When Demon Child Become Human
␑| Honest Heart

"No problem," I replied, "i'm glad that you can take a lesson from me, at least that way, you can appreciate your own life."

Then I carved out a smile.

"I also remember all your advice. And I really didn't lie everything you said helped me until I got better as I am now."

"The advice is just a form of selfishness." Crist immediately threw away his face from seeing me.

But I said, "I thank you, Crist, for all your actions. Thank you." Thank you."

"You are weird."

I remember saying a similar sentence ... to Fate. When I remembered that, the corner of my lips was drawn faintly with dim eyes. Because understanding to say such short sentences, feels torturous.

"Maybe seeing an unlucky person like me makes you feel better, so you're in the top position by giving others advice. But ... but .. at least, I want you to be genuinely happy from your heart. You are entitled to all your words."

I started laughing awkwardly.

"Whether it's my feelings or not, but I see all your words only apply to others, not to yourself. Impressed as giving something ... then looking at people from a very distant position, like a painting. That kind of thing isn't it, pathetic?"

"When anyone has told me that God is Most Forgiving, that is why God gives a second chance. Some say 'the second chance is not limited to paying for sin, but to achieving happiness that has never been found'."

"You are not responsible for the happiness of others, but you are fully responsible for your own happiness. How hard you want to close it, what you hide with all your words and actions, will all be visible later. Therefore ... It's okay that you feel worried; it's okay that you feel sad; it's okay that you feel tired. After all, it's the feeling in our hearts that makes us human, right?" my clear.

Now two firm shoulders seem to shake, though faint; though covered in hair, they do not escape in my eyes.

"When I saw you worried like that, I was relieved that you were finally able to be honest with your own feelings. I understand how you feel, and I don't mind that either. Because like I said .. I want you to be happy, Crist."

"Ahhhhaha!" Suddenly he laughed.

Laughter that was so forced that it sounded softly in the empty hallway; until my heart felt sore to hear it. "You used to say you couldn't say a good sentence, now what does that mean?"

"Maybe I learned from you. I don't forget all the teachings and good treatment that people gave me."

I started to hook the fingers.

"Our friendship can be very short for me who has traveled almost thousands of years, even this has not even been two years. However, even so, I really appreciate it. Like chunks of gold, your smiles are all brilliant in my memory. I'm happy to know you all; to be able to build and feel wonderful memories."

And my eyes were closed thanks to the encouragement of the smile on my lips.

"Because of you; you; so precious to me. Everything we went through managed to close the void in my heart; giving back the color in my empty life. If I can be selfish, it feels like time stops right now but, I would rather step up. If I keep silent, I will only see you go far away and disappear from my sight. Then I want to, at least, walk with you guys until the end of time."

Despite his sobbing, he forced himself to say, "I help others .. for feeling that failure used to not be able to do well. That's why .. I want to do good to be treated well, so that they can remember me well, but they just say 'thank you' and then go one by one. Like utilized. So I thought of taking advantage too, eating him looking down .. you .. so that my heart could feel better."

The longer, the more shrill his vocals make me feel claustrophobic; like a pain that is too big to attack the heart is squeezed strong to feel suffocated. This is the first time I've seen Crist like that.

"I am most afraid .. forgotten. When you said you wanted me to be happy and remember everything I said . I immediately realized what I really wanted. Eat it, want to help you properly .. your illness problem. Consult with my guardian about you. But instead ... did not want to, take care of the letter after reading the consequences. I don't want you to forget me. But Miss Caterine rules me .. I can't do anything ...."

Unable to bear.

I immediately grabbed her shoulder and instantly she leaned on me. Therefore, I saw her tears were not stopping but desperately held back to tighten her teeth until her eyes closed.

"What's wrong," I replied in a low voice, "thank you for watching me all this time."

"Now you say it all, I can't ... reply ...."

He looked claustrophobic, like a heartbeat was no longer the same and emotions overflowed until his face flushed red.

Then I said, "You can reply later .... Had I ended up dead, at least I would have had these precious memories; and you. Had I ended up forgetting everything, would you have guided me and advised me again?"

Then, I grabbed her hand that kept shaking. "We're saying, Crist?"

Suddenly the big door opened until I was stunned and turned my head. Professor Caterine looked there, folding both of her hands with a proud smile. Then some of the staff - who I believed were medical because of the suits in particular - began to scatter over to us.

He also stepped in to attract Crist who had been weak because of the emotional turmoil away from me easily. Finally the young man cried.

Instantly from behind the soot eyes their movement became slow; it was as if time had stopped, and I began to realize ....

Fear in the chest.

I don't want to forget him, or anything. I want to feel better in order to always be with them behind my differences, not end up losing these memories. I feel comfortable and warm with them, and I feel like I want to hold on forever.

But now is not the right time to stop, what else to back off.

Given time to get back to being happy, that's enough; more than enough.

I really .. thank you all.

Thank you, I can't stop saying it.

Thank ye.