When Demon Child Become Human

When Demon Child Become Human
␑| A Guide


By recalling all the memory in large quantities, usually the consciousness will be lost due to the excessive burden borne by the head.


However, now I stay awake and lie on the grass of the green carpet like velvet. Even though the soot eyes were wide open and staring at the stars that filled the sky, the head felt empty. What's more a small hand is still busy wiping my head like a strand of affection threads.


Then, my right arm stretched upwards like it was trying to reach the distant stars. Then turn to reach for the cheek of a faithful girl holding my head on her small thigh. His smile seemed to slowly bloom like a flickering flame in the dark realm.


And felt, wet from tears not mine dripping several times to the cheeks. He grabbed my palm with both hands, and brought it closer to his soft thin lips.


Makes me close my eyes again.


"Myosotis is your favorite flower, it means Never-Forget-I but you change its meaning as a representation of death" he said, "that is how you interpret it in life. You, slowly withered with falling petals... continue to shout inwardly, pleading for a favor."


"Si nos amas, serva nos." And his hand stopped, and moved away from me who said so.


"If you love us, save us," he replied translating what I said in the native language of the original world.


It forced me to re-open my eyes and look at the face that was now carving deeply. "Living like that, isn't it exhausting ... and painful?"


REDstar and Aion; Hikiboshi and Orihime, indeed their life stories are sad. It was heartbreaking in the severed red destiny line. How each other drifted away and pursued; begged and stopped; ended up hurting and hurting each other.


And like that, my own life story.


Still not answering, I turned my face away and tried to sit down. Even when the body is firm, there is no dizziness. It may be true what this girl said, all.


"You keep praying, begging to be saved. Then wept in sola, constantly screaming to be saved. Though I just want you to get used to the farewell hug, when my love falls from the sky like a miserable rain. For, know, your life now is not limited to paying for sin but to attaining happiness that has never been found."


Hearing that, I bowed. You could say that the words are chanted so beautifully as poetry but it hurts too, reminding how I first knew the word and imitated it in language.


To the end, I can only imitate.


When he was lost .. sorrow prevailed. But having remembered this; this memory; this memory, I am truly grateful to have been created by God.


Because I understand all kinds of tastes and events, and a tenderness when I get a loving hand.


Maybe life is so heavy that it feels like there is never a desire to be born into the world. Still, there will always be a speck of sweetness I get. Although a speck, it was enough, because from a speck .. I could recognize a light in the dark; a soft luminous twinkle, filling the whole vision almost covered by fog.


"It's all just an illusion, isn't it? When I'm conscious, I may forget."


Because there's something I want to tell her ....


The girl was stunned, then the light blue eyes closed due to the restrained laughter. Then she tidied a few strands of blonde hair behind her ears and replied, "Have you ever heard such a powerful delusion could come true? You can do it. About .... What happens to you later with this power? Actually, I can't be here. I'm dead."


So I said, "Per ardua ad astra altiora petamus. Volente deo, lucete stellae."


And he was surprised until the round eyes widened, the hands also looked limp; lying between two thighs. What's more his face actually carved something warm pulsating behind the ribs, luring me carving out a brilliant smile.


"If I can be honest .. I actually see you, as a mother figure."


"Someone I first met showed a wide range of emotions. Someone who introduces me to the world, leads me from emptiness. Someone who said 'it's okay' when I fell, and came back to show the truth. Someone ... who embraces me; embraces; loves, until I am who I am now."


"Watching me grow; making sure I'm always okay" I continued, "the first person I knew in the first moments of creation; opening my eyes; seeing you."


And I turned back towards him who was still surprised by my words. Just as a plain blue iris is vibrating and slightly shiny by the moon's twinkle because of the water that accumulates in the fertilizer. Maybe what I said sounded strange and ambiguous, what else to a girl as small as this. But anyway, he is her. Pride; Aion; Apple, is one.


So do I, right?


"If I rate you as my lover, what's more my sister, it's a little impolite." Spontaneous I laughed a little loosely. However, a sense of blushing forced me to duck. "Because of my love; your love, I know, is more than that."


And I started to put both hands together. "More than anything, though the ration; thousands of years pass by, this feeling is the same and continues.absolute."


"Then ...." My reflexes turned to the source of the soft vowels again vibrating. "You've grown up, you can wade through the world on your own two feet and make me proud of it, with a bright smile on your face."


And the body began to glow like it was surrounded by countless fireflies.


"Because no matter what happens, I will continue with you. Even if you can't see me anymore; even if you fall back, I'll be there; give you strength again, make you remember if you forget."


In the curtains of light, the two arms that stretched out toward me turned into fine fingers; clutching my cheeks lovingly. An ordinary affectionate act, bringing nostalgia when I witnessed also the long pink hair filling my shoulders and flowing down to my back. Fished the emotional overflow until my face was hot.


At first, my throat was suffocating as it pressed a forceful feeling out of my chest as the marble face smiled at me. Like his hand faithfully held both of my cheeks so that the tears that spilled suddenly did not continue to wet.


"It's okay to see me as a mother, or whatever you want because it is .. My love is real and absolute; as I want to see your sincere smile."


Suddenly my cry broke, so tight that it was short of breath. And he immediately slipped his fingers behind the red hair, slowly clutching my head like the usual action. Again the crisp laughter flew through the air, as I became more and more overwhelmed by the outburst of emotion.


Thank ye. Looking back at it in front of me and saying this all .. Despite being just an illusion, I was truly grateful; opening wide the door of relief in the chest.


Because it feels like life is spinning. Sometimes good and sometimes bad, good. So why stop if you don't know the end of this breath. It might find an answer, like now. Yes, I will find answers.


Thank ye. Thank ye. Thank ye.


I finally understood .. why do you expect me to live a second time. And I love you.


Really love you.


Lord, listen, I love her.


Through the embers of the stars, we can reach even higher. If the Lord wills, shine like evil. That's the meaning of the word I said.


Because I want to go back and keep going.


Thank ye.


And goodbye, Aion.