
When I first arrived in this world, I was so convinced by my own memory that I remembered everything that had happened from the beginning of birth until now, because it was the truth.
It's just that Tiamat ruffled the memory and seized a few pieces of the memory, leaving all the bad memories for me to sink into eternal misery.
When we met again, Tiamat released all those memories but was in a mess and I ended up confused. Even so; though it is a mess, all the memories that exist are absolute; true; concrete, including me who was born of the devil.
This soul has gone through three phases of life.
The beginning of my creation was thanks to the lure of the demons.
And I, is the human form of despair.
The earth I came from had fallen into a chaotic state. I don't know why humans can arrive at such a time of misery and destruction, as life is meaningless and death is a common thing that can be seen every day in plain sight. Maybe this is a side effect of the many humans filling the face of the earth? Until nature is not able to meet each individual.
Yes, nature itself has been damaged and there are no more ecosystems because the only living thing left. Thus, humans are also a material for consumption for other humans.
Conditions like this, cause for concern, right?
Perhaps they have come this far because they have forgotten the Creator? For it is all the words of the devil that are heard. Even the soul of earth earth has been weak and weaker so that it is no longer able to provide stability to the living beings in it, ending up being grasped easily by the demons ... with the permission of the man himself.
Though demons and humans have long been in the cold war, they want humans to fill hell-ah, it is true that humans are damaged because of their own mistakes that hear the whisper of the bastard creature.
When such chaotic conditions, of course, all private property is lost and replaced with common property controlled by one leader. And the leader has the understanding that man can no longer continue to live, he wants extinction; destruction; doomsday, as if death is a way out and a form of salvation.
I really don't understand why they think this crazy. What of so many people, really no owner of light and a reasonable reminder of God?
But that is why I was created.
They want something that can destroy man in mass numbers, and the saddest thing ... Lucifer used it as a way to run a scheme.
Through the leader's dream, Lucifer gives one a vision that his wish will be realized, in the form of a child from the body of the demons of rank.
Then another incitement came, "Because the body is a part of us, the soul is the seventh deadly sin. Rather than humans dying in vain as they are now, what if they used their death as a vessel of sin? Who knew their souls would gather and produce new souls."
The seven sins in question are: corrupt and wrong sexual desire; greed for food; greed for the material world; laziness and vanity; great anger and resentment; hate and jealousy; and; arrogance and arrogance.
Therefore also the sin-seeking project was carried out, as a way for the demons to bring the child that Lucifer meant.
Finally the powerful sin-owning men are gathered, proud they flaunt abominations without any legal action, indeed my earthly condition has been messed up.
After that the leader declared that he only chose one best sinner out of every seven sins that would later be given the throne and hope became real.
With the offer, more and more people dared to ungodly. Lost is common sense in the wishful thinking of possessions; the throne; hope, but all just nonsense.
However, getting the dominant sin in one body is near impossible. Then secretly; without the knowledge of the civilians, they made clones. Then contest participants are grouped according to the strongest sins to be used as a collision. Despite the failure, the humans still did not give up. This creates a crisis, especially in small countries.
Because, however .. who can give a soul is only God.
Even though, God hears the desires of his creatures despite having come to the worst time like this because the Most Compassionate, Most Merciful, does not like humans to continue to damage each other, because the Most Merciful, even the existence of this soul is only one .. grant the request.
Finally, out of the seven deadly sins, a soul is formed.
Their experiment found a bright spot.
Then the containers of sin were born; seven deadly sins were collected, what they dreamed of coming out of the tube, especially those they had long prepared.
And that .. is me.
You could say, my true form is very creepy spelled out body created from pieces of demons that freely creep on the face of the earth. Even so, I was able to disguise myself like a toddler with red hair and eyes. Hence my first nickname was formed, in the form of a hereditary legend in my world ... REDstar, the red star of the petitioner. By another name, The Hope-the Hope.
Then the leader was so happy that he kept me in a special room; no one could enter.
Though I-the hope-have already come down, what is desired has not yet come true. For I do not make any meaningful gestures; not to respond, this underlies a conflict between the vessels of sin.
Though like a child in general, I can only respond if given a touch of affection from a mother-ah, no longer know following the demons turned out to bring this kind of stupidity far for humans.
As a result of the conflict ended in a dead end, there was a competition between clones who became containers of sin. Who can make The Hope respond then he is entitled to it. And from that moment on I kept watching them vying to show their respective superiority .. more precisely, watching them do silly based on their sins.
Many times the seven of them ended up surrounding me, it was quite incredible that they were competing fairly.
Until at one time, something amazing happened.
There is one container of sin that acts out of control, and it is a clone of the sin of pride and arrogance, named Pride.
It happens at night.
And I saw her .. with tears.
The fat tirta spilled over a soft smile with endless hands caressing my head. I also learned that he spoke of the child; the parents; the family, and secretly I was taken away. Then he took me to a village and disguised himself with its inhabitants.
Since then, I have been treated like a normal toddler. And she, acting like a normal mother in general.
It was so peaceful that we forgot we were artificial beings; my soul was formed on the basis of seven deadly sins; it was one of the containers of sin; the earth was in crisis.
Until I thought, could Pride have a heart? Or is it all just a big form of self and feeling superior to others? Even though, I want time to stop right now because .. mala calamity happens after.
Before long Pride knew his existence was threatened thanks to Envy's sinful aura of jealousy. Without time, we fled. Then he left me alone over the tears endlessly wetting my cheeks.
Knowing she was endlessly crying, I began to think that Pride really had a heart.
Of course, I am a toddler who has not been born on earth and has only understood the meaning of affection, not wanting to lose someone I consider to be a mother. So I kept following him until he said rudely.
It was rough, until I pecked and ended up crying on the spot. Until the hours passed, I was curled up in the soot-free sky.
And a child is still a child.
Unhungry emotions began to cling; fear of solitude enveloped, because I thought the kindness that had been received was just a trick. All these feelings boil in my heart, making me lose control by the deadly sin in my soul.
One by one; each step, red eyes darken as the body changes.
Because the release of emotions is not desirable, I also returned to the original form.
Not imaginary, exactly what I found was ... Pride fights and is stabbed by Wrath's dagger, a vessel of sin of anger and vengeance.
Pride is dead.
And I don't accept.
Not accept until it ends in a madness.
I wailed until the earth was shaken. Of course because it is made of deadly sin and pieces of many demons of rank, the existence for destruction is so strong; blaring, until the earth is covered in fire. It might as well kill the soul of the earth unconsciously.
My anger is brutal.
However, is it possible ... actually granting the initial plea of human beings, namely destruction? Because after that, the earth was almost stricken with emptiness.
Many victims fell, indiscriminately; hit flat. This incident made me realize that this self is very dangerous and dirty.
I also learned what it was supposed to be; the bitter sweetness of life, from reading the flakes of human memory like a firefly in a sudden gloomy night.
Maybe God showed it to me.
So I spread the seven deadly sins of the clones of the crucible of sin all over the world, for it would be dangerous to gather into one. The seven sins are also guarded by the seven angels of virtue so that such a case does not happen again.
Then I thought that everyone deserved a chance and justice. What else is man is indeed a source of error, imperfect. Mistakes happen and I give them a chance.
By giving up my soul to build the tree of life; to replace the soul of this earth that has been destroyed.
Then my call to new life for the earth was heard by the side of heaven; god also loves. A helping hand from heaven came to me who faithfully stood before the great tree, to cover the seven sins with the seven virtues.
That is, the desire for sexuality is shrouded in holiness; gluttony is held in check by abstinence; greed is closed by generosity; laziness is ensnared by perseverance; anger is diverted into patience; hatred and jealousy are bound by self-awareness; pride and pride are embraced by humility.
Thus perfect this soul form as a whole and as a whole, becomes a ruling entity over a universe that can; resemble God but can never be like Him-Godly Being.
By this power, the tree of life for my world is ready to stand firm which I name ... Yggdrasil.
Happy ending? Of course, the bastard does not remain silent.
The seconds before I handed Yggdrasil his soul, he managed to tear it apart. Although small, the soul piece is still me and I who have already surrendered myself as the life of this earth .. can not do anything against Lucifer.
On the contrary, I did not need the body of the devil, so I sacrificed it to revive the Pride.
Because, I think, he deserves to be happy in a new world.
The result was created from my body - the piece of the Pride-ranked demonic body became immortal.
Now her hair was pink and her eyes became sky blue like a cloudless day, possessing high-level magic; time had almost no effect on her; being able to see future flakes. I drew the witch into the world, named ... Aions.
And Aion, witnessed how my soul was snatched in part by Lucifer and locked whole in Yggdrasil.