When Demon Child Become Human
␑| Did Not What To Ask?

I'm sorry Crist, I don't think I can go home early tonight either. Wanting to cool my head, I ended up walking around the academy without any direction; aimlessly, letting the foot comb the steps by itself until it felt the night breeze carrying a piercing chill out of nowhere.

In the end, I fell silent on one of the streets with a face. The moon seemed to rule space until the sky was filled with gelita, provoking my hand to lift like trying to reach space.

It turned out that the night was so beautiful, the moon looked closer than usual, accompanied by the stars. It reminds ....

For example, if I die; if the sad me becomes meaningless, then my figure will go to the kartika that shines on the constellation Lyra. But that made me silent. Actually what I really want is death, or escape from the snare of nightmares? Because I remembered Fate's words back then. Maybe I can just run and complain because actually, death is not the way out.

That's right, isn't it?

I looked down and covered my face with both hands. For if I were to disappear, I would make others suffer. Just like losing him, maybe .. later, other people will feel what I feel too.

Because I'm gone.

I lowered my hand, exhaled a long breath and decided to go back to walking; starting to put one hand into one of my pants pockets. I'd better get back to the club. If you cross paths with Disciplinarians who are patrolling, can-can be exposed to problems-eh? I didn't see it wrong? Up ahead, Fate was sitting alone.

What the hell is he doing? Is the show finished? For some reason it felt so awkward to get close but it was already too late, Fate had to rest now. With hesitation I approached

"Oh, that's you, Halfing."

"Ah, Lord Metatron .. Why are you here?" I asked for the tension in the body to disappear so that a leisurely walk approached him.

"This girl is too tired and she suddenly falls asleep, I take over."

My guess is right, Fate must be exhausted. His physique is very weak and his stamina is limited compared to mine. Then I nodded and sat down on a soft grass beside him. However, Lord Metatron was looking at me flat with an expression I don't understand - eh, I didn't make a mistake right? Always with the angel of God's trust, I was nervous.

"I am sitting down here because you are there ...."

"Sit here, if anyone sees you they'll be suspicious."

Ah, yes, right too. Jesus, stupid. Immediately I got up and sat down on the park bench right next to Fate-oh, Lord Metatron. The girl's body now clearly exuded an unusual aura.

The transparent wings of the glass tub that I might only be able to see were so striking; the white plumed feathers added a graceful look even more her eyes glittered like a clear sky in broad daylight, quite, simply, what am I watching? It must have been because it was too close, then I shifted a little in the opposite direction from him and tried to catch my breath.

There were actually some things I wanted to ask, but-ah, we didn't open my voice at all. I started to hook the fingers.

"Your face seems to want an answer. What do you want to ask, Halfing?"

I turned back and watched him display a flash of grin. Hey, am I easy to read?

"Umm, has Fate ... ever met anyone like me before?" ask me by leaning, maybe my face also looks a little serious.

One side, Lord Metatron ended up speechless. Is my question so ambiguous?

"Ah, eem, I mean that--"

"Not yet."

Eh? Suddenly I tilted my head when the vocals that sounded two people were talking answered.

"In this world or before, Fate has never met a very dark figure like you, Halfing. Maybe he was surprised when he first met you."

"Well ... what is my presence, dangerous for Fate?"

Now I really have a serious face because of the many people in the academy, I spend the most time with him. If I was dangerous; if he had only first encountered a creature like me, then I would-ah, I began to grasp both hands perched on the side of the park bench beside the thighs.

It reminds me of how cold the girl's body was, even from the very beginning we met. Even though he said it wasn't a problem, it still made me feel uneasy.

Long enough silent soar, Lord Metatron did not answer the question and instead .. closed his eyes? It was as if he was seeking tranquility. Could I be thinking too much, as usual? B-but I'm just worried.

"Umm, sorry to ask you a strange question. I was worried ... Fate has helped a lot, but I can't do anything about it. Ignorance is a sin, so I want to know more about Fate. Maybe that way, I can help him properly." I started rubbing my eyes using my right arm once and stared deeply at the figure of the girl sitting at the side. "I want to get to know Fate more deeply."

"Ah, yes ..not really." I began to look forward, letting my legs run straight.

Upon my glare I said, "I'm just aware of something. Maybe it all felt like a dream. I really didn't think anyone would care, even worry about this. Sometimes thinking ... later will lose this warm feeling and suffer again, or torture deeper and end up losing direction. So I tried to stay away, but ...."

I started to duck. "I don't think anything like that hurts their feelings. Maybe it was true that I just ran away and felt so scared. So, now, will start to accept it. Accept all their good treatment, and I want to repay them as well."

I started to laugh a little. "I am truly grateful to meet them .. and to be grateful for the opportunity he - my loved ones - and God gave me. It's too late to realize this, but I don't care because it's better than nothing. Actually, having a life like this isn't so bad. I feel happy---"

Suddenly my black hair was touched. Slowly, the softness turned into a swab. Suddenly I looked straight back at the resplendent blue eyes, his face displayed a thin smile was shady and at the same time he pulled his hand back to its original position.

"Does God ... really forgive me?" ask me with a low tone.

"Keep praying and begging Him for forgiveness, and you will find an answer."

With earnestness and determination I nodded, starting to convince myself not to run away from all problems. What Fate and Crist said I'll remember.

I started to close my eyes.

Maybe my stupidity all this time adds to the sin of more and more really silly, but I will try not to let go of them and continue to ask God for help. That way, maybe, I can be much better.

"So, Halfing, what do you want to ask?"

"Ah, that ..." the soot eyes began to look back at the young girl sitting at the side. "What's going on in Fate's world?"

"Warfare."

The wars? I began to shut my mouth with my right hand and stared at the empty space on the side of the garden. Could it be that the cause of Fate is very reliable in tactics and use of weapons? Because of experience and knowledge-waiting, Arthur once said that the girl was used to shed blood, and when Fate exploded on me he said ....

Apparently so.

If you think about it again, from her thinking skills and skill in fighting, maybe the girl has been stuck in a state of life and death since childhood. Forced to push and train herself to be over-ah, imagining it was a little horrible until I touched the nape.

"Is the war over? Why did Father Arthur say it took anything to protect Fate?" ask again.

"Because even in the other world, there are still people from there who want it."

"Want? Is Fate gonna be okay? Then what should I do?"

The sky-like eyes sparkled like a comet circling looking straight, I had no idea that expression showed any seriousness or other thought. Metatron went on to say, "Aren't you supposed to ask yourself that question? Now, what are you gonna do?"

I was stunned to hear that. What am I gonna do? Maybe, start practicing and learning. It could be that in the end it will not be as reliable as Fate, but still want to try .. especially with long life, I have a lot of time to hone myself. Eternity; with the immortality of my body, I can avoid all sorts of worst possibilities.

Maybe being immortal isn't that bad? I started to smile thinly.

Actually hates this body, but when it has a clear purpose. I'll really try to protect them

"It looks like you've made a decision, Halfing."

My reflexes turned to the origin of the voice, the vocals sounding heavy as well as the voice of a soft girl so attract attention.

"Yes, thank you Lord Metatron. Perhaps up to here, Fate is very exhausted and when you use his body, it will be a burden. I will hold you no longer, but I am truly grateful." I began to bow and said straightforwardly, "Thank you for today, Lord Metatron."

He started to move off the bench. It seemed like the body was completely overburdened, evident from its path of slightly staggering by dragging a step.

Suddenly he stopped. Without looking back, Lord Metatron in Fate's body said, "Whatever your decision, you must be prepared to deal with it."

Facing .. yes, I closed my eyes. From now on, I will try to fix myself. I do not know what will happen; I do not know what I am doing right, but I will try and try.