
Shocked, Fate sat straight with his hands holding the edge of the table. The marble petals were blurred until the amber iris reflected light as the eyes glazed, displaying an optical illusion like a comet circling. It was also the red girl's face went out in an expression I didn't understand. Yes, I don't understand it because it's very rare that he's acting like that.
"A .. uuum, I-I didn't do anything?" he said stammering, even began to link fingers. If you look around, sweet is also the behavior of this Fate.
"Hmm, but I thank you for living and meeting me" I replied with a slight tilt of my head.
I really can't deny this. Since his arrival, everything has changed. Ah, yes, since that night .. when she found me alone on a snowy night. The first time, people listened to hearty screams and were completely ordinary when I was by my side. Speak frontally but gently; non-judgmental but not justifying; balanced .. truly neutral and guiding.
Totally unexpected.
After all this time, someone saw me fairly .. as much, as a human. Then they began to arrive one by one, guarding; advising; accompanying me. Ah, naw. From the beginning, all had felt on the sides, only the dense fog within the head was blocking. And her, the girl sitting on the bench at the end of the table made me realize it all.
"If you don't do anything, it means .. Your presence alone makes me happy." I started to smile again. "In fact, maybe saying thank you doesn't quite show how valuable you are, Fate."
Then very slowly the flickering fingers moved up, covering her thin pink lips. The girl's face reddened as well as triggering heat; inviting clear lumps lodged in her eyes. Seen as well, half-dead she held back the urgent tears to launch.
"A-aah .. um, I-I .. aaaarghh!!"
Instantly Fate got up from sitting up to the bench where he was leaning down. He hurriedly walked until his silver hair was wagging rough, but why? Did I say the wrong thing?
"Wait, Fate!" I hurriedly chased after her but the girl's pace was very fast even though she continued to cover her face with two hands.
Until the front door suddenly opened-ah! Jesus, he hit Daniel! But still Fate stepped forward despite having apologized.
First time seeing Fate like this ... Daniel and Crist were also confused. Is there really a wrong word?
By stepping in and closing the door, Daniel asked, "That's why Fate? His face was so red, it hit me! He usually realizes that someone's coming, it's weird."
"Don't know .. when he said he wanted to rest, but instead left. Did I say the wrong thing?" I asked by rubbing my nape. Not knowing whether to feel sad or unwell-ah, this strange condition makes my head even more painful.
"What did you say?" christ asked curiously leading us - me and Daniel - to sit on the couch.
Then I approached them. Then pull and exhale slowly, sitting down and leaning against the sofa to explain the incident; how do I say thank you ... Fate ended up like that. Yes, everything is explained in detail and frankly.
"Wahaha! Well, that's like this I like! Good job, Red!" sergeant Daniel suddenly surprised me.
"uh? I'm just thanking him? Anyway I also want to thank you guys .. and Professor Kaidan, as well as the others."
W-ah, Daniel laughed louder and louder but Crist actually snorted, even to the point of looking down and massaging forehead. "Yes, maybe what you say is important to him. And saying that to her, somehow feels indirectly you like."
"Well!" Daniel flicked a finger while I was shocked to the point of standing up from sitting down.
"I WHAT?!"
Good Lord! I beg for mercy--aaaaa! I hurried back to sit and put my fingers together. But right, unconscious! I didn't think up to that. Oh, my God, how insolent of me! Waaaa, chief why don't you work?! I instantly ruffled my hair.
True I did not mean-uh, but my words are sincere and very sincere. Just don't state .. akh! I don't want to sidle it! What else Fate still has Sen.
What should I explain to him? Oh, dead already! Wait, I can't die! Why is the problem so complicated?!
"Take it easy Red! Make me say 'like', not really expressing love. As for Fate's reaction, as I said just now, maybe those words felt so important to Fate that they made him react that way."
Suddenly Crist tried to touch both of my shoulders, maybe trying to calm down but I just turned around to grab his shoulder. "W-did I do something stupid again?! Aaaaaa, Crist! What am I supposed to do? What if Fate doesn't want to see me again?!"
And it was a success, I panicked. "WHAT?! Akh, what should I do ...."
Uughh, my goodness. I feel tired when it ends like this. But Crist there just smiled calmly, I don't know what he meant. Slowly, he turned to sit next to me and tried to explain something. Actually don't know what he said it was, mostly in but out of the head.
However, the point is I understand that this is just a misunderstanding, and Fate .. was too happy to hear me say that?
I exhaled a very long breath and leaned against the sofa. Hearing the explanation felt like all the heavy weight was lifted just like that.
Ah, life is like melting.
"Eh, Crist. Red's kind of funny too, huh? Fun, make .. pushed!" Huh uh? Meanin? I was provoked to look at Daniel who was still grinning the horse.
"So, now you want to torture your friend who is in mental distress and memory? I didn't know you were that low, Daniel." Crist said it very slowly and casually.
Unlike the Daniel that was instantly made ... panicked? "Oh, don't you! I'm just afraid Red will be like you! Oldest in the club, twenty-six years old, single-ah, ups?"
Crist immediately smiled widely until his eyes closed, but looked sinister. Maybe because the aura is different? "Oh, it turns out that you are also a brash and outrageous child huh."
Daniel bowed obediently. "No, Brother. Sorry ...."
"Basic, if it's a woman's problem you're always excited." Suddenly Crist plucked a finger, like remembering something. "Oh yeah, you guys, Gear Department is working on a new project?"
"Yes, tonight's overtime again. Eat it off stress ...." Daniel suddenly raised his face. "Hey! Don't switch the conversation!"
Daniel immediately looked at me with an eyebrow. "I wonder if you're Red, why the hell when talking about Fate you're as stiff as that? You really don't like Fate? What even hates him because he is often treated continuously?"
Then I was stunned, then lowered my head by linking fingers. The gaze becomes my shame because the pain is soft when I hear it, until I cupped my mouth tightly.
"Here Daniel is, why do we keep talking about it?"
"And I'm curious, brother!"
"Haaah, let's re-discuss that project issue only. What's the deadline for another week."
Now Crist and Daniel were busy talking but I did not listen to what was going on in their conversation, for the head crossed many other things. Actually ... Not that I don't like, what else to hate.
Even opposites.
I am so grateful for his presence. I love that feeling; that warmth. What else when with Fate can sometimes do various kinds of things both are quite fun, such as when together with Aion. And at once I felt like a very lucky person on earth.
But can what am I? Who am I? My job is simple, just keep it until it gets back to the person where it was docked.
Fate already belongs to someone, and that person is Sen. The person who wants him to remember back even though the memory is painful. Realizing this .. pain stings that are too big to attack, such as the heart is squeezed strong to feel tight.
But what is my right? It's enough to go back to how it used to be, running errands; getting done; taking a break; getting back to running errands. Why think about this too? Not important. I got off the couch and walked to the dinner table, because it was better to go back to writing.
But while sitting and preparing to take notes .. why, my hand just shook? And unknowingly, a few teardrops appeared on the book until it made a small puddle.
Why .... It feels, it hurts?