
In my memory, the view from up here should be very beautiful. But now the forest had collapsed with rumbling and smoke. The village next to the right corner was filled with fire, even the sea was not separated from the plagues; a large dragon with a long neck ruled the beach.
But my attention is not on all of that. I looked up and soot eyes watched the beautiful orange sky.
And this one is still the same .. with the contents of my head.
Unknowingly, both of my hands extended upwards; as if to grab the moon and the sun that were now side by side. I ignored the sound in the walkie talkie that might be on me; also the heavy, full-splattered breath that might be from the dragon behind me, as the sky was as it kept calling; it was as if I was giving an answer that I kept looking for.
My eyes could not escape from looking at him with their petals slowly opening wide.
That way, the moon and the sun converge and the white light highlights to the point of having to turn my face away but I didn't. I really, really, can not move the body that is now limp and fell down with rest.
Because all my memories are back. Everything, suddenly and in a mess until I myself was in deep confusion. Whatisit? What happened, this? More ... do not understand the contents of my own head.
Now all the light was gone because two pairs of wings were stretched out, drowning everything in the shade. The enormous body was sparkling as if replacing the moon and sun that had broken apart. And the four heads-should be five because the middle head had been puffed-full color combinations aimed in all directions by howling decisively at the ear.
In that instant also the great dragon turned his head and flew towards me, which I finally remembered that he was ....
"... Tiamat."
"Ray!"
Huh uh?
Suddenly someone slid in this direction, bumping into me until my body slammed the ground violently. As the thumping sound and the pebble-cracks slashed against my body so boisterously, I clenched to know who did it so that he would not be hurt. Her body is light.
Then he held his hands up like a crawling position on top of me and I spontaneously touched his cheek. The person I recognize .. but, those eyes should be bluish silver right? Wait, due to mental stress, the color changes to amber.
"Fate?" I asked, and she held my still-living hand against her cheek.
"Yes. Control yourself!"
I was stunned too. "All my memories came back, and this was too much. Is it because I'm thousands so this much? My head hurts, I decided to get rid of it and now, it's empty. I'm .. confused."
Really, it felt like I wanted to spit out this thread of memory. Ah, really can't think.
Directly the girl stood up and walked a little away, then many holographic screens surrounded; thin pink lips also chanted something. Maybe contact someone else?
Slowly, I try to get up. It turns out we were in a different place. Possibly ... hallucinations? A minute, that's not it. Ah, my head is really unfriendly. Oh, yep! This is the dragon dimension portal. And far ahead; under the gray sky, there were small hills with many black crosses adorning them. It is also the same, I see glimpses in the memory of such a cross in the previous world.
"Fate, there," I said with my right hand pointing away and my amber eyes following where I was heading, "in my home world, I killed Aion on a cross like that. I stabbed him .. right in the chest and he was set on the cross. Then a lot of blood covered me."
Now Fate looked at me in disbelief but I retorted with a head-tilt, his expression unusual. What did I say? Oh ....
"Why is the cross so synonymous with death?"
Instantly the girl's body collapsed and nimble I grabbed her.
What was? His eyes no longer shone; no longer bright; no longer sparkling; instead carving a vision that made me feel guilty. However, how many times did I ask why, he did not reply. Even his heavy breath sounded raucous with his body trembling nonstop.
This is not true! I clenched him so Fate would feel calm.
However, before long the heavy aura felt close making the cold creep smooth; provoking fear filled the back. My reflex took out Zweihande and stuck it firmly to bring out Aegis to protect us both.
I don't like the owner of this aura.
"REDstar, Hikiboshi, or should I call ... The Hope."
Brak!
A large claw jolted the Aegis dome until it felt my whole body goosebumps made. The pressure is so strong and I don't know how long I can hold it, because .. the contents of the head feel chaotic and I was forced to look up by a body that began to be difficult to control.
The four heads of Tiamat surrounded us, staring intensely until it was gripping. It hurts; it hurts at all the nerve points, as it resists and counteracts the foreign pressure on my body like forcibly withdrawing a soul.
The breath feels heavy now because of the turmoil in the chest, making me continue to hold Fate as if the world would be destroyed if it took off. However, the truth is that darkness holds me back. Tight, it's getting tighter, and I'm dissolving in it.
Now it feels like drowning in a vast ocean, calm but. Hollowly. Slender. Silent. There's no light. My hands are reaching upwards. But there's nothing here.
Again I was lost in the dark.
"Did you forget? Realize who you are and where you are."
Spontaneously I was stunned, because that sentence was what the angel used to say. In that night. It's come. He also painted his horrible grin. Saw me using face-ack! A tight fit was buried in the rib cage as water began to fill my lungs and I was breathing irregularly. Can only grip the neck and wriggle meaninglessly.
Bemoan.
"You shouldn't be with humans, they're hypocrites."
Suddenly next to me was a child so despicable. I am small, so weak and powerless. Though still suffocating, my hand tried to grab it, wishing that the present me could be there .. clutching the child thirsty for answers and affection. However, it always ends tragically and is shrouded in misery.
Is it wrong to want warmth? Is it wrong to crave love? If not, why does it always end that way?
"Keep in touch with humans, it'll just keep this going over and over and you're stuck on the same fate."
I was finally able to breathe even though I was still gasping for breath because my legs had arrived at empty space. There was only me, standing under a faint beam of light.
This is really .. illusion.
I kept touching my neck, trying to catch my breath. Water is still the majority throughout the body. Not because the rest of the drown before this, but the sweat that soaked because it was all too painful. The whole memory; the memory, too torturous for me.
Why is it to be shown in all this?
I finally stared at the only other occupant here besides myself. The great dragon with four heads sat quietly there, letting out a terrible grin. Then he explained everything, about my bad past. Not to be missed, all the worry I had. Overall, about me in detail.
Afterwards, he looked with a flash of gaze that kept me faithful in silence.
"One thing is certain. You're different from those lowly humans. Eternity and gloom are not things to be wasted. You don't need a trick. You don't need a ruse. You don't need anything to get in the way. Followers; friends; cooperation; family, are not needed in those who achieve perfection."
That, he explained it so well that it seemed scary and my ears were hot to hear it, not inferior to the boiling heart.
"The Hope, you're supposed to be with us. And you, in the beginning, were with us."
Gradually, my eyelids opened to show off the iris soot.
"Did you forget?"