
The powerful influence that had arisen from the previous events was indeed extraordinary, for some reason.
After meeting Professor Kaidan and experiencing other things that I no longer want to remember, I was immediately unconscious until I fell asleep for two full days. Maybe the side effects of fatigue are extraordinary, also the body is still adjusting?
When I woke up, I immediately realized the staff handling the rehabilitation period had surrounded me who was still lying limp and talking about complicated things.
After that I understood .. has been brought back to the special room underground.
When they realized I was awake, they were immediately helped to sit down and asked questions that they wanted to know what was happening to me because before long, I was given a mirror and I saw plain red eyes plastered there; without pupils; so clear and empty.
Seeing it mixed my heart, happy; sad; ambiguous; anything unimaginable that I myself must be smiling, looking down, or moaning. However, it prefers to review weak smiles.
So I tell you what happened in detail because why hide the truth from them? Including me who is not eternal because the seven deadly sins in the soul have been purified, as a result returned red as first born.
At first it was just my hair, maybe it was the beginning of the purification stage? And it ends in my eyes, as a symbol of the darkness of the seven ensnaring sins.
For in man, good and evil merge into one. The concept also applies to my creation, applied to the soul made of the seven sins and the heart formed of the seven virtues. Both must be neutral and stable but the fallen angel activates the path to deadly sin, bringing me to a dark end.
However, now, it is free .. as it should be. I am just an ordinary human, aged; without any strange aura in the body; can die at any time.
Honey, it made the rehabilitation staff hold me. I should have been released from my recovery but now I am going through intensive care.
He said they wanted to help me recover from my body that was still adjusting to the situation, also psychologically reported to be experiencing shocks. It reminded me of Sen's words; though the age of the soul was made according to the body but my memory was still there, for this my body felt weak. And another incident that night ....
It could be because of that, I'm having another shock. God, why does my soul have to be this weak? It really frustrates me.
I also exhaled a long breath.
Here I, in early March just got a free letter of care and re-activated to duty, standing in front of the automatic entrance of Vaughan Hospital.
When the cold came back to touch the skin even though this morning there was no snow stub accompanying, then I raised my right hand and tidied the scarf-eh, no? Usually I wear it spontaneously .. ah, forgot my red scarf was left in the rubble. I also raised both shoulders. Let it be, it's been damaged too for fighting Sen.
That young man was amazing.
With a letter in my left hand, I started walking loosely through the academy. May have to report immediately to Professor Kaidan in order to be given the mission again. About, how long have I been off duty? Oh, before that want breakfast first. The academy cafeteria should have been buk-semitating when my steps flinched.
The cafeteria was close to the clubhouse and I still had no face to meet my friends. What should they explain if they see me like this? Moreover it is no longer eternal, and Fate ....
I decided to go to the Execution Department Building.
Upon arrival I immediately walked on the dimly lit hallway to the third floor. Climbing the transverse stairs, passing by a series of metallic doors, until the steps stop at the large door that opens wide until it is clear that Professor Kaidan is sorting out documents and writing something on his desk. Looks busy ... am I going to interfere?
However, when my feet were roaring, it seemed like the tap of the sole was so voluptuous that he reflexively looked ahead. Professor Kaidan raised his right hand like asking me to come in, so I followed.
As he went deeper, the metallic door at the back was instantly shut; in harmony with the previously solemn face of the guardian master, it now brought out a shady smile. "How are you doing, son, better?"
The smile on Professor Kaidan's face widened and his firm hands took the letter I had just handed over. Carefully the brown eyes seemed to sweep each line of words thoroughly. If remembered, the rehabilitation staff said it was the youth who brought me to them with a worried expression.
But I didn't think it through. Though he always made him in a difficult condition, even to the point of rebuke from Head Master Lucian. However, still that shady face he kept giving me. Surely I would like to ask Professor Kaidan something, but ....
"Red, do you have a request for your mission?"
Eh?
"The father asked your problem to the consulting staff because you must be hiding something from you. They say you lack confidence in your current condition, maybe you still need time to calm down?"
"Aaaa, no, no need! I don't mind being given a mission, but ...." I started to put both hands together.
"Want to work in a distant place and information about me is kept secret from Club Dion. At least until my heart calms down. This time I don't want to be too rash and self-imposed, because I don't want to mess around, ta-but if my request is excessive it's okay to accept the usual mission."
However, my words actually make him laugh quite loudly-ah, is it excessive?
Leaning on the bench after his laughter had subsided, he said, "Yes, no problem. I'm glad you started asking for something and your request is not excessive. I'll put you on a team of missing persons and surveyors, continuing your former duties. Oh, one more."
He took out the topmost piece of paper from the pile of documents on the left side of the table. With his chin up, Professor Kaidan appears to be reading the contents. "Fathers will be transferred to the Eother branch because they need senior staff to petrify on duty. After the Tiamat incident, our branch there lacked many members. They also requested one Grade S disciple ...."
"I'm coming!"
"... To help fill-oi, son, I haven't finished explaining!"
Then I shook my head quickly and said with excitement, "No need! I don't want to be left Dad--"
Immediately I closed my mouth with both hands and closed my eyes-heee, what are you talking Red! Since when did Professor Kaidan become your parents?! Just because he is so good doesn't mean he has the right to think so! Who am I? Gosh, outrageous; self-knowing!
"Well!! Sorry, my father didn't mean---"
Suddenly it felt like someone was embracing-not, this is Professor Kaidan. He held me so close but warm, for some reason I felt comfortable and reflexes hugged me back until his back shook.
Honestly, I was surprised by the sudden action of my master teacher but .. like, ended up also buried his head on his shoulders and kissed a special sun.
Maybe I spontaneously said that because of the great fear of losing him.
But, really .. don't want to lose a precious person in life, for the umpteenth time. I know I still have beautiful memories I spent with them, but the loss was excruciating.
They have their own place in the heart because the experience I receive from each individual must be different. If they are lost, then it feels empty also the corner of the chest niche is like a lack of something; making the soul relentlessly scream and thrashing hungry for affection.
So I more and more adrift hugging his burly body until gripping his shirt behind him.
Because I ... don't want to be anymore, lonely.