swept away in crayon pictures.

But have I seen him at any time?

Bizarrely.

Something is strange.

Why does it feel weird?

While flipping one sheet, the book fell down .. ah, again my hand shook. I also tried to take---

"This is what happens when you continue to live eternally."

Huh uh?

I sat up again because I undo the intention of taking the book that fell because of the figure of a girl standing in front. Looking at it, suddenly an emotional angle rages over a feeling of nostalgia towards past memories.

Why not a stranger?

"When you have told it; you have given it, but you do not remember. Is it because of pretending? Then, now I'll be frank."

As soon as the weak words in the vowels vibrate, the round eyes also turn soft. Then, he calmed down and held the head of a young man on the thigh-huh?

That ... me?

"It's just your hallucination, no Kaidan; no books, you walk loose and unconscious. Know it? I shouldn't be here, 'cause I'm .. I'm dead."

Then the plain blue eyes stared intently at the dancing luster as the comet circled around. Astonishing beauty, this is not an ordinary gaze makes me dizzy over his beauty to the point of being at home sculpting. But, just now, what did he say?

"This is all I can do; this is the only way to atone for my sins. I feel like I told you, the normal life that I wish .. best for you." And he caressed the young man's hair in lap-akh!

Instantly my head ached, the pain was so intense that it frowned like there was a change in the body. Reflex I curl my head with one hand.

"I just want you to smile again, but you keep falling like this .. It makes me think, how good it would be if I brought you to an eternal sleep."

As he said but hearing the typical vowel of the little boy, the head was burning-ah, it hurt, it hurt too much! Makes me bend down little by little to hold the pain.

"You keep making me regret the choices I expected. Do you understand why I wish for you, not me?"

But I couldn't answer because I was gnashing my teeth until my body fell off the park bench to my knees and looked down deeper. Even over time the forehead touches the grass base.

"Because you are perfect and your smile is beautiful; shining; it is so melting, the most precious I have ever had. I want you to live on; keep feeling happy. I can't give you any more happiness but the world can."

Because every little finger touched the head of the young man in his lap, the instant the dizziness hit me strongly made my vision blurry, like something was forcing its way into the head. It was terrible pain, nausea; wanting to vomit; cold-cold sweating

"Maybe you feel empty knowing that everyone is missing one by one but that's life, something comes; something goes. Because human time is so short, that's why it can be called a golden lump. With such a short time, why don't you use it for happiness? Because I'm sure your smile brings happiness to those around you."

As soon as my body lay on the ground in hunting breath, the tongue also felt faint and could only hear it continue to speak.

"That's why you're perfect .. the most loyal person I've ever known. And I love teaching you about God so you can keep praying, ask for the best."

His hand stopped stroking the young man's head on his lap and that very moment the whipping pain disappeared, leaving me gasping violently. Occasional swallowing to regulate breathing back to normal.

Really, it feels so claustrophobic.

"Apple ... Luchifen?" I asked for a raucous voice.

For now remembered, this girl is truly a Luchifenian descendant; the only one from my world. The person I saved and invited to stay together for having a nostalgic aura, but that time ....

"Again, you see me as three different people." He immediately threw away his face. "You saw Pride as your mother; you saw Aion as your lover; you saw me as your sister, maybe that's why I ended up appearing with a different body, because we had different forms."

"No. .. understand ...."

Suddenly all the energy disappeared like being pulled out by force to make my luminaries disappear because the vision was again shaded. Feeling weak, and slowly .. My consciousness faded.

"Then I came to make you remember and understand, The Hope."