When Demon Child Become Human
␑| That's No Obstacle!

"Are you seriously doing nothing?"

I shook my head slowly at Daniel-ah's question, actually still a little dizzy. "For now I'm fine. Thank you for worrying about me, sorry to see something like that ...."

"Oh, no, I should be the one apologizing! Sorry to put a little pressure on you."

The bad taste began to gnaw. Though I came to see him but made a noise of its own, ended up stroking his awkward nape and turned to Crist.

However, the young man did not change his expression in the least and said, "There's still something bothering you?"

"Much! Lots of Crists!"

Eh?

Unknowingly I became excited, even Daniel looked at me in wonder. Again, carried away by my own feelings. Suddenly I again confirmed the sitting position and linked the fingers. God, that must be embarrassing! Whereas before I-astaga, even Crist's clothes became tangled and his long-sleeved jacket sagged because it was not zippered! Why didn't he tidy it up? Instead of watching me.

Suddenly silence soared because of the three of us no one opened his voice. Why else this?

I looked back at Daniel, he only blinked a few times. While Crist was still as serious as before, his expression seemed to be waiting for an answer. But do not know can tell about this or not .. one side, want to get direction.

Crist always gives advice and I feel very helped by it.

"I know the future is uncertain, so we have to be prepared for whatever happens. However, I don't like uncertainty because there are too many possibilities. What else is so much negativity going on around me, including today's events. I ... became confused and couldn't stop thinking about it," I said lethargicly.

"It's okay. Now, what do you want to do?"

Uh, Crist responded? Though I'm sure the sentence was floating and ambiguous because I don't know where to start.

"If you think too much about something, you'll just drown in it and it'll put you under pressure. Life needs to make decisions, do it calmly and a new future is formed from whatever choices we make. So, what do you want to do?" continued.

What do I want? What I want ....

"I want to move forward; keep moving forward. I don't want to continue like this."

Because I am this way, too pathetic.

"Good choice, I'm proud of you! Keep moving forward .... Life is like riding a bike, to stay balanced you have to keep moving forward. Then we go to one place to another, just as we solve problems one by one; we release the burden of the mind one by one. We can't force it."

Crist finally tidied up his messy clothes.

"And during the journey, maybe the path you take is winding. If you fall while riding that bike, I'm willing and ready to help you stand up again."

Instantly I was stunned because what was said felt soothing to the chest niche; it sounded sincere, as sincere as the smile on his face. Moreover a strange feeling like a turmoil forced out of the heart slowly receded. I-I felt embarrassed all of a sudden and instantly covered my face with two hand-waiting, stop Red! Tell him something right!

"Whoaa, Crist! It's good to be a consultant!"

"Ahahaha, thank you for the compliment."

"You, thank you Crist. You're very good ...."

Can't! I ended up saying it in a weak voice; incapable like the feisty Daniel. In fact, now I duck while holding hands and linking fingers. However, it was impolite to speak not to look at him .. but blush as well! Can I just glance-eh? He chuckles.

"No, you're better than me."

He's? I'm better than him? God, I mean, seriously?! I am easily shaken; easily cry-oh, crybaby because it often carries its own feelings. Sometimes confused about what to do when the situation is precarious, then worry about small things .. Jeez, if considering my behavior the fall is very embarrassing!

Then I laughed and said, "How can you think like that?"

"Because I'm serious. Really am. No kidding."

I'm so confused right now. However, the young man's expression confirmed that what he said was serious. While Daniel nodded, either just follow-up justify or what.

"Ahahaha, no-no. I have so many flaws and sins, that's why I'm constantly praying to God ...."

"That's normal for all of us, you're not alone" Crist replied in a faint, very natural rarity, different from me earlier, "do you know a word?"

"Words?"

"Punish yourself."

Suddenly, it felt like time was running slowly behind my iris that was slowly blushing wide. It was as if the heavens had conveyed my wish while still thinking of pain and suffering with doubt; waiting for something to endure.

Now, someone's giving you one light. And I was made aware of it all felt .. Finally, my eyes got the binaries again.

"If you have forgiven yourself and asked God for forgiveness, you will have that forgiveness."

"Such ...." I clasped my hands tightly but the view ended. "This is why I'm so miserable because I don't want to forgive myself. Unconsciously, start hurting yourself. Time and time again, haunting yourself with your own bad thoughts. What happened was not what I imagined."

I looked towards Daniel. He was grinning wide as usual but looking awkward, his left hand was also waving low at me. A few times I have seen it, you could say it looks healthy. There are only minor cuts and bandages on some parts of the body. Why did Cecil cry?

"Uum, Daniel, are you with Cecil okay too? I saw him crying this morning, and he kicked me out ...."

Heee, the blond man is now laughing at my words. I became misbehaved and lowered my head deeply while stroking my nape.

"Does it matter with Cecil?"

"Daniel!"

"Oh, sorry Crist! Ahahaha, Cecil's problem I'll take care of. You don't have to worry! At most he does not like to see my condition like this, what else I send a message to resign as club chairman. My fault, too."

Eh?! Resigning? Then I looked at him with a look of disbelief. "Why? The chiefs, how?"

"My condition is like this how can it work so well? I'll pass it to Cecil. He set up the club, I helped" he replied.

I see, I started rubbing my face once. I don't think if Daniel's going to leave club-ah, don't let that happen.

"Let's help me clean things up at the club's workspace, okay? My hands are still tired, I can't lift weight."

"I can help you too."

"Not! Red's energy is enough, most suddenly you get a call."

"Oh, yeah. Your hand ... how will it be?" ask again.

Slowly, he opened his right hand. Arguably, it was a protestic hand because its skin was very shiny despite looking like an ordinary arm. "Look, cool? As per my request, this hand is tattooed! You guys know that? They gave me the Phoenix tattoo!"

"Ahahaha, don't you not like being tattooed?"

"Crist is gone, I'm horrified by the needle! But this is an artificial hand, secure it."

They both laughed lightly. While I'm here, feeling unnerved.

Daniel can continue to think optimistically and move forward even though I'm sure he hates his condition so much now. Because I know, Daniel is very much after idealism and wants to continue to perform perfectly, like practicing every morning; wants to pursue talented people with his efforts; and he wants to continue to perform well; become number one in a healthy way but angry if his desire is not achieved.

Ah, yes, remember Fate's words when reviewing the match after the club's internal sparring. Daniel has a high arrogance and temperament. However, now ... Despite being in the most hated state, he could make it as something to be liked. Because you could say with his condition now, Daniel will be much more difficult to pursue the ideals.

I think his heart is also very strong.

"Why Red? Are you as interested in me?"

"Eh? N-no! Just .. ah, yes. I was amazed, "" I replied, looking down and linking my fingers, "how can I be like you?"

"Don't till you're like me." I looked at Daniel with a serious face. I can say the accent spoke until it changed. "I have shortcomings, and you have advantages that until anytime I can not reach. Those humans have their own advantages, Red. And just like you, I'm also in the learning stage of being a good person."

"I've always been emotional, you think that's so good? No! I always make the atmosphere so chaotic and my words make people misunderstand, maybe to the point of heartache when the intention is good. For example, when we were on a mission together in Faerie Dragon, I did not like Fate being given a big mission when the new child! But my words are rude. That's what Lux realized to me in training first. Eat it now, I try to be a little calmer. But birth birth time huh? It's hard, but I'm still trying. We fought together, didn't we, Red?"

Now the green eyes are closed thanks to a wide, bright smile. Perhaps, thanks to the help of the sun rays crept in and emitted a soft twinkle around until Daniel's blond hair was shiny. For some reason, I felt a little blush and ended up nodding-uh, wait! That's not what I meant!

"Bu-not! I mean, how can you stay strong like you?"

"Ooh, that .. if you think about my stumped hand, I'm dizzy! Mending to think positively. Happiness comes from ourselves."

"Because it's already happened, so you don't think about 'why should it be like this', 'let's not happen', but choose to plan things for now and in the future?" my many.

"Well, that's okay! Instead of thinking about it or we regret it not clearly, we better see the problem in the future, right? Like your conversation with Crist. Don't push yourself, too! If you think a lot of no-no, it's called self-torture. Self-torture is not good!"

"Because hurting yourself makes people who care about us feel sick?" And Daniel nodded steadily at my statement, even Crist also followed.

Heee, they're compact too.

"Fate said that to me, I .. a little don't understand what that means."

"Now do you understand?" I looked back at Daniel and gave a small nod, making him chuckle as he elbowed Crist. "Eh, look at that. Red has grown up? Learn fast!"

"I'm a big man ...."

Again, they both laughed. But I'm right, right? Even older than anyone in this world. I started acting clumsy and rubbed the awkward nape.

"It seems that your development is much better than I thought." Suddenly the three of us turned to the door where a distinctive female accent suddenly appeared.

Ah, Professor Caterine.