
Somehow the silence actually enveloped, even the ticking of the clockwork sounded rhythmic in the space that was only visited by us.
It seems, it was wrong to say ....
Crist is still in an expression I don't understand, maybe more like a surprise? But wonder too. Ah, I don't understand. At least, I-I have to say something for the sake of breaking the silence!
However, when about to open the mouth Crist had already said, "I have a break of one hour, you want to not accompany me for a walk? I'll buy you a soda, you like it?"
I immediately replied with a radiant face. "Yes! New to this world drinking something that tastes unique like soda, I love it!"
"As if bitten by an ant?"
"Really! What else if drunk once all of the throat is exhausted, then when the stomach air like gathered into one. Feels funny!"
Ah, this time I laughed a little with a smile, because! Sometimes until I burp and there's a taste like a stab in the nose. To be sure, I don't want to burp in front of people. Heh, embarrassing!
Suddenly Crist smiled half a smile and came back with his lunch-uh, what is that? Smile different! Is my reaction overdone? Waitaminute! I-I remember Crist once said that I was always honest with my own feelings. Aaaaa, must have been my embarrassing expression earlier. Too carried away! Spontaneously I covered my face with both hands.
"You can tell stories, including the ones you talked to Daniel about."
Eh?
Then I lowered my hand and I saw Crist standing up, looking like he wanted to do the dishes. After all was done, he walked towards me, more precisely standing behind the bench I was sitting on. Then he gave a signal to leave, and I followed where the young man was walking.
When he reached the door and entered the hallway of the club building, Crist said, "You remember the matter of Tiamat. You can tell me."
"Eh, is it okay? You will be disturbed ...."
"No, Red. It could be your report, right?"
"really? Can you?!" my question was full of enthusiasm in the heart more and more lit, making Crist lightly embrace a smile.
Maybe my reaction was exaggerated, but I couldn't lie if I felt so radiant when someone on my side listened to what I said. I could be selfish. But I also appreciate it.
As I continued walking, I finally started to tell stories.
"I told you about the twins, didn't I? When I remembered, I finally felt strange when Mei sometimes spoke indistinctly, like 'my brother does not want to wake up!' to the bishop. Wasn't it not that you didn't want to wake up from the beginning? Perhaps, he was also affected by Tiamat because the twins were one who was split in two!" I said trying to mimic a woman's accent.
Of course that's ridiculous, proof Crist laughed. But it was nice to see his loose expression, after all it was in my head.
"Then ... then, right if the bishop is a dragonic user? Just like the witch in the village who has gone missing-Nifle."
"Yes, Red. Basically people with high spiritual power are just dragonic users. Large humanitarian watchdog average dragonic user. But they are not bound to us and should only use dragonic power if the situation is precarious or we are difficult to achieve it, including for the sake of tradition with the permission of Vaughan officials. I'm sure you know why."
"Correctly! Oh, yeah, the case of the leaked data is also me? Because of Neor intel for Tiamat! He and the dragons who were reckless about opening a portal near the academy wanted to watch over me, didn't they? Only the one who read my past knows the sentence of the Fallen Angel but Dominguez knows it. Maybe he knew from Neor, so after sparing my turn, everything went awry! EVE is not wrong Crist, do not accuse a no-no on EVE. He's good!"
I said it all with a frenzy to lean towards Crist, but in return my face was pushed away with one hand. Oh my God, I'm serious! Because the incident at that time felt rowdy until-wait, my steps were suddenly jolted with eyelids rolling slowly.
Awhile! My God, that time was so bad that it hurt Professor Kaidan. Made Fate angry and beat me up. Then Crist worried and accompanied me, saying we're best friends .. wahaaa! Red, it was you-at-the-moment
"Well!"
Instantly surprised by the cold and piercing stick to the cheek, my reflex gasped by touching the left face. Heh, the freezing taste is really sticky like being hit by a hunk of ice .. isn't it, it's a can of drink-uh? The soda!
"Take it, we sit there."
"Ah, thank you ...."
Again I followed the young man, sitting on a park bench not far from the automatic selling machine. I looked back at the calm but indescribable face full of sadness as well, his eyes looking far away made the iris seem faint by the blue of the sky; as if seeing a lot of flashbacks. A breath later. Then Crist closed his eyes until the wind gently stroked his purple hair.
I don't understand the meaning of the reverberation, start enjoying silence ... maybe?
I lowered my head, leaning against the bench with my legs straight ahead. Although it was past noon, the road looked wet and fresh air was inhaled equivalent to cold with ice. Yes, autumn is soothing because the king's rays of daylight are dim, drilled on my fingers that are busy clutching a drink can in the middle of the thigh.
Silence filled the park, until Crist finally opened his voice. "Red, even if you like soda .. I hope you can be a bottle of water."
Then I looked at him, he took a sip of tea bottle before continuing to say, "Why? Let's say, the bottle is you and the contents of the bottle are the emotions of your reaction. People who hate or envy you try to shake you, from time to time. If you shake the soda, when you open it, it will immediately explode. But if you shake the water bottle, at the same time it will calm down before opening."
Crist looked at me, in an expression I did not understand. "Don't let anything disturb your calm. Focus on everything that makes you happy . and makes you happy. Life always gives us a test. We need to be able to control our emotions before they control us."
He turned and closed the bottle. Honestly, I was a little confused as to why Crist said all this, but somehow it calmed down as well. Maybe that's what Crist felt when I spoke a no-no? I'm getting curious, what does the kindness he gives away for free mean?
Could it be that hoping ... someone also treats him well, like he helps others?
"There used to be someone who told me that if you wanted to do something, big or small, always think about whether it was good or not. For that, it is necessary to analyze whether it will end up hurting someone or not. It's profitable or not. Therefore, believe me ...."
His two hands were upright; propping his body by gripping beside his thighs, starting to tremble as he desperately held a sob. Similarly, his slightly shrill vocals were interrupted. "And let me .. help you."
Hearing that, spontaneously my gaze fell.
"Now that I know why Fate's acting so, your words are hot."
God, right because of the wrong word?! I immediately felt panicked. "W-wad! I didn't mean---"
"It's so hot that it melts a frozen heart."
And his face turned back to me with a faint smile; very simply, his eyes were narrowed; they were not as closed as usual. A warm sambit carve that he first showed me as far as I knew because his tears were spilling fat, made me feel stifled because too many emotions were held in the recesses of the chest.
"I'm glad you appreciate all the little things I tell you .. But I respect you, more than you appreciate me."
I immediately grabbed him because I couldn't stand it. Really am. All felt tight even he resigned; lowered; buried his face. And the first time I had the opportunity to give him my shoulder.
For the words spoken ... same as Aion said to me, 'I love you, more than you love me'.