When Demon Child Become Human
␑| As It ....

At night, we were kept busy with the previous big findings. It turns out that the results of Crist's father's research are very deep and detailed, including ancient relics in the temple. However, I actually chose to go out to avoid busy because I wanted to find fresh air after being trapped underground for a long time. Luckily, they also allowed and accepted.

Yet it was only an excuse because of this chest; this heart, unceasingly rumbling like the pounding of high waves struck the firmness of the rock; also my determination to hear his words was like a very loud slap that made me realize something, and his words felt right out of his mouth.

Because of that, I should always remember.

Now, it feels so quiet. Quiet because indeed the village had long been abandoned; silent because all the members took care of it into the temple, but I actually walked and left a bitter trail on the snow. Just as I understandably decided to take the path of receiving the wounds that have haunted me for over a thousand years; ensnaring myself all my life, and that is not an easy thing to decide.

I was determined to keep going.

My red netra is now looking up at the same face looking up over the wide open petals, bit by bit. Up there, the curtains of space seemed to be falling and fluttering in an eloquent refraction of light; multicolored; so beautiful, and perhaps this was the first time I had seen an aurora. But his presence is like watching a despicable me try to carry the burden alone.

For it has come to a new sheet of life.

Now I am like a human being, aged; I can die at any time. With my time already few and limited, it should not be used to lament the life that has now been empty. Because, maybe, I can make a new story. Then look for someone who wants to be a term in my life; calm me; make me not swayed with thoughts and souls that are indeed created very chaotic.

Because I know, in the future life will be more winding.

But will it be that easy? I'm not entirely alone either, am I? There are others, as well as Professor Kaidan. Why, always less? Even though they exist. Accompanying me. Give me the love I want. Establish togetherness and spin precious memories for me.

Why, the heart is not satisfied? Though the dark has disappeared; the beloved has rested in peace. So is his heart because I have grasped him in the grip of my life, even though his figure is gone.

Why, keep feeling pain .... here? I started to clutch at the jacket that covered my chest.

I'm not supposed to be like this, am I?

I also exhaled a long breath.

Before long the phone shook and I took it out of my pants pocket. The name on the screen, is the name I avoided; the one I tried to get away from; the one I let loose with her beloved ... Fates. But I still lift because of the impulse.

"Hello?"

"Room ...." I heard a little surprised there.

Maybe can't believe I'm gonna pick up the phone? I also didn't expect that contacting someone could be this heavy, but I would rather ignore it.

"What's wrong? It's late, you're supposed to be asleep?" my question, with my feet stopped stepping.

"I want to sleep but can't .. 'cause I heard the latest news about you." Pause for a moment, it sounded like he was taking a deep breath. "You're moving to Eother?"

I muttered in response, then continued saying, "I want to start a new life there. After everything I've been through, starting a new beginning isn't bad, is it?"

"You have no desire to go home first and spend time with others? ... Before you go."

I laughed directly. "Why?"

So with that, I realized why it was like this; it was hard to step up and always look back. For I hope; though it may seem impossible, I want ..he, to give her love to me because I know that parting with someone so meaningful in life will be so empty. But not knowing loving alone would be this picture.

I just want us to walk together; hand in hand, as always. It felt like he was the only one who understood me so clearly, and so my life began to change because of it. And he said this; keep worrying about me, like giving me that glimmer of hope .. if he still wants to be with me, and I'm crazy about it.

Don't want me to force myself to turn this feeling into hate so it's easy to leave. However, if he continues to act that way, I am not strong. Make the heart relentlessly scream it wants it; needs it; needs it; loves---

"Why are you still watching me? Enough to get to the sit? I'm not bothering you guys, so what are you doing? Enough already?"

Really can't stand it, until I clenched my hands tightly until the nails stuck in the palm.

"If there is anything to talk about please send a message as usual. I've no-ah, yes, at least you already have someone to return to; someone you call your own home and berth. I still have nowhere to lean. If I'm honest, I want it. And seeing you worrying about me, makes me cramped."

As soon as silence fills the God-talk, I hope not to say as memorable as expelling.

"I don't have ...."

Spontaneous breathing stops with a freeze filling my back. Not because the snow filled me, but his words made my heart feel loose.

"But, Sen?

"Didn't I say it?! Sen is gone! He's dead! And that ... it's because of me! The one who should have died was me! Not Sen!"

"Ha, meaning? Fate up! Huh hello? Hello?!"

As soon as the phone was cut off one way and the last thing I heard was the sound of a dropped-astaga phone, Fate was all right? Only now heard him shout like that moreover the sound was very vibrating and shrivelling.

Immediately I tried to contact him again .. couldn't; not picked up. Aaakh, this is really frustrating for me! I switched to contacting EVE by opening the holography screen, and without further ado said, "EVE track the position of Fate, member of the master number 225354772."

However, the screen actually displays a large red cross before again showing a transparent girl figure. "Request denied. Searching for member data including current positions is prohibited for students."

Then I groaned and ruffled my hair. "Anything! Whatever I give up! Unplug the Grade S position, put me on the exile list, or whatever instead. I beg EVE! I beg you, just position Fate ...."

After that there was only silence. I was really impatient and stared expectantly at the screen in front.

Finally, after a few minutes he replied, "The last position of Fate Lancelot R. at 10:21 pm was in the Lucian Mansion, after which no trace was found. Heart Core was left in the room. The use of Heart Core for learners with the parent number 224310317, Red Sirius, is disabled until further commands due to a breach request data."

And the call was forcibly cut from one direction. Spontaneous I took out the Heart Core and sure enough, it was transparent; not black as usual; not fluorescent. I can't teleport!

Immediately I clucked in annoyance and ran; rounding up the determination to immediately return to the academy, at any rate; no matter how far the distance was. I kept running through a heap of snow thick enough as a man of loyalty, clenching my teeth; squinting. Even wading through the hell of the world to be able to return to his side.

Because, right now, my feelings are really bad.