
"Daniel, it's true! Upon my arrival, I release a great energy but you cannot detect it when my position is not so far away ..?.Perhaps, around Rhodes and Nifle? Is it because of this darkness? Ah, yes, that's why the dragons got me first!"
I said it with passion, more a little laugh. While my opponent was just groaning, his head was still lying on the table.
After lunch, there were some club members going in groups with their binders. Maybe we will learn together? Like Cecil for example. Because early December-three weeks longer-starting recast grade data collection. There are also those who are still busy with their missions, such as Crist and Fate. Only me and Daniel remained in the club but he was silent.
Maybe listen to my words seriously? Then I again said, "And it turns out that Tiamat's body and soul are separated, well sealed. That's why---"
"Room! You know, because of you and Fate, I don't think I'm interested in fantasy anymore."
He's? I slightly tilted my head. "But it really happened, didn't it? You also see that--"
"All right, don't care! You are you! You're part of us. Already, that's doang, period!" daniel shouted with ruffling his frustrated blonde hair, so powerful that he stood up and the sound of his chair falling was so deafening.
Suddenly there was someone approaching the table, then I looked around, Crist?!
"Looks like your memory's improving, Red?"
Ha-ah, I didn't expect his arrival because of the noise Daniel made. Regarding his words, I nodded excitedly. "Yes! Because it's only been a while..maybe it's only two years? So it is still easy to organize the memory in this world based on the calendar and the sequence of missions that are done. But the problems of my home world are still confused, hehe."
"Heh, Crist, you go with me. Today I will be busy until overtime. If empty time is filled with chatter Red more stress that there is."
Overworking? It felt like he had almost a week of overtime from the first day of discussing the matter of a new project with Crist.
"He is happy and wants to share his story with you. He believes in you, Daniel."
"No attention! I told you I wasn't interested in his past. Behold it! I'm going out."
Daniel passed by and left the club. However, Crist laughed at the blonde's reaction. Is anything funny? I don't know. The head still felt empty, I was a little confused by the surroundings and ended up stroking the nape.
Is something wrong with me? Only telling the previous events. I was also surprised to find out that they had just found me because of the fight with Tiamat; detecting the dragonic power was quite large.
Because Tiamat used the same way the Fallen Angels used to shake me. However, due to my survival instinct, the results are not the same. Maybe when the Fallen Angels used it, I ended up losing my mind and obeying. When Tiamat used it, I lost my mind but fought back. As he used it so many times, I was fully aware and resisted.
I also grimaced a little, it seems like people have always liked to play the contents of my head.
"Red, is lunch still left?"
Oh, blimey! I forgot there was Crist. He's coming home for lunch - even though it's late. Then I moved from sitting. "It's in the fridge, will I warm it up?"
"No need, you just sit down."
"Ah, alright ...."
I leaned back against the chair in the soot eyes not to be able to see the young man. As usual, Crist did everything calmly. Sometimes I wonder... Deep in the corner of the heart, what does it feel? I mean, he often thinks about other people's problems. Me included. However, did this young man notice himself as he cared for others?
Although the fight was not the thing he uploaded, but this young man had another side that could make a Consultation Department chairman acknowledge his existence. Isn't that amazing?
It seemed that Crist knew he was being noticed, he looked at me for a moment before sitting down with a small smile. "This is you cooking again? There's tomato soup."
Not answering, I'd rather keep looking at him. Seemed a sturdy fingers occasionally tucking and combing her long purple hair back as she ate a bribe after a bribe. And it's still the same, as it used to be; Crist hasn't changed, from the start.
However, why is it that the more you know it, the more you feel that every movement is an emptiness? What he did was ordinary. Ate. Checking the phone sometimes. Back to taking bribes. Every day, everything is normal.
What's wrong?
I can't deny it, I'm worried. His figure was like a beautiful painting, plastered beautifully in the middle of a magnificent and large room. By ourselves. Voidingly. Feels lonely. Maybe he gives pleasure to the passers-by but they just pass. Then leave. And he, forgotten.
Isn't that so ... also, pathetic?
"Crist."
The intended one muttered, dark blue eyes glancing at me a glance before returning busy with his food.
"I want you to be happy, just as you give happiness to others."
Instantly the young man stared, stopped eating and looked at me with a face that depicted disbelief but my gaze grew more serious.
Clasping the hand on the table, I continued saying, "I can't put out good words like you. Until now, it felt like a dream because all this time I never felt what love-ah was, ever. One time."
I carved a small smile. "Aion, my beloved, I love him. Very, very, loving him. After my memory returns, the more certain it is that I cannot forget it. Just like I can't forget how I lost it, with my own hands."
Taking off my grip, I looked back down and saw both palms. "I stained my hands with his blood. Since then, it has been so hard to accept everything that darkness has swallowed me. I smeared myself with suffering, then a lot of things happened .. I ended up being a loser."
"But with your help; for your acceptance; with your advice, I finally realized that all the negative whispers in the head were not true." I began to raise my face, looking at her who was faithful stunned. "I remember everything; everything, which you taught me. Maybe your existence is only a short while in my eternal life but it's precious."
And I'm laughing. "Ah, not just you .. including Fate, Daniel, Cecil, and others. That's why I want to say this. Thank you for being there for me; thank you for continuing to be strong and spreading kindness, because with your kindness, now I can be on the right path."
"Ahahaha, Red ...," he said, trembling faintly with a bland laugh, he began to cover his face with one hand-eh, lest I mispronounce like the Fate incident? But I really mean it!
"Mu-maybe .. maybe, that's why I love you all and that's how love works. When embracing someone; giving help, they also give good treatment. We should not feel tormented with love because that is not the way love works. If it were to hurt, it would only fill the heart with mist and slowly snatch away everything."
He also chuckles. "Why did you suddenly tell me that?"
"Because I said it, right? If I want to ...."
Then I linked the fingers with a smile that was provoked by the sense of flowering in the heart. Crist, your existence is really warming. I can't forget the patient way I face me, like the sun, always greeting in the morning; always in the sky to accompany; always shrouding in despair. Also, thankfully, the first person to call me a friend.
"... Say thank you, including to you. That's why I want you to be happy, Crist, are we saying it?"