
After the mission until now, I was still frozen. Standing behind the main sofa facing the television and above it is a photo of Fate's birthday show a week ago, it becomes a striking decoration in the club's main room.
For all the members of Dion were immortalized in joy and were completely.
How we wanted free photos, it was precisely some men ending the push-push-Daniel who started. Women are more enthusiastic about cutting cakes than the birthday itself. And the photos are shaded because no one wants to stay silent. Even the photo of Crist rolled off the sofa is also displayed there. What if someone from the Consulting Department sees that? Crist is famous for being very mature but this .. I don't know, I can only laugh a little imagine it.
However, my attention was not on it all, parading into one photo with the biggest frame that we lined up with Fate in the middle, clutching her birthday cake.
And most strikingly, there I was there with a silly smile. Yeah, it's ridiculous that I've only seen me in that expression for the first time. If it wasn't made into a photo like this, I wouldn't have thought that sharp-eyed face could carve out a smile.
I was thinking .. What was it that moment, with you, also gave off a similar expression? The same smile? The brightness is the same, or more?
Because I was made aware of a reality in which this heart is not as strong as steel, it can also be broken into pieces. Worst of all, I'm weaker than anyone I meet. I did, until now, not willing to let go of him.
However, it also knew that disrelief would not bring it back to the side of me that had long walked alone. It is possible to lose is the best definition of willingness, but should this hurt?
Because it also dawned, the longer it took; the farther it went, the more it would continue to see people falling around me. Previous events really made me realize that the task we carry could have taken their lives at any time.
Yeah, they, I'm not the immortal.
Approximately, until when can I survive? Can you watch all that? Can you protect them like I'm calling for? Does my existence really have any impact?
Those questions kept resonating in my head, leaving me completely helpless. However, for now ... I will probably swallow it raw, as usual. Following what people say that thinking about everything will produce nothing but anxiety.
Better, I pray to God; ask for guidance. Ah, also remembered Fate's words, if you look too far ahead, it will make you forget the real danger is on the side. Like that, about.
I also exhaled a long breath.
"Start thinking most of it."
Suddenly it felt like someone was hitting the arm, very slowly but successfully stunned me and turned to the origin of the sound. Daniel was there, with an expression as if staring displeasedly, furrowing his forehead.
"Ah, no. I did worry about a few things ... maybe, because that's my bad habit? But I'll ignore it for now. It turns out that thinking about things excessively is very tiring."
A big smile was immediately engraved on Daniel's face. "justified?! For me yes, for example there are bad thoughts, I teach you so that he will not appear again!"
"Heee, hurting yourself isn't it bad?"
"It's just a figure of speech!"
"Don't you like hurting yourself?" Suddenly a distinctive vocal echoed in the middle of our conversation.
I was surprised, very surprised because her voice was a girl I knew rarely was at the club when she was free.
Then I turned to the door and sure enough, Fate walked in and was followed by Cecil.
The girl's heel steps very straightforwardly echoed on the wooden floor, even Daniel got out of the way as Fate continued to approach, forcing me to take a few steps back with my eyelids slowly opening wide. Because the face is flat as usual but aura-hah, terrible!
"Is the glass in your room less bulky?"
"Well, I think I should interrupt between you?" Crist came towards us.
Eh, isn't he taking care of the paperwork at the dinner table? I started to look at him and there were actually some sheets of paper he was holding. Crist to intervening is not too excessive? But, wait, I really don't understand what Fate's saying. Hurt yourself?
Confused I immediately asked, "Which one?"
Because I realized, if people who cared about me saw me hurt. It felt like he had seen her shed tears because of me.
If I think about it, I don't know why I'm doing those things either. Could I hate myself so much? Ah, yes, and the pseudo-pain I suffered was unbearable.
"Red, do you like to stab yourself?" crist asked suddenly with a gaping mouth.
However, I nodded slowly. "Yes? That's why I used to say .. Even if my head breaks, it will recover at that time.
At once Crist looked at me horror, including Daniel and Cecil. However, Fate's face remained expressionless. Until finally crossed his chest and said, "When your mission likes to play forward, what is the difference with hurting yourself? Though your fighting instinct is good, with experience you can fight your enemies neatly, but always act loose and liking. You know I read all your mission reports, right?"
"Huh?! You have access to that kind of check?" chirp Daniel's full of shock.
Crist also coughed small. "Discipline and Enforcer ...."
Then I touched the nape awkwardly, what else was stared straight by amber eyes like this. "That's why after the underground mission you scolded me?"
Fate immediately smiled. "You think?"
Heee, you? Why is it suddenly polite? Wait, that's my wrong move? I guess because of the mess when dividing the team fishing the dragon-eh, it also includes playing forward itself no?
Ha-ah, now that Daniel really blew up the laughter to walk a little away, maybe so as not to sound too loud? What's more Cecil started to tousle around his waist and glanced at me.
"I'm grateful to be born an ordinary human being, not an immortal. If not, I've lost my mind and logic like that" chirped the little girl by throwing my face away.
W-well, am I that bad? For some reason being stared at like this I felt cornered, until I unconsciously stepped back little by little.
Suddenly it felt like someone was holding my back with a touch of a hand. I looked over and found Crist smiling very brightly. "At least now Red wants to be more careful, right?"
Spontaneously I replied with a sigh, "I-I'm working on it!"
Hearing that Fate actually exhaled a long breath. While Daniel still has not shown a sign of stopping laughing and Crist is still in the same expression, but over time looks creepy.
Aaaa, by the way why is Fate here? I mean, he's always busy and his free time is full for practice or discussion with the Disciplines. What else arrived with Cecil.
Unusual.
"Fate, why ... are you here?"
"Don't tell me you don't want to see him again because of the constant nagging!" sergeant Cecil suddenly.
He's? That's not what I meant! And it seems that ever since the incident in the nursery with Professor Caterine, the two of them have been very close.
Then I shook my head and replied, "No, that's not it! It's rare that Fate is in our midst .. what else comes with Cecil."
"I happen to be patrolling the area of the club buildings," Fate replied, "on completion, I decided to take a short break here."
"And when I was going home to the club finished my duty, I met Fate in the hallway taking notes alone. So I join the patrol," continued Cecil.
Heee, that? Quickly just----
"It just so happens, we're all being free. Can I discuss something with you?" said Crist suddenly, inviting all the attention of the building occupants who were only core members of the club were fixed on him. Even Daniel's face was made serious by leaning against the wall.
That way, Crist's expression also showed as if he wanted to talk about important things.